Let this heart go through hell. There only so much a heart can take.


"Oh no. Oh no. No, no, no, no, no, no. Kendall!" Carlos stared in horror at the magazine in front of him, his mind spinning and tears welling up in his eyes. "Kendall! Kendall!"

Kendall ran out of the bedroom he shared with Logan, sliding to a halt on the tile floor and looking at the shaking Latino on the couch.

"Carlos, you're screaming like the damn hotel is on fire! What is it?" he asked.

"This magazine says that we're all dating girls! Our back up dancers! Kendall, I think this is why Stephanie won't answer my text messages!" Carlos said, holding up the magazine, his eyes large and scared.

Kendall ran over and grabbed the magazine, looking at the pictures and half reading the stories. He wasn't dating anyone, none of the guys were. He and Cindi were good friends and they had been shooting pictures of the beach to put in a slideshow that would play behind them when they sang Music Sounds Better With U. Griffin had wanted the pictures. And as for the pictures from the party, everyone went, it wasn't his fault that Cindi had stayed close to him.

Logan and Elizabeth had always been friends. True, they had kissed before, while Logan and Camille weren't dating, but they had never dated and they certainly weren't dating now. Carlos and Olivia were just good friends as well. It was obvious Carlos didn't want a relationship since he had cried for over an hour after holding hands with her on that walk. Out of all of them, James was the most screwed, since he was the only one that could be seen actually kissing his girl, Phoebe.

"Shit," Kendall sighed.

"What do we do?" Carlos asked.

"I don't know," Kendall said, sitting down.

There was a crash from the bedroom and Logan stumbled out, laptop in hand. He squished between his friends and set the laptop on his lap, frantically clicking at links.

"Whoa, what's wrong?" Kendall asked.

"The girls... They're...," Logan clicked another link and story popped up.

BTR Ex's Strike Back!

Looks like the boys aren't the only ones who are finding love in new arms. Big Time Rush's Ex-Girlfriends; Stephanie King, Ruby Rodriguez, Camille Roberts and Jo Taylor, have all found new guys to make them smile.

Stephanie King seems to have ditched hopes of getting Carlos Garcia back, since she has been seen around town with Wyatt Williams, an up and coming actor who recently moved in the Palm Woods hotel. They've been spotted at the Palm Woods Park, Metro Zoo, and just walking around Downtown LA. When we talked to Wyatt he was more than happy to admit that he and Stephanie are extremely happy together and are looking forward to a happy and rewarding future.

A small squeak escaped from Carlos's throat as silent tears slipped out of his eyes.

"The next one is about Ruby. Should we wake James up?" Logan asked.

"No, we'll tell him later. If Carlos is crying then James will be too," Kendall said.

Ruby Rodriguez used to linked with hunk James Diamond, but now she's been seen embrassing fellow hunk actor, David Marcus. David and Ruby have been seen around town, in clubs and coffee shops, and hanging out around the Palm Woods pool. When we asked Ruby about their relationship she confirmed that they were dating but had no other comment.

Logan bit his lip when he saw that Camille's name started off the next paragraph.

Camille Roberts is a well known method actress who had a rocky on again off again relationship with Logan Mitchell. Now she has a new man in her life, stunt double Jason Reynolds. Jason and Camille have been friends since Camille moved to LA from Connecticut but their friendship never went farther than that, until now. Jason and Camille have been seen out at parks and restaurants, even kissing on the beach. Camille and Jason have both confirmed their relationship.

By the end Logan was in full out tears and leaning on Carlos, who was holding and crying as well. Kendall took the laptop and started to read Jo's article.

Jo Taylor is normally seen with now ex-boyfriend, Kendall Knight. But this have definitely changed now that Jo is in the arms of one of her co-stars! No, it's not Jett Stetson, it's Nick Wallace. Nick and Jo were spotted at Metro Zoo along with Stephanie and her new beau, Wyatt. Jo and Nick commented to us that they are extremely happy together and Jo even went a step further to say that she hoped that the boys of Big Time Rush were also happy with their new loves!

Kendall set the laptop on the table and took in a deep and shakey breath, trying to control himself. He stood up and clapped his hands together.

"We're going to be ok," he said.

Logan and Carlos continued holding each other and crying. Carlos mumbled something that sounded like an objection but Kendall ignored it.

"If they don't need us then we don't need them!" Kendall declared.

"I love Stephanie so much!" Carlos cried.

"Camille is the only girl for me!" Logan cried, his voice muffled by tears.

Kendall felt tears in his eyes and reluctantly sat back down holding onto Logan.

"I miss Jo!" he cried.

There were footsteps in the hallway and James walked out, rubbing his eyes. He spotted his friends on the couch and tilted his head.

"What is going on?" he asked.

Kendall sat up and looked at him, his eyes red. "The girls are happy and dating again," he said, his voice choked.

"And? Aren't they allowed to?" James asked.

"What are you talking about?" Logan asked.

James shrugged. "We're not with them anymore. They should be happy," he said, moving to get a drink from the refridgerator.

Kendall stood up and walked over to him. "You're actually dating Phoebe, aren't you?"

James looked at him. "Maybe."

"How could you?" Carlos asked, angry.

"She's really nice and sweet and we just hit it off!" James said, defending himself.

"Ruby is dating David Marcus!" Logan said.

James dropped his bottle of water and ignored it as it spilled around his feet. Tears welled up in his eyes. "No!" he said.

"I thought you were happy with Phoebe!" Kendall said.

James walked over to him and hugged him tight. "Ruby is my life!"

Kendall hugged him back, leading him to the couch. This was, officially, the worst day in BTR's life.


TBC...