Hey guys... So I'm back from the dead.

Like hear me out, I LIKE TRIED TO WRITE THIS DAMN CHAPTER LIKE A BAJILLION TIMES BUT I MOSTLY GOT EMBARRASSED BECAUSE THIS IS SOMETHING I WOULD NEVER WANT ANYONE TO LOOK AT BUT YOU GUYS GET TO SEE IT.

Rated M chapter because of smut. If you don't like it then please leave.


Kill me or love me

One of these two

Even if I'm tired, become exhausted, I beg again, once more

If this is the way things are, then I want to die

(Gain- Irreversible)


Seijuurou chuckled softly from the back of his throat as he took in the sight before his eyes; Tetsuki spread over their bed with her wrists tied over her head in a tight tie that would surely mark her wrists once it was over, her eyes blindfolded with one of his pitch black silk ties while another tie was in her mouth to gag any sound that she would make. Her pale face had dried tear marks on her cheeks that ended trailing down to her throat whose trail ended falling down to the bed. He exhaled looking at her pale ivory skin, to him it was like a blank canvas that was waiting to be painted on. However only some sections of her pale skin hadn't been marred yet but he would make sure that every crevice of her body was filled with marks that showed that she belonged to him, that she was his property and no one else's. He settled himself in between her legs even though she started crying again which made him chuckle even more in delight. Her head was shaking to the sides as if she was trying to say no to him, her wrists were struggling to be released from their confinement so she could push him away from her.

"Hmm, why are you trying to get your wrists loose?" He asked playfully in her ear as his hand went to her wrists and tightened his grip on her. He heard something like a wail being muffled by the tie which made him smile before kissing her temple and lowering his lips to her ear.

"Don't worry, I'll make you regret trying to get your wrists loose."

Tetsuki felt her blood run cold at those words, she could feel a sob bubbling at the back of her throat but she knew that if she kept crying, he was just going to hurt her even more. So she laid there, seeing dark pitch black hoping that it won't hurt.

Seijuurou hummed as he looked over at Tetsuki, eyes never leaving her blindfolded eyes. The reason why he blindfolded her was because the only thing that Tetsuki was supposed to feel is him; so he makes sure that all her senses are heightened when they're having sex.

She felt his hands grasp her inner thighs with enough strength to leave marks which as his objective.

She felt him kissing her neck while his hands massaged her thighs tenderly.

"Do you think I'll get you pregnant this time?" He whispered in her ear feeling her shiver. Seijuurou needed to produce an heir for his family but also an anchor to keep Tetsuki with him forever. "I'll make sure that you do."

That was all the warning Tetsuki got before he shoved his length into her tight core, Tetsuki couldn't hold back the scream that tried to escape her muffled mouth while Seijuurou groaned at the feeling of being inside of Tetsuki.

"I do this to you almost every day and you're still as tight as the day we first did it." Seijuurou groaned/whispered into her ear before he started his rough pace of thrusting into her tight core.

Tetsuki let out muffled shrieks of pain with every thrust in her.

"I don't want this." She thought as the pace got even rougher. She started praying the one prayer she knew in her head for it to end, for someone to save her even though she knew that it would never happen.

Seijuurou redirected his thrusts to the place that he knew that would make Tetsuki shriek out of pleasure. He smiled to himself when his lover's shrieks sounded more of pleasure than pain and made sure to keep the pace.

He decided to change the position that they were in so he slipped out of Tetsuki hearing her try to bite back the noise of disappointment from leaving her throat to no avail, he grabbed both of her legs and placed them on his shoulders before entering her once more.

"I love you so much Tetsuki." Seijuurou said as he grasped her hips roughly. "You're never going to leave me, I'd rather kill us both before letting anyone take you away from me."

Tetsuki felt one of his hands around her throat, tightening its grip around it closing up her airway. Even though she hated to admit it because it basically almost killed her various times but whenever he choked her, she felt that sex was much more pleasurable however that was just a crazy thought from the pleasure brought by sex.

With every harsh thrust that Seijuurou made into her core, she felt that the knot was soon going to explode. She hated it though, finishing because of the rough nature of Seijuurou. The shrieks that made their way through the tie were increasing in pitch until she let out a final high-pitched shriek indicated that she had came. She could only feel Seijuurou's length thrusting faster which made her whimper out of the oversensitivity that she was receiving until she felt Seijuurou's teeth clamp over the junction between her neck and her shoulder drawing blood out while he groaned as he came.

Tetsuki couldn't bring herself to stay awake so she allowed herself to be drowned in the darkness.


I know...

It was really crappy.

I'll try better. tell me if you liked it in the reviews.

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