Hey! Thanks for the reviews. Not much, but I still appreciate it. Anyways sorry again for the late update! Reality stinks sometimes. :P

So does anyone have any idea what Bella's secret is? Well, you're about to find out. Be prepared, because it will fulfill its rated T rating.


Our Perfect Relationship

Chapter 4

A Not So Innocent Little Secret

"Totally," Alice said. "It's okay for me and Rosalie. Which means... Bella you're the last one to go."

Shoots. I was usually last at these kind of games, and this time is no exception.

I mentally dug inside my head for some kind of secret that I could find acceptable for Alice, Rosalie, and the guys. There was one secret that I have, but this one was something that I would take to the grave. And, it's very vivid in my mind now as I portrayed the dream back into my head. I blushed at the fact that Edward would hear this and I'm afraid of his reaction by the end of the game. Although, I might as well get this over with. The people in this room are people that I can trust and I can certainly relieve myself that they won't tell anyone, especially Tanya.

"Well..."

Bella's POV:

I took a moment to look at my friends carefully. They all were staring at me intently, waiting.

"It's really embarrassing. I swear you guys will freak out when you here this," I said, biting my lip.

"Oh come on Bella," Rosalie said. "We all shared ours. If you don't spill, you're gonna get 5 dares to do."

"I know."

Edward wrapped his arms tighter around me. "Don't be scared, Bella. I can handle what you're about to tell us."

I nodded in response. I leaned my head back against his chest. My mind wandered for a minute on one of my dreams that involved my secret. I first had this dream before Edward became my boyfriend, around the time when I was a junior.

*Dream*

I ran my naked body down the pole, watching him out of the corner of my eyes, hoping his dick hardened as he watched me. Edward's fingers rubbed impatiently on the chair that he sat on, and I wondered how it would feel like if those fingers were touching me. I moaned softly at the very thought. And, just like I hoped, I saw Edward stiffen, his dick hardened.

For me.

"Bella," he whispered.

I smiled, then inched closer to him. I kissed his warm lips slowly, but passionately.

Then. he couldn't take it anymore. He moaned in our kiss as I pulled Edward closer; wrapping my arms tightly around him. He lost all his self-control and then... we did it.

When we were done, I layed my head on Edward's chest. I kissed him once, relishing the feeling of how he tasted. I knew that in reality, there would never be an Edward and I. But there was an me and Edward in my dreams.

*Ends Dream*

There were many dreams than that, but I didn't want to explain it all to my friends and especially my boyfriend. Now that Edward was with me, my dreams had become very dirty.

"I dream about Edward," I simply said.

Alice rolled her eyes. "That's not a secret. Of course you would dream of Edward since he's with you. You dream of Edward when you still crushed on him."

"You don't understand," I shot back. "That's not all of it. There's more."

"Then clarify," Rosalie said.

I sighed. "Yes, I dream about Edward. But... I dream about Edward in a dirty way." I quickly buried my face in my hands, trying to hide the blush that was quickly forming and to hide the embarrassment that I clearly felt. I could clearly hear Alice and Rosalie's squeal.

"In what kind of dirty way?" Alice asked, eying me carefully; trying to pry the details out of me.

"Er... I imagined myself pole-dancing for Edward," I replied, the blush on my cheeks turning into a deeper red.

"Shut up!" I heard my friends say.

"It's true," I said honestly. "I've been dreaming about Edward like this since freshman year and even until now those dreams haven't stopped." I lifted my head shamefully to see their expressions.

"Why haven't you told Rose and I?" Alice questioned, making her puppy dog face.

"I thought we're your friends," Rosalie added.

I shrugged. "Because I love you two. If I told you this, then you guys would have been in full screaming mode like right now and would have wanted Jasper and Emmett about this, which will eventually lead to Edward knowing."

I looked at Edward, afraid of his reaction. He caught my expression and instead of freaking out like Alice and Rosalie were, he gazed into my eyes with love and for the first time, lust.

"Are you mad at me?" I asked Edward when I saw Alice, Jasper, Rosalie, and Emmett deep in conversation.

Edward smiled. "Why would I be? I thought that was hot and sexy."

I raised my eyebrow. "Really?"

He smirked at me. "I'd really hope you'd do that for me one day, Bella. Whether it will happen in another five years, I don't care. I love you Bella, and I want you to know that."

And with that, I was left blushing by Edward's words.

. . . . .

After those sweet and sexy words that Edward told me, our triple date/sleepover continued without hesitation. Alice had turned up the music on her stereo and Emmett began to shove his face into all the food; which we all laughed at. Rosalie was able to pop in the DVD of "The Notebook" and Emmett had immediately stopped eating to go watch the movie with us.

While we were watching the movie, I curled up against Edward; sneaking kisses to him every few minutes. When there were scenes in the movie that were... well I'll leave it at that, Edward would whisper in my ear something hot and sexy while I would try to come up with an equally hot and sexy response too.

"I wish that was me fucking you," he'd say. Or, "I would want to do that to you eventually."

I would blush, and curl even closer to him.

Stop blushing Bella! You've gotta break out of that habit someday.

Yeah, as if. Habits that I've grown up my entire life with will be tough to break.

By the time the movie was over I noticed that Rosalie and Emmett were nowhere to be found. I sighed. They were probably fucking each other senseless in Alice's bathroom. Speaking of Alice... I wanted to smack her head when I saw her lip-locking with Jasper on top of her bed. This wasn't much of a surprise, but I hated it when I literally had to see them going at it. I didn't like being the odd one out.

"So did you enjoy the movie?" Edward asked, intertwining our fingers together.

I shrugged. "I watched many times but it was nice. You?"

"Same goes for me too, but I enjoyed having you in my arms better."

Gosh, is he for real?

I pressed my lips against his cheek and leaned against his shoulder. "Well I like kissing you better. By the way what time is it?"

"Quarter to ten, but I don't really care." We kissed for a few minutes, enjoying each other's company despite the fact that it was dark. Edward's arms were wrapped around my waist, pulling me even closer to him while my fingers threaded into his soft wild bronze hair. His gentle touches against my skin ignited a fire in me that I thought never existed.

"Bella," he groaned. I pulled away from him slightly to see that his green eyes darken into a color that I've never seen before.

Oh my.

His eyes... they were filled with lust.

"Oh god," I whispered.

"I know." I leaned my forehead against him and stared deep into his eyes.

"Shit. Bella you know it's getting real hard to control myself around you right now."

"I can tell. Your eyes... do you really..."

"Yeah, I do. But I think we should wait for a while. I want this, us, to last for a long time. I don't want you to do anything that you'd regret."

I nodded. "Yeah. I don't wanna imagine when Alice, Jasper, Rosalie or Emmett catches us on the floor naked tomorrow morning."

"Yeah," he laughed. "I want our first to be special."

"I agree."

"And if you don't mind can I ask you something?" he asked, shifting our positions slightly so I was sitting on his lap with my legs wrapped around his waist.

"Ummm... sure?" Damn, I didn't mean that to sound like a question.

He grinned. "Great! Anyway, you know spring break is coming soon right?"

I nodded.

"Well my aunt Elizabeth had asked me and my parents to visit her over the spring break. Dad gave the okay to her a few weeks ago and we're leaving next week Saturday. It won't be the same without you and so I'd like to ask if you want to come with me to visit my aunt during the spring break? The rest of our friends are going to pay for their own flights and I want you to be there with me."

I gasped. I never would've expected Edward to take any interest in me, and now he wants me to go off-state with him and our friends? This was unexpected, that's for sure. Mom and dad were very fond of Edward, but I'm more afraid of how my dad will react when he finds out that I'm traveling with my boyfriend outside of Washington.

"Where though?" I asked.

He smiled. "Hawaii. My aunt lives near near the valley side of Kalihi. We'll be staying over at her house during our visit."

My mouth hung open and I was sure I resembled a goldfish.

"Close your mouth. You'll catch flies." Oh dear god, I didn't realize that I had my mouth open for longer that I quite expected.

"Sorry," I mouthed.

"That's okay. So you'll go?"

"Ummm..." My brain was still foggy after he told me he wanted me to come to Hawaii with him. "I'll have to ask my parents."

"Don't worry. Esme already asked your mom today and gave the all-clear."

Huh. Edward would go through asking his own mom just to get me to go.

"Well..."

"Please?" I could practically swear he was begging by now. And to add to the effect, he even made his own puppy-dog face.

Damn. How could I resist: especially since it's my boyfriend here? I've always wanted to drink coffee in Hawaii anyways, and this trip would be the perfect way to do so.

I sighed. "Sure. Why not? that will add to my list of Places I've Visited During School Breaks."

He laughed. "You're funny Bella. That's what I like about you." He brought me into a bone-crushing hug and I smiled.

I had a feeling that this spring break would be the best one ever.


*Goes to the bathroom and locks the door* Omg I'm so sorry about not updating sooner (Like a few months ago)! Moving was a real bitch, and teachers are giving us projects that give me a headache. What's worse though is that this computer acts like a bitch when I need it the most.

With that aside, I haven't abandoned this story. This, along with Life Isn't Fair will be my main priority for now. They're short term stories, and therefore i want to get it out of the way before continuing on to the long term ones.

Next chapter will be spring break and the beginning of their trip to Hawaii! It will last for around 3 chapters, depending on their length and whatever I can think of to add. If there are anybody still reading this, reviews? I'm desperate to get some back on my fics.

I dunno when's the next update yet since I'm working on a couple of stories for fandoms. They're completely different: one's gonna be just have plain hilarity (With a plot of course)while the other will be kinda dark and angsty (I need to get to the habit of writing in different genres).

- Moonlightoftwilight