Title: Dear Spike
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: Don't own 'em - not making any money off 'em.
Summary: Buffy writes a letter that Spike never sees


Dear Spike,

I know you'll never see this. After all, you did burn up in the Hellmouth. I just need to get my feelings out in the open even if I'll never tell anyone the truth.

I told you I loved you, and you didn't believe me. I don't really blame you. You've been declaring out your love for years and never heard it returned. I just happened to decide I loved you when you were dying. Why should you have believed me?

I wanted to tell you that it was the truth, but there had been no time. I'm not sure when exactly I fell in love with you, but the feelings were real.

I know you were angry about me kissing Angel, but I had to. It was a way to give myself some closure. I told Angel you were in my heart that night. Maybe I should have told you the same thing that very night.

Just know that I loved you. You treated me so good, and I'll never forget you or the love you so selflessly gave.

I'll always remember you.

Love,

Buffy