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so this is the fourth chapter. i'm almost done. and sorry mrs. charlotte. cullen, bella's not getting a new bf. don't be too mad! enjoy!!
Chapter 4 Love
Alice and I had to leave before Charlie came home, but I told bella I would be back when he has sleeping.
When I returned, Bella was on her bed listening to an iPod. That was new. When she saw me, she took the ear pieces out and layed the electronic down beside her.
"Hi," she said not looking at me.
"Hello," I said smiling.
"So are you moving back?" Bella crossed her arms but finally looked at me.
"Carlisle was making arrangements to get his old job back." I said sitting in the rocking chair in the corner of Bella's room. I recalled sitting here and watching Bella sleep. How much it fascinated me.
"You can sit here." Bella said, patting the matress beside her. I walked over and sat down beside her.
"I've done a lot of thinking while you were gone." She said. "And I wanted to know what you were thinking." When I didn't say anything, Bella fidled her thumbs in her lap. "So, what are you thinking?" This made me laugh. "What?"
"Forgive me. It's just that normally I would be the one asking you that question." I told her. "I am thinking about you. How much I missed you. How much you've changed. How sorry I am. How much I despise myself." I looked at her. "What about you?"
"I'm thinking about you. That I've missed you, too, a lot. How I'm sorry for this mess. And that I want to forgive you, but I'm scared."
I pulled her chin up to make her meet my gaze. "How can I possibly make you see that I will never leave you, ever again? I've seen what I've done to you, Bella and I never want to hurt you in that way again."
"I know," Bella sighed. "I know that in my heart, but my head keeps telling me different." I smiled, suddenly having an idea form in my head.
"Do I have to tamper with your mind?" I asked her.
"I don't understand." Bella said confused.
"Oh, but you will." I flashed her a smile before placing my icy lips on hers. I pulled away in seconds, my intention on a peck. "Now, do you still think I am going to leave?"
"Yes," Bella said. I kissed her again.
"And now?"
"A little." She replied. I pulled Bella into my lap, my arms making a steel cage around her, holding her closely by the waist. I kissed her, soft at first, and then I opened my mouth, to which she responded by slightly opening hers. She let her tongue dart out of her mouth and connect with mine. Bella tangled her small fingers in my hair as we both stiffled a moan. I remembered she would need to breath, so I pulled away from Bella's mouth, letting her come up for air. I couldn't resist kissing her neck, jaw line, chin, cheeks, her forehead, and finally planting a small peck on her lips.
"I don't even remember what we were fighting about." Bella said. I chuckled and lightly tossled her hair.
"Silly Bella." I said laughing.
That night, I held my Bella in my arms. I watched her sleep and listened to her giggle and say my name in her sleep. That whole night, I was content. It was the first time, in a long time, that I was actually happy. My ancient heart was whole again. My angel was back in my life and I would never let her go.
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