"Lucifer reborn as a God,
Feast on the blood drippin' down my jaw,
Step out of my line and get outlined in chalk,
Prince of the dark and the dead will walk."

GOMD – Sickick

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Trigger warnings: abuse, smut, profanity, guns


Am I really doing this?

The voice gets closer to me as while my body is still frozen. I try to get myself together before he gets closer. I could barely see in the dim room, and I couldn't tell what direction his voice was coming from. My anxiety beings to rise again, my forehead covered in sweat and my heart racing.

Move, stupid. Move.

Before I knew it, he was behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist. He softly licks my neck, which makes me blush even harder. His interaction was more passionate than sexual, and I felt like I was going pass out from the tension.

He continues to lick on my neck, rubbing his cold, gloved hands against my waist. He groans while I'm blushing and trying not to give in. This goes on for three more minutes until I can't take it anymore. He smirks and pulls me closer into him while I try to not make it obvious that I liked it.

"As much as I want to", he whispers in my ear softly, "I can't. I want you to be mine, so this cannot be done." He quickly moves away from me and walks to his chair. He takes a seat, reaching for the glass of wine on the table near him, and takes a small sip of it, while watching me fall to the floor and sit there.

"Not that I was concerned with that, but why?" I ask him after gathering my thoughts and taking a breath. I was still taken aback by the moment we had earlier. Though his body was cold, the interaction made me hot and I needed a moment to cool down.

"Because in order to become my Draculina, you need to stay pureblooded." He bluntly stated, after taking another small sip of the red wine in the glass. I stare at him, with a confused expression on my face. I sat there in confusion while he twirled the wine in the glass.

What is he talking about? Draculina? What?


"What do you mean by 'become your Draculina'? Also, 'pureblooded'?" I said, still confused about everything he just said. He places the wine glass down on the table, and clears his throat before speaking.

"Simple. Last month, you asked me what I wanted from you. Well, what I want from you is for you to become my Draculina. My romantic partner." He said, folding his hands into one another and resting his chin on them. I roll my eyes before he starts speaking again. "In order for one to become a vampire, like myself, the person must be a complete virgin."

I squinted at the word "virgin". Even though I haven't had sexual interactions yet, I still felt that it was an impossible of him to expect that of me. To stay a virgin for him, yikes.

"What about Seras?" I asked him quickly, trying to piece together the strings in his story.

"I saved her life. There is no romantic attraction between Seras and I. Strictly teacher and student", he retorts back at me, smirking and acting as if we are having a contest. I make another face at him and clear my throat, imitating him:

"Well I hate to break it to you, but I would rather n— "

"I didn't give you a choice, Nami." He interrupted, giving me a cheesy smile. "Earlier I was asking, now I am requesting. Or more like demanding."

Who does he think he is? Who does he think I am?

"Alucard." I say, in a serious tone. "I am only twenty-three years old. I haven't even figured out what I want to do for the rest of my life yet and you're asking such a difficult question." I look down at the ground, placing my hands in my lap and quietly continue. "Am I supposed to give up the rest of my humanity to be with you?"

"Yes, that is exactly what I am asking." He states, clearing his throat again as if I didn't hear him clearly. "Humanity is not infinite, in fact, it's quite fragile." He pauses for a while, picking the wine glass up again and taking another small sip. "With me, you won't have to worry about much."

"Well that may be convincing for you, Alucard, but I have yet to experience life yet." I sit up straight on the ground, trying to avoid eye contact with him. I pretend to be interested in the architecture of the room.

"Well Nami, would you be interested if I allowed you to gain this "experience" you need. Let's say in three years?"

Three years? That is not enough time to experience anything?!


"The highest amount of time I am giving is three, nothing more." He says, in a more serious tone. "So tell me Nami , do we have a deal?" He stares at me while I look around the room. I take a long pause, contemplating my answer. This is more difficult than any game of chess with Walter I've ever played.

"Alucard, again, I am flattered by your interest and your offer, but I am not ready for lifelong commitment." I tell him, while giving him a serious look. "Especially when I will not be human for the duration of the commitment." The expression on my face only makes him laugh, which makes me squint again at him.

He thinks this is a joke. Asshole.

"Again, Nami. I like that you're trying to turn me down, but it's inevitable." He says to me, in a low tone. "I hate to break this to you, but I always win." He smiles after he says the last line. I'm so tempted to get up and knock him out of his own chair.

"Why are you even interested in me?" I say, as bluntly as possible. "I'm not special, nor do I want to be. I just simply want to live my life!"

"You're right. You aren't special." He states, without any hint of sarcasm in his tone. "However, I want you. You shouldn't worry about why I am interested."

For the first time ever, I did not have a follow up for his answer. I sat there, crouching and replaying the situation in my head over, as if it did not just happen.

"Honestly, Nami. I believe that you would make a fine partner." He gets up from his throne, walking towards my body. He's tall stature towering over me, as usual. He looks down at me and holds his hand out to help me stand, but I ignore it.

"That may be true, Alucard." Still crouching on my knees while talking to him. "However, how would I know that you would make a good partner for me?"

"We barely know one another; I know nothing about you or how you work. This entire time you've been more like stalking me than impressing me." After that, I cringe a bit but it was the truth. He needed to here it from me. I was tired of these messenger games he is playing with me, and using Seras of all people as the messenger.

Where did all of this courage come from?

He chuckles softly while staring at me. Then goes on to say with the most serious tone I have ever witnessed from him:

"Do we have a deal, Nami Hellsing-Tsukino? Yes, or No?"


Meanwhile, outside of the Hellsing Manor, it is about 11:30 p.m., and nightfall completely engulfs the sky. The moon appears to give off a red glow, while grayish clouds begin to surround it. Three figures walk to the 50 foot, silver colored, metal gate that surrounds the estate. The three figures appear to be human, two males, one female.

"Is he here?" The female asks, with a look of concern on her face as she is in disbelief.

"Yes, he is here. Can you not feel the aura?" One of males, who happens to have black hair, retorts to her.

"Don't start, you two." The other male of the trio, with red hair, mumbles at the other two. "We came here for a job, not to have a petty argument between you two dumbasses."

The other two members of the group quickly shut up, rolling their eyes as he speaks. They begin to break away at the lock, using their pure strength to break apart the heavy gate.

"Now, show us what you're made of, Mr. Alucard." The red head says, as they walk through the broken gate, heading for the estate.