~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~What is wrong? Why was Helen crying? Let's see!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My POV

This was my first actual kiss after my first love. Thinking about it makes me so sad. I cried in front of him today. He asked me what was wrong but I can't tell him. I just hope he will forget and not ask me again.

Chunji POV

I was wondering why she was crying. I have to know why. So I walked in to my house thinking about that when suddenly my members jumped out at me.

All: yo!

L Joe: So, how was it?

How was what?

CAP: Don't act stupid, you know what, your date. How did it go with you guys?

It went really well.

Niel: So, did you guys kiss?

Yea, we kissed when we got near her house. The timing was perfect and everything was just right so I pulled her into a kiss. We kissed for a while then I embraced her in a hug.

Ricky: So, was she happy?

I think she was happy but then she started crying.

Changjo: Crying? Why?

I don't know neither. She wouldn't tell me. That was what I was thinking about before when I walked into the dorm.

L Joe: Did you do anything wrong?

No, well at least I don't think so.

Niel: you don't think so? Uh oh, then there is something wrong. You better go find out from her tomorrow.

I should right? Ok I will tomorrow. I guess since tomorrow we don't have any schedules so I guess I can have a talk with her.

That night, I text her.

Hey.

Hey.

What happened to you today? Why were you crying?

I was crying? No I wasn't, I think you saw wrong.

No I didn't, I saw you crying today after our kiss.

Do you really want to know?

Yes I do.

Ok fine. Well the kiss we had reminded me of my ex, which was also my first love.

Your first love?

Yes, the kiss tonight was under the same circumstances as the first time me and my first love had.

Oh.

And you know how first love never dies? Well, I guess you can use that term for me. I was really sad when he broke up with me for another girl. He was my first and true love. I've had many boyfriends before but he was the only one that I had actually loved.

Oh, I am sorry to hear that. But can I just ask you one question?

Sure.

Well after hearing what you had said, is making me wonder if you love me.

Well, right now, we had just started dating and I am starting to like you more than before.

Ok, for now that is good enough for me.

I'm so sorry you have to hear me out on all this stuff. I mean, if this makes you have second thoughts, then I am fine with it.

Second thoughts? No, I have told you that I love you in the beginning. And nothing will change my love for you.

Thanks, it's just, after my ex, I haven't been dating because I don't want to get hurt like that ever again.

Don't worry; I won't let you get hurt ever again. I will protect you for as long as I can.

Thanks, you know your last words really just made me like you even more.

Really? Then how about we go somewhere tomorrow?

Sure, but where?

You will know tomorrow. Just meet me at the coffee shop down the block from your house tomorrow at 12.

Ok, see you tomorrow. 3

I 3 you.

My POV

I told him, should I have told him? For some reason, I keep getting this feeling that something will happen. But I just don't know what will happen. Tomorrow I have another date with Chunji, I guess I will just have to see what happens tomorrow.

The next morning, I got up. I picked out a one shoulder shirt and went with a skirt. I wore black high knee boots. My hair was just pulled back into a ponytail, it was 11:50. I hadn't notice that it was this late already. I left the house and started walking to the coffee shop. I walked in and sat down by a window. I ordered a cappuccino and waited for him to arrive. Then, he came in. I was in total shock. Yi Jung walked into the coffee shop and sat down at a table near mine. I looked away but I think he saw me, so he came over and sat down at my table.

Hi.

Uhm, hi.

So, how has it been going Helen? I see you have changed since we broke up.

Yes, I have changed. And I see that you have changed as well, Yi Jung.

Well, let's just say I that I had a makeover. And I see that you got a makeover as well. You never dressed like this back then.

That is because I have changed and I don't want to go back to the past.

Ok, so, I see that you are here alone. Or are you just waiting for someone.

Glad you noticed, I am waiting for someone.

Then, Chunji walked in. He walked towards us and was looking at me.

Hey!

Hey!

You're right on time.

Yes, and I see that you have company. Who might this be?

Well, uhm.

Yi Jung: I am Helen's ex. My name is So Yi Jung.

Chunji: Hello, well I guess you should know that I am her present boyfriend. I am Chunji.

Yi Jung: I see that you got yourself a new boyfriend Helen. No wonder you are so different.

Well, yea ok. You can leave now.

Yi Jung: I will, but seeing that you have changed, I think I might just get you back.

I was shocked, and with that I saw Chunji's hands ball up into a fist. I quickly motioned for him to sit.

What would you like to drink?

He didn't answer me but kept looking at Yi Jung.

Chunji, Chunji, Chunji. Then he finally looked at me.

Oh sorry.

Its ok, I was saying, how about we go now?

Ok, let's go.

We leave and Yi Jung is still sitting there smiling at me. I felt awkward. We went to the park again. Like always, we were holding hands. Then there came the bench, where we met each other. We sat down and I leaned on his shoulders. There was silence between us for a while. Then he spoke up.

Was the guy back at the coffee shop your first love?

My eyes grew big. How did he know that? I didn't answer his question. I think he figured that he was so he didn't continue asking.

So, I was right?

Yea.

Do you still have feelings for him?

I don't know. I'm really not sure about my feelings towards him. I don't know if I hate him or if I still like him.

After that, there was some silence again. Then I lifted my head off of his shoulder.

Chunji POV

We sat there in silence for a long time. I was pretty mad. I didn't know what to do. Then I did something I regretted. I spoke up.

If you still have feelings for him then why don't you just break up with me and be with him again?

Why would you think that?

Shouldn't I think that?! I mean, he was your first love. It's hard to believe that you won't have feelings for him. How should I know what you guys were doing while I wasn't there? With that, she stood up and let go of my hand.

Are you saying that you can't trust me?

I wouldn't know for sure what you guys were doing!

So you are trying to say that you can't trust me right?!

Yea, anyone would be suspicious if they found out that their girlfriend was with their ex-boyfriend while they were not there.

Fine! If you don't trust me then I guess there is no point in this relationship!

With that she stormed off with tears streaming down her eyes. I was ticked off, I was so mad.