Hello dear readers.I'm really sorry that I haven't

been uploading chapters quickly but here is the next

chapter in the story.

Chapter 4

Confusions

BPOV

"So how you been?" My dear neighbor Katie asked me.

"Good" I responded

"It's nice to know that your doing good" She said with a smile.

Her husband called her to go get some more champagne for the party.

"Oh, can you please hold her for a minute?" She asked me. Holding out her little six month old baby to me.

"I don't really th-" I started to say but she handed me the baby girl.

I gave her a smile and took the girl in my arms. I personally didn't get a long with babies that much. They always cried when I was holding them, let a lone taking care of them. I never even thought about having babies with Edward.

I looked at the little girl, she was sucking on her first, I arched me eye brown at her and she smiled, at first I thought I was just imagining it but she actually smiled. But then she hit me with her rattle, I glared at her as she started laughing, I shook my head and just waited for her mom to come.

EPOV

"So how's work?" My friend Ben asked.

"Good. Excellent"

"Maybe, it's just luck" My other neighbor, Eric said.

"Yea, I got Lucky" I said with a smile.

I took my glass of wine and took a drink out of it. I walked around their house. Their whole house was almost filled with guest. As I made my way to their kitchen to get more wine, I saw Bella holding a baby girl. I couldn't see Bella's face but I could see the baby's. The baby was laughing as Bella hold her.

Me and Bella had never talked about babies since we got married, but now seeing the baby laughing as Bella holding her made me think about it.

Was this what she wanted? I asked myself. I felt sad all of the sudden, if that was what she really wanted then I was making her miserable by it. It's not that I didn't want to have babies, because I did.

Is she wanted to have babies then I was totally okay with it. In that moment, Bella turned around and she saw me staring at her, I made eye contact with her and then she turned her head toward the baby and then looked at me again. She had sadness in her eyes, I looked down and made my way to the kitchen.

How can I be this stupid, it was obvious it was a baby she wanted, how could I be such a fool to never see that or even think about that. I shook my head and I opened the wine bottle.

BPOV

I turned my head only too see Edward staring at me, he looked happy but his eyes didn't say the same. His eyes showed sadness. I turned my head to look at the baby, and then out of nowhere something made me think that Edward looked sad because he wanted a baby.

I felt my face go into a sad emotion I looked at him one more time but he suddenly looked down and walked away.

If this was what he wanted, then I wanted to run to him to tell him that if he wanted a baby that it was fine with me, but I didn't had the guts to do it.

"Thank you" Katie said as she came back. She took the baby in her arms and sit down again.

"No problem" I told her

"Have you and Edward talked about having kids?" She asked

"Umm no we haven't" I told her honestly.

"Well, I think you two should have a baby, you will make a great mom"

I smiled at her, a mom who kills people for a living, yea I should be the greatest mom in the world. I thought.

"Thank you" I told her

She just smiled at me.

The party went by smoothly, I talked to some neighbors who asked me about my job, and like always I responded with the same answer.

"The company is doing good, we just got a deal that might give us a lot of money to earn" That was my cover story.

If any one asked about my job or what I worked in, my story was that I worked for K.L.S Company, that I was a designer there, and half of it was true,I did worked there for about five years but I quit when I started working as an agent.

"That's awsome news, Bella" I heard a high pitched voice said.

I knew who had that voice, it was no other than the hoe of the neighbor hood, Lauren Marolly, I never got along with her, and maybe it was because of the fact that she tried to steal my husband away from him once and because every time Rose and Alice, my two best friends, came with their husbands, Emmett and Jasper, she flirt with them, at least Jasper, Emmett, and Edwards never flirt back.

I turned around only to see Lauren, with a way too short red dress, almost six inch stripper shoes, and with her big boobs almost sticking out. I gave a her a fake smile.

"Thank you" I told her in the nicest voice I could try.

"So tell me" She said as she sat down beside me "How are you and Edward, I'm pretty sure he must give you a lot of unicorns at night huh?" She asked me with her big brown eyes.

"I think that's only between him and I" I asnwered her

"Well, he is a very handsome man, Bella. If I were you I would make sure I knew everything about him" She said

"What are you talking about?"

"Haven't you heard the saying keep you friends close but your enemies close?"

"I have, but what does that have to do with him?"

"Maybe in your case it would be keep your husband close and your enemy closer"

"I'm not following you"

"You'll see."

And with that she stood up and walked away to her new boyfriend.

We got home late that night, we got ready for bed and like always nothing-sex-happend. I knew that me and Edward were becoming distant from eachother and I didn't want that to happend, I loved him too much, even if I wasn't capable of actually showing in it in other ways. But the truth was that I did loved him.

I checked my blackberry and I noticed I had a message from Alice.

From:Alice [1-212-569-1354]

To:Bella [1-212-416-5642]

Don't forget you

up at 10 a.m be ready. Will go'

shopping with Rose. =]

Love you,Alice

I smiled I have been dying to shop specially with Alice and Rose, they were my best friends in the whole world. And tomorrow I was determined to tell them both about my biggest secret. I knew I could trust them and even thought this was a very dangerous decision I knew I had to do it.

I lay on my bed, all the lights were off as I was driffting to sleep Lauren's words passed through my mind.

In your case it would be keep you husband close and your enemy closer.

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