A/N; So here's the second part of chapter 3 :') enjoy and as always I do not own Twilight tho this storyline is all mine [':

Chapter Four.

Bella's Point Of View.

I must of fallen asleep within seconds of my head hitting the pillow because the next thing I knew was Esme shaking my shoulder slightly, Opening my eyes slowly I held my hand over them as the brightness of the room made them string a little. "Argh." I groaned while sitting up slightly keeping my freezing body covered at all times.

"Hey, Carlisle is going to have a look at you is that okay?" She asked then started running her finger tips through my sweat covered hair. I looked up at her as she tended to me while I was sick, biting my lip as I thought of what she said Ana started screaming at me sighing I blocked everything out and listened to what she had to say.

Don't let him see your body, do you want them to tear us apart well do you?, your worthless if you think I'm leaving you now, after all my hard work. You'll just end up fat and lonely is that what you want well is it?

"Esme, I'm fine I just have a sore throat that's all, it might just be the virus that's going around. Plus I'm too comfy to move out of bed or be disturbed." I said to her as Carlisle made his way through the room the snow had closed everything even the hospital was only opened if an emergency was called in and with everyone staying inside for the next few days Carlisle would most likely have a rare couple of days off. Watching as he sat on the other side of my bed and place his hand on the back of my head, his eyebrows borrowed together before opening his black medicine bag. Taking out a digital Thermometer out and sticking the cold metal needle in my ear, hearing the beeping noise I groaned as it went straight through my head seriously why can't everything just be quite for an hour or two.

"101 Degrees Fahrenheit..." Carlisle muttered as he opened my mouth to check my throat. After I sad ahh and he touched my throat he smiled softly at me and went back to his office before returning a few minutes later.

"You have a throat infection Bella since swallowing is going to be hard I have antibiotics that will be in a liquid form along with paracetamol the only problem is I'll need to administer it by an IV drip" He started to explain as he got the equipment ready to invade my body.

Don't think that just because you're sick that I'll let you off easy, I'll make you work harder, Your sick because your fat, fat people always get sick is this the way you want to live always being ill, I didn't think so. Now when they both leave we are going to get a work-out done sit ups you're not eating today. Look at you your weak and disgusting you're pathetic.

Hearing Ana's words I thought back tears, she was right I was pathetic I had weakened myself because I hadn't lost enough weight this week. Turning my head as Carlisle put the IV needle into the vein on the back of my hand I screwed my eyes shut at the pain that now throbbed. Sighing I watched as I was hooked up to the liquids that where meant to help me. Watching as the fluid dripped slowly like tear drops into the tube that lead into my bloodstream.
Carlisle packed up his stuff and headed out the room while Esme sat in the chair next to my bed still running her fingers through my hair.

"How about I phone Mrs Brandon and we'll reschedule your sleep over with Alice so you can get better?" Esme asked me as she got up and got another blanket out of the cupboard and placed it over my duvet. It was so cold but then again I was always cold I don't know what was wrong with me why couldn't I be perfect, like everyone else but instead I was imperfect I didn't deserve food but the yoghurt on the tray beside me was shouting out my name like the demon that lurked within my stomach begging me to give in to temptation and let something fat and disgusting fill my stomach so it could turn me into an elephant.

Turning to face her once more I nodded and closed my eyes slipping back into the darkness. I welcomed it with open arms it was the one place I found comfort away from Ana.

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Days passed and I started to feel better I was now off the drip and was free to do what I wanted looking at the alarm clock on the bedside table I read the LED light. 2:45 am everyone was in bed and I had time to do a few hours work out before Carlisle left for work throwing the covers off my body I let my feet hit the cold carpeted floor below me, walking over to my drawers I pulled out some old sweats and a torn gym top both hang off my body with ease and I grinned my hip bones stuck out of the spandex of the sweat pants and I drummed my finger tips over them a small hole inside of me was filled I felt stronger than I had in weeks though there was still fat pockets around my rips but my stomach and hips where completely free my stomach was flat and I grinned a smile that finally reached my eyes. Lying down on the floor I started pushing my upper half into a sitting position before laying flat on my back again I repeated my actions over and over again. Counting each sit up in my head.

"Ninety Nine, One hundred, One hundred and One..." I whispered as I looked up at the clock it told me it was now 4:00 am in the morning once I got to one hundred and twenty I got up to my feet and stripped of my clothes before heading into the bathroom, turning on the shower I stepped in and slid down to the wall to the basin. Letting the water fall onto my skin I sighed in relief as it soothed out the knots in my muscles the only pain it couldn't sooth was the constant hunger pain that shot threw my body like a raging Loin searching for its prey. Tears escaped my eyes as I thought about it all I knew if I ate I'd of failed but the temptation was so strong it was hard to resist. I stayed in the shower until the water became freezing. Shutting the water off I got out and wrapped a towel around my body and hair. Once dried I got changed into my jeans which fell down my legs I was jumping with joy after the third pair done this, my size 4 jeans where now to big the smile I had on my face got wider and I let out a squeal. Pulling out a couple of belts as I didn't have anything else I could wear for school, pulling the three belts threw my jean loops I did them up and it kept them stay on my hips. Looking in the mirror I saw the demin was baggy at my legs it was quite allot Esme was one to notice things easily and I didn't need questions today. Pulling the demin tightly around the bottom of my legs I got a rubber band for each leg and wrapped it around the ball I had made at the foot. Throwing on a couple of tops over my upper body I would need to go shopping soon but online shopping sounded allot better than getting Esme to drive me to Port Angeles or even Seattle.

Picking my bag up off the chair I headed down stairs and flicked on the light for the kitchen. Starting a fresh patch of coffee I leant against one of the many counters and ran my fingers through my hair. Biting my lip I shivered as the coldness of the house seeped into my body holding it within its grip, sighing I pulled a coffee mug off its rack and poured some coffee into it. Hearing footsteps thud above me I snapped my head up and waited to see who would come down most likely it's be Carlisle he usually headed to work before I even got up but today I was full of energy plus I had to exercise for all the time I wasted lying in bed. Sipping on my coffee I inhaled the aroma black coffee had very few calories roughly 5.4 if I was rounding it up that is it meant I could drink as much of it threw the day plus it curbed my hunger pains for a few hours hopefully it would last till lunch time when I could get another cup.

"Good morning Bella you're up early." Carlisle spoke Esme had her arm linked with his and smiled softly at me. I just shrugged I wasn't tired I had slept through the past four days and my energy was at a new time high. I was just waiting for it to slip through my grips as the day went on.
"I slept allot while I was ill, I just woke up at four and couldn't go back to sleep so I had a shower and got ready for the day." I replied as I finished off the coffee in my cup and refilled it along with two others for both Esme and Carlisle. Handing them over I made my way to the table and sat down and began drinking my second cup of coffee.

Esme and Carlisle followed suite and looked over to me, Esme whispered something into his ear and he just nodded at whatever it was she had said I looked confused and Carlisle just chuckled slightly as he ran his fingers around the rim before looking directly at me.

"Bella, how would you feel becoming part of this family?" Carlisle asked as he started drinking his coffee.

I smiled softly while looking at him, "I thought I already was, I mean I've been here for two months that's the longest I've been in any foster home." I replied and that got them both giggling like school girls. Esme just shook her head and wiped her eyes that had tears forming.
"No dear, you don't understand, me and Carlisle have been talking, we want to adopt you, make you a permanent part of this family, we want you to be our daughter." Esme explained it and I squealed allot like Alice had done the day before on the phone when I told her I'd be in school today and that Esme said that see and Rosalie could spend the night at ours since we were stilled snowed in Forks had became a town blocked off from all the major cities which meant Rose couldn't get home so until the roads got uncleared she was attending out small school.
Getting up I ran over to my newly found parents and hugged them tightly wrapping my around both of them and grinned.
"I'd love for you to be my mother and father, thank you so much." I replied tears filling my eyes as they hugged me back.
"Your welcome dear." They both said in unison before Carlisle kissed my head and got up and left for work. Turning the radio on I listened to what the presenter had to say.

"Good morning Forks, and what a snowy windy day it is. A heating problem has rising in Forks High School so it is closed until further notice also the elementary school is closed threw to the same problem, that means schools out kids enjoy yourself go sledding or build snowmen with your parents." And with that the presenter put on some music and jumped up and down I had to pretend that I was happy about school being out when in fact I was looking forward to gym and getting to run for two hours as I had a double period.

"How about we have breakfast and then you can phone Alice to let her know she and Rosalie can start your sleep over early." I bit my lip as I nodded then turned to Esme.

"I've already ate tho, I had toast when I first came down here." I spoke, the plate that said toast had been on was in the sink. I'd actually placed the two slices of toasted bread in last night's rubbish. Esme just nodded and went about making herself something to eat. Running my fingers through my hair I left the kitchen and ran up stairs to my room. Picking up the phone I dialled Alice's number. We talked for around an hour before Esme called me down stairs saying good bye to Alice she promised she'd call to let me know once her mother woke up.
Making my way back down stairs I saw that Esme was now wrapped up in a snowsuit, snow boots and Carlisle had been left holding a sled.

"So I thought we could do what the presenter said, how about we go sledding, Carlisle got a phone call on his way to work that he had the day off." Esme explained.
Pulling on a hoodie, jacket and my snowsuit I was finally ready to go out and have fun in the snow.

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A/N; Up next some snow fun and the sleep over