CHAPTER 3 FIND LUCY!
LUCY'S POV
I can't even look at him in the eye... why is that? I joined Sabertooth and I bet Natsu would want me back. Plus he took my letter about Sabertooth and all. This is all his fault! Doesn't he care a thing about me?! He's a pain in the butt. I'm gonna get him once and for all...
I found a picture of Natsu and I near my bed. Seeing this picture made me angry and sad at the same time, so I took the picture and threw it out of my window. "I hate your guts soo much Natsu..." I said, growling. "You will regret this..."
NATSU's POV
So Natsu showed the letter Lucy wrote in about Sabertooth and leaving Fairy Tail ans after that, the guild went crazy and insane and blamed the letter on Natsu.
"NATSU!" The guild screamed. "WELL IT'S CERTAINLY NOT MY FAULT SHE LEFT FAIRY TAIL!" I screamed back. "SHE LEFT WITH HER FREE WILL!" "IN FACT, YES. YES IT IS! NATSU?! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS?!" Mirajane shouted. "Guys! Calm down! It's not Natsu's fault!" Lisanna said. "Fine. YELL THAT IT'S LISANNA'S FAULT!" The guild screamed very loudly it hurt their ears.
"Guys! Guys!" Lisanna cried out. "HEYY! SHUT UPP! I HAVE TO ASK NATSU ONE IMPORTANT QUESTION!" Erza screamed. "ONE WORD COMES OUT ANY OF YOUR MOUTHS, YOU WILL REGRET THIS!"
Suddenly the guild went silent within a second. Erza walked up to me "Just how are you planning on getting Lucy back. She's a small fragile weak kid. You know how one thing can hurt her."
All of the sudden, the guild just screamed. "Natsu! You are so mean to Lucy! You even kicked her off the team!" Levy cried. "Says the girl who ignored and didn't care a thing about her best friend, Lucy!" I shouted back.
The guild went silent. "But it's mainly your fault, Natsu!" Mirajane cried out. "You kicked her off the team! Plus, she had something to say to you the night Lisanna came back! Instead, you didn't listen and bet that it wasn't very 'important' but IT IS! THREE WORDS. SHE. LOVED. YOU. YOU'RE JUST CHANGING HER FEELINGS UPSIDE DOWN!"
The guild went off screaming and yelling. I tried to talk but Wendy interrupted him. "To be honest, Natsu... it's actually really true! You truly hurt her feelings! She was crushed! Think about a girl's heart, will you?!"
Lisanna was insanely hurt. "It's true. You shouldn't have hurt her feelings. You didn't know her feelings and ended up breaking her heart... it was your fault... I'm so sorry Natsu..."
"Fireboy, you really hurt Lucy this time. Out of all of the memories we held, you hurt her out of all of them," Gray said.
I tried to talk. "N-No! It's not my fault! It's not my fault that she left!"
"Natsu..." Happy said, with tears in his face.
The guild went louder than before, but the master came down out of nowhere and told everyone to shut up. "HEYY!" Master Makarov shouted over the guild. The guild went silent again and Master went down. "Natsu. Everyone says that it's your fault, therefore it is. You made Lucy cry. You hurt her so bad, it's like kicking her out of Fairy Tail. She could really join Sabertooth for good!" Master looked very angry.
"Master Makarov..." I said. "ADMIT LIKE A MAN!" Elfman shouted. "Oh, Elfman..." Mirajane said.
The guild went crazy and I couldn't talk because they were talking a bunch. "Natsu!" they guild screamed. They all blamed on me. I was terrified and angry. "HEEEEYYYYYYY!" I screamed, with fire in my hands. "SHUT UP, WILL YOU?! SHE LEFT ON HER FREE WILL SO IT IS NOT MY PROBLEM! SHE SAID SHE DIDN'T NEED ME SO WHAT?! I WOULDN'T CARELESS ABOUT THAT B*! I'M NOT GOING TO SAVE HER OMG. IF YOU WANT HER SOOOO MUCH, WHY WON'T YOU SAVE HER?!"
The guild stared at me. Erza glared at me and looked away. "Fine, have it your way, cold hearted idiot. You'll regret the fact that you really don't 'need' her. You'll be able to realize how much you need her here. Idiot. You're such a stupid idiot. I can't even look at you anymore, filthy trash."
Erza walked out of Fairy Tail. Everyone stared at me. I stood silent and everyone walked away. Away from me. "Happy..." I said. "Don't worry, I'm on your side..but you have to save Lucy.." Happy said. "Whether it's your fault or not, you have to save her.."
I couldn't say anything. I don't know what to say. "Why.. is... everything...my fault..?" I said, crying. "Just.. what did I... do wrong?" I stood there and Happy looked. "Natsu.." Happy said.
So I ran out of the guild. And every single day I go to Fairy Tail with Happy, without any fights or such. No one is even talking to me. Or about me.
Some reason, I'm being ignored, except for my girlfriend Lisanna. "Darling, you weren't at fault so don't worry about it! Forget about that little blondie and just get on with the program!" Lisanna hugged me. "Lisanna..." I whispered. "Why.. should I forget something... the guild loves?" I said.
Everything went silent. "Natsu? She hurted you! You cannot be allowed to see Lucy!" Lisanna cried out. "She joined Sabertooth on her free will and it's entirely her fault she's turning like this! Let's just leave it alone! She'll come back...or never~!" Lisanna smiled but I just stood there as if everything were messed up.
"Lisanna...you hate Lucy... very much...right?" I asked. Lisanna just stood there. "Eh? What are you talking about, Natsu? I love Lucy very much! We are best friends!" Lisanna smiled. "A best friend who lets their friend in Sabertooth, not caring about a single thing? Hmm... I never knew there was such a person.." Natsu chuckled. Lisanna frowned. "Natsu!~Darling! I love Lucy very much and I want to see her!"
"NO YOU DON'T!" I roared. Lisanna backed away. "Natsu...?"
"You are wrong. Everything. Everything...was entirely my fault... I let her go in that filthy, dirty rotten guild and I made her cry multiple times. I regret kicking her off the team and I REGRET!" I pointed to Lisanna and growled. "Putting YOU in my team. It's pathetic that I have you here making Lucy suffer. It's regretful. You hate Lucy soo much you want to steal me away from her. You purposely showed up the night Lucy tried to confess to me so you can have me all to yourself. Such a selfish reason."
Lisanna stood there and looked at me. "H-How'd you k-know I tried to..."
"I heard it from someone special." Happy landed on my head. "I overheard your conversation with some guy. You were planning that thing from the start. Your plan was to have Lucy on Sabertooth's side and you stealing Natsu. You also made a device that will kill Lucy for life."
Lisanna just stood there and chuckled. "You... you do learn much for a cat."
Happy stood there. "Pesky little cat. I'll track you down, along with Lucy. If I ever find that stupid brat..."
I just stood there. "What do you mean 'if i'll ever find that stupid brat?' Is she missing?"
Lisanna growled at me. "She's been gone for three days straight. I couldn't find her at all! I couldn't sense her either. That brat.."
Perfect chance! I can still find her! But why would she disappear like that? I thought. "Lisanna, listen. I'm going to break up with you. You're such an insolent brat. You don't care about Lucy. I'm going to find her." Lisanna was filled with tears. "Listen... Natsu... I love you more than anyone! More than Lucy! Please forget about her." I slapped her across the face and everyone gasped. "It's happening again. You being all innocent again. Plus, no. YOU listen to me. I am going to break up with you. Got that?! I will never forget Lucy no matter what. You can try to stop me but I'm going to find her. Even if it costs me my life. I just want to save Lucy." I felt some tears in my face. "Now leave me alone. I am going to find Lucy as soon as possible. Try to get in my way and you are dead." I pushed Lisanna away and walked out of the guild.
Where the heck is Lucy?! Who scared her away? I tried to find her but stopped. "I'm...crying..." I said, touching the tears on my face. "Why... am I...crying?" I wiped away the tears then after that, I heard a beat. My heart...is beating too...? I thought.
Everytime I think of Lucy, I get all these emotions... I thought. "No...way..." I said. "Do I... love Lucy...?" I shook my head. "We are friends! Nothing in the sort! But whenever I think of her... my heart pounds...i cry... and whenever i think of the memories Lucy and I had, I tremble...and cry..."
I stood there and questioned myself again. "Do I... love Lucy...?"
I ran everywhere. It's 6:00. It's been 2 hours since I ran out of the guild just to find Lucy... did she disappear out of Magnolia or something..? That's not like her..
Then I heard a voice. That voice...could it be?!
"Lu-"
I couldn't say her voice. I couldn't walk. I hid behind the tree. No one's with her. Why am I hiding? It's not like she's going to hurt me, I thought.
I peeked from the tree. Then I saw her.
Lucy Heartifillia near a river...
Crying...
"L-Lucy...?" I whispered.
I found her. I found Lucy Heartfillia...crying near a river...
Thanks for reading this! Sorry this took too long to write this~~but I hope you like it tho~~again, thanks for reading!
What was Lucy doing?
For most readers you could ask why she was crying
Find out when I update the next chapter!
Crossing Field and You are My Love (Tsubasa Chronicles) are the best ones to hear (it's music) while reading this. ^o^
Try it! Like when you get to Natsu and Lisanna part, I suggest hearing You are My Love while reading that part~~~ahahahaXDXD
