and I'm through
No more he scooted down into the corner but the other 4 Nordics just edged closer
"please eat, if not for us than for (name)" tino bargained
He shivered at hearing the name (name) his one his only… "LUKAS" mathis grabbed his tie "you know the many times you chooked me well im about to choke you if you don't eat that food.
The Norwegian looked up seriously "do it."
Two days and I'm as misplaced as can beIceland poked his cheek "big brother come one lets go out to eat"
"Not hungry" his head was laid on (names) chest listening to the soft beat that played out from her dancing heartThe puffin pecked his master "come on he didn't even notice you called him big brother let's just go without him.
"Yeah I guess" the cold man stood up and left his bird sitting on his head the whole way. Three days and I am filled with need to see what used to be
Sweden wrapped one arm over his shoulder and Denmark did the same the loud Dane sighed "man and I thought I could get drunk"
"L''v' h'm b'" he pulled the heavy man to the car
"think about what (name) would say though" Mathis got into the front "(name) would murder him if she wert in a coma right now" berwald could only nod in agreeance but all Lukas was thinking of was the first time he got to hold you in his arms and call you his Its day four and already my heart bleeds more
Lukas looked so hollowed out he hadn't eaten anything in a week since you had an aneurism. The blood dripping from your nose eyes and ears meant that the doctors couldn't use the machine just yet. You were so pale he just wanted to scream. You looked like one of the many angels you drew for a living slowly drifting father away from him. All he wanted for Christmas was you but the doctors just didn't know what to do
I wont make it past day five cant you see you're the reason why I thriveThe Norwegian man sat in the corner of the emergency stairway of the hospital staring at the picture of his life (name) while the half bottle of Jack Daniels dangles from his hand. There was no other like her from her flowing (h/c) hair to her sparkling (e/c) eyes and her smile. A smile itself that out shown the world. Yeah there was no other like her and that idiot Prussian stole her away and put her into a coma.
"(name)" god why first Ami now you" he puts his hands in his hair and drops the picture. He stood up and punched the wall. Chugging the liquor
he threw the bottle down and watched as the shards glittered the floor laughing he grabbed a particularly lengthy, sharp one and studied it. He smirked "I can see (name) and ami now." He laughed and cut deeply along his vain leaning back against the wall.
"LUKAS" he heard as his world turn black but sadly the voice sounded so much like (name)
Dr kai stared at the cot set up beside names bed that had the now bandaged up lukas on it Earlier Iceland was on a smoking break and found his big brother lying lifeless on the ground and called the doctor. . Tino stood beside him leaning on the wall "we need to do the procedure and quick else we will loose both Lukas and (name) "
"why would he do it I don't understand. I mean sure I have seen a lot of suicide cases come in but we were so close…" the doctor let his voice
dip. This was his first year officially as a real doctor but when it comes to something like this lets just say 'the circus is open with no one preforming'
"they are closer then most people would be he only let his baby sister ami see his emotions but she died a while by the same Prussian that caused this. its actually as if the man upstairs wanted them to meet. It all started when…
Lukas sat on the edge of the window seal on his new 6th floor apartment looking down at the traffic. He never wanted to be here but his parents forced him to when the his dad couldn't find a job. when a paper fluttered past him with a drawing on it. there was a swing-set in the background with the
swing still in the air and a kid with wings spread wide open in the foreground. The boy had neck length hair that was a dark jet blue and his face was as pale as the moon. The Norwegian man looked around for its artist and found that more pictures were floating past him each with a angel on it telling different stories . he snapped out of his vision with he suddenly heard a squeal mixed with scream from the floor above him. Quickly he got to his feet and ran up the fire exit toward the window until he found
what he was looking for. A teen girl with (h/c) hair pulled into a messy bun that accented her eyes. To anyone else she would have looked like a monster but
to him she looked like a angel. HIS angel. "where is it" she screamed. He looked at her sideways "are you looking for this" he handed her a portrait of what he
later was told was her mom. She nodded "I am (name) you must be the new kid." He nodded blankly "lukas."
from that day forward they were inseparable lukas was contentiously over at her house and vice versa. 5 years ago he asked her out and this year he proposed. She became his foundation his way of life, to tell you the truth she was the only one -besides ami- who could get him to smile. EVER. "
Dr. kai smiled "that's cute"
Finland laughed "its their life and his story of his past because before that he was a –without a better way to describe him- soulless."
