The reviews mean a lot to me guysss…so…this is in Puck's POV. i had a really tough time deciding about the ideas so…i h0pe u guys really like this one and almost literally my brain is on fire…=))

It felt wrong from the beginning. I shouldn't have agreed to this. What was wrong with me? What was I doing? Or more importantly…who was I doing? Soft lips pressed against my neck. It felt weird but in a good way but it wasn't familiar. It wasn't the same pair of lips that had kissed me last week. I grabbed her arms and jerked them backward but then that lithe body pressed even harder against mine. I did it again and this time I met her eyes, something we hardly ever do.

"What? That wasn't hot enough for you?" Santana said, almost offended.

"We can't keep on doing this." I said, sitting on the edge of Santana's bed.

"But we've been totally doing it for, like, a year." Santana reasoned. She didn't get my point.

"Yeah…but…it's wrong." I told her. I said the wrong thing. Santana seemed to be mad.

"What's wrong?"

"This. Everything. It's out of control."

"Out of control is just how you like it babe." She purred. I looked down, feeling confused.

"Santana. Stop. Do you know why it's called making love? Because you love the person you're doing it right? And this doesn't feel right." Wow, I surprised myself there.

"But we're not making love Puckerman, we're making sex…but with a condom." She said pointedly.

"Still…it doesn't feel right."

"Then what're you doing here Puckerman?" Santana said, crossing her arms. I looked down again. Lately, I've been looking down a lot. It became some sort of a habit.

"Lately…i've been having…trouble." I chose my words carefully.

"With your sexuality? 'Cause I'm not good at that." She said, almost guiltily.

"No…with my…these feelings…for a certain someone." I said, feeling hot in the embarrassed way.

"Oh my god! You have feelings for your baby mama!" She said, her eyes popping. I wasn't sure if she was happy or surprised or something. "This is…this is kind of disturbing. You would choose a pregnant lady over me. A hot non-pregnant girl with light baggage and huge melons. How can anybody compete with that?" I still wasn't sure if she was offended. But I knew I shouldn't've told her about my still unknown feelings for Quinn. Was it wrong to have feelings for a pregnant girl? Especially if you're the baby daddy? I knew telling Santana would be a big mistake but letting that all out felt good. Every night, Quinn had to be in my arms so she would stop screaming, crying, and occasionally lashing out at me. I liked it, a lot. More than I should. The part about her in my arms every night, not the part where she lashes out at me.

"She can."

"But she's pregnant."

"That's not the point. I know this is asking a lot from you but I really, really want her but at the same time I don't. It's really weird."

"Right. Having feelings for a pregnant girl isn't weird enough."

"Santana, will you stop about Quinn being pregnant. I know you never had any feelings for somebody but…whatever. It's your fault."

"Me? How is it my fault? I'm not even pregnant."

"Santana, stop with the pregnant jokes!"

"Okay. Fine. So…what are you gonna do?"

"I don't know. You tell me." Santana sighed.

"Do you really like her or do you want to get into her pants again? Think about it."

I do think about it. Every night when Quinn is all snuggled up in my arms I think to myself, do I still have feelings for her? Hormones might be the answer of why she still agrees to let me hold her while she sleeps but maybe not. Maybe. Was it normal to love everything about a person? Her smile, her hair, the way she smells even when she was sweating, her feet..literally everything…even the way she barfs in the toilet every morning. I knew it took a lot of guts to like a person like that but it was more than just like. It was…love.

"I do. I love her." This time, I was sure.

"So what are you gonna do?" Santana asked, now she was calm. FINALLY.

"I'm gonna make her mine."

I know this is short but I gotta travel tomorrow and I have to pack…i h0pe u guys enjoyed this even if it's not my best work. I pr0mise the next one will be better. =)))