He was right; the drive home was nothing to worry about. I made it to my house safe and sound. I grabbed my bag of books and hand bag. When I walked into my house, it was empty. My parents must have gone out today or went shopping. I changed into some pajamas. I finished and decided to read for while, at least till Paul came over. I really hoped he was okay. Clara calm down. He's strong and he can take care of himself. I told myself.
It was useless; I gave up reading since I couldn't focus. My stomach growled slightly. Maybe I should have a snack to take my mind off things. The doorbell rang as I just finished eating a red delicious apple. I headed to the door expecting to see Paul but instead I saw Lacy standing there. She smiled and said hello.
"I haven't seen you lately, what's up?" She asked as I let her in.
"Not much, I just got back from Port Angeles you?"
She smirked. "Danny kissed me finally!" She gushed.
I beamed and begged for some details. Lacy's face reddened as we sat in my room and she told me how they even made out. "Oh wow, that's like so amazing!"
She grinned, "I know! He's so yummy and cute!"
I giggled and we continued discussing about her and Danny. "So is it official? Did he ask you out?"
She nodded. "He even gave me this."
I looked to her hand. On her ring finger was a ring with a shiny emerald gem. I looked up at her. "Is it what I think it is?"
She nodded. "We want to get married after graduation."
I gave her a stern look. "But you two barely started going out."
She rolled her eyes. "Come on Clara, you think I don't know that. He just wants me to put out. But I'm not going to until he actually marries me."
I shook my head. "Then he doesn't really love you Lacy. He's just trying to use you."
She snapped at that. "And since when are you all pro at guys?"
I shrugged. "I'm not, but it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out what he's trying to do."
She frowned at me and huffed with fury. "You're just jealous since you don't get any dates!"
I laughed at her. "Oh yeah then how come Paul—"I trailed off, she can't know about Paul and I. Not yet.
She rose to her feet clearly pissed off at me. "How dare you? You're such a whore! How dare you sleep around with my brother? That's fucking sick Clara. He's too old for you!" She moved to leave the room but I got up to try and stop her.
"Lacy I'm sorry. I was going to tell you." I said trying to reason with her some. I didn't want her to go and yell at Paul.
"Save it, our friendship is over. Kylee and Sara were right about you. All you ever were is a whore and that's all you will ever be!" She left then.
I felt myself fall apart again. I lost my only friend just like I did when I lost my best friends. I crawled into my bed and pulled the covers over my head. I wanted to die then, like I should have years ago with my best friends. It should have been me instead of them. I didn't dare go downstairs for the rest of the day. I wasn't in a happy mood and I wanted to sulk alone. My face was soaked from my tears and I plopped off my bed to get my mp3. I went to the most depressing music on my mp3 player and popped in my ear buds. I didn't even hear the knock on my bedroom door. It was Paul, he came in shirtless.
I removed my ear buds and wiped away any visible tears. "Hi," I said meekly.
He looked sad and then I remembered I must look like shit. "Clara what happened?"
I glared. "Better congrats your sister," I said with as much acid. "She's getting married."
He shook his head, he looked pissed. "What? When did she tell you this?"
I shrugged still glaring. "Before she told me that I was a whore for being with you."
He punched the wall. I saw a dent in it. I backed away on my bed. "Paul it's not that bad."
He growled sharply. "Yes it is Clara. I never want anyone to say that to you. Not even my sister."
I shook my head. "It's fine really. She was just upset that were dating. I'm sure she will calm down, eventually."
Paul made his way over to me and sat down. He took my hand in his calloused one. I look into his dark eyes and smiled.
"Clara, I'll talk to her. Don't worry about it."
I smirked. "Well good luck with that, you know how she gets when she gets pissed off."
He laughed. "Yeah I know."
I leaned in to kiss him. He parted his lips and our tongues collided. I pulled him on top of me. My hands slid up his abs and he cupped my waist as he kissed along the base of my neck. He growled seductively and brought me even closer. I could feel him harden. I even felt myself get horny as he nipped my earlobe playfully. I brought my lips back to his and we shared a passionate kiss.
I felt his hands travel to my rear. "Um Paul, where's my brother?" I asked breathless.
He looked serious as he answered, "With the pack."
I gulped. "Be gentle."
He nodded. "Are you sure you want to?"
I nodded. "Yes, my parents are gone too right?"
He smiled. "Yeah it's just us."
I brought our lips together again as his hand traveled up my leg and to the waist band of my gym shorts. He slipped them off and I reached to undo his button of his cut offs. He kissed me and helped remove them. I felt myself flush, he wasn't wearing any boxers and he was big! He caught me staring.
"What?" He teased.
"You're big," I muttered stupidly.
He grinned. "It will feel good after while, I promise." He kissed me again and slipped my shirt off and my bra. My underwear was next. He touched me there and I felt myself blush. Gosh I'm such a virgin.
"I love you Clara," he said kissing my cheek.
"I love you Paul," I said kissing him.
I felt his tip on my entrance. He pushed in slowly. I squirmed not liking it. "It's okay honey, it hurts the first time."
I whimpered as he came in more and more. He was in me all the way now. I couldn't get over the searing pain in me. Tears came down my eyes. He kissed them away and went slowly in and out. I clenched my teeth to prevent myself from saying ouch. He kept going and then I felt it. I felt pleasure. I moaned and he picked up speed. I moaned his name over and over until I came. He groaned as he came too. Still in me he kissed me passionately and came out.
My heart was pumping fast. I felt myself shaking slightly. He held me in his arms as I cuddled up to him. I was lying across his chest as his fingers ran across my back in a soothing way. He kissed my shoulder gently.
"I love you," I told him.
"I love you too, so much." He said drawing me up so we could kiss. We got dress after a few more make out sessions.
"I better go before your parents get back," He said sitting up.
I smirked. "But I don't want you to go."
He grinned. "Were having a bonfire tonight, come?"
I nodded. "I'll be there." He kissed me once more before leaving. I decided to take a shower since well I was a mess. I would have to wash my sheets later due to the blood from losing my virginity, but that could wait once I finished taking a shower. The warm water calmed me and I felt like heaven. It was nice to have Paul in my life. I've been so lonely but I wouldn't have to be anymore.
Paul's POV:
Jesus Christ Paul! How dare you touch my sister! Quil yelled in my thoughts.
Oh great, time to deal with you. I shot back annoyed. I was having pleasant thoughts until he had to ruin them.
Oh well you want to see ruin, I'm going to ruin your dick for this! Quil said just as he tackled me.
I bit and growled shaking him off of me. I rather not do this right now.
The hell you will. She's only seventeen and you already slept with her!
Quil tried to jump me again but I dodged out of the way. Would you relax, she isn't a little kid anymore Quil. You really need to accept that we are happy together whether you like me or not. Be happy for your sister and quit being so damn selfish. It's about what she wants, not you.
Quil backed away and nodded his head. Your right. Sorry man, it's just that she's my little sister and I don't want her to get hurt.
I know I'm going to go beat up Danny Jet. He's engaged to my sister. I seethed angry now that I thought more of it. They were way too young, plus they barely started going out.
What happened to being happy for her? Quil mocked at me.
Yeah, but this is different. He just wants in her pants. I overheard him and his friends at school. I told Quil. I was going to kick that bastard's ass for even thinking of toying with Lacy's heart.
Oh, well do you want some help?
Nah, I got it. Tell Sam I'll be late for patrol I need to take care of this.
Gotcha.
It wasn't long until I reached Danny's house. It took me about three minutes. He sat on his porch kissing a girl, it wasn't Lacy. I made my way to him only to move the girl out of the way gently and punch him straight in the nose.
"You break it off with Lacy or I swear you will wish you were never born." I threatened punching him in the gut next.
He let out a chocking noise, before speaking. "Alright, I'll break it off."
I kicked him to the floor. "Good and if I find out you even take a peek at her, I'll get you kicked out of La Push, got it?"
He coughed out a yes and I walked away. I heard the girl he was with whimper over to him trying to comfort him. God was she pathetic for even glancing at that moron. Then I thought I was once a player but I stopped once I saw Clara. Danny obviously hasn't quit seeing other girls when he met my sister, which makes him a sick bastard.
I nearly groaned in annoyance as Sam lectured me for threatening Danny.
Are you really that thick headed? I've told you repeating not to pick fights with people but you continue to do it. Sam lectured.
He was asking for it. I'm not about to let Lacy walk into some fucked up relationship just because she's too blind to see how Danny really is. I snapped back padding over to where he was. We were about a minute from his house. The bonfire would be at Jacob's tonight.
Whatever Paul, just don't do it again. If I get one more complaint from an elder…
I know you'll kick my ass. Sorry won't happen again. We changed back and walked to where everyone was gathered. I saw Clara with Leah Clearwater. Oh nice.
"Hey," I greeted Clara with a kiss on the cheek. She smiled as I took a seat next to her. "Leah."
She gave me a fake smile and went to go talk to her brother.
"Everything alright?" Clara asked me.
I smiled. "Yeah," I said wondering if I looked ticked off.
"You sure, you look ticked off."
I shook my head, "Don't worry about it."
She didn't seem to buy it, but didn't bother to ask again. "I missed you."
"I missed you too." I told her taking her hand in mine.
The stories were about to start and Clara looked excited. She must wonder about the legends. Just as Billy Black was about to start, Embry came out from the forest.
"There's been an attack in Forks."
