Here is the next chapter, Edward and Bella while be getting a little bit closer now.
The party.
It was 6pm and I was getting ready for Esme and Carlisle party. I was wearing a red dress that I picked up when I went shopping with Alice and Rose.
Rose lent me a pair of black high heels. My dress was snug at the top and the skirt was puffy I kind of looked like a ballerina but I was more clumsy and couldn't dance.
"Bella can you please go and find my mum and dad" Alice looked frantic she wanted this party to a great party for her parents. Her hair was pin up with a hundred bobby pins and her dress was pink and flowing it complimented her skin colour well.
"Alice calm down everything will go to plan" Jasper tried to calm her down.
Alice waved her hand franticly "Don't tell me to cover up Jazzy because I want this party to be perfect my family don't hold blow average parties"
I gave a little giggle and went off in search of Carlisle and Esme. I walked past Carlisle's office; the light was on so I guessed that there was where they were. I knocked on the door lightly.
"Come in" Esme said lightly.
I entered the room and to see them in a big embrace, their love was real. Every day they woke up and they knew they loved each other, they told each other they loved each other. But they were the exception to broken hearts; could Edward be my only exception?
I walked downstairs and took my place in between my group of my friends. Every one was here, all of our classmates and their families. My father stood in the corner looking very smart in his black suit and blue tie. I smiled at him which he returned.
Carlisle made a speech introducing his family to the whole town, Esme stayed fix to his side showing all the support in the world to her loving husband. Edward stared at me the whole way through the speech, his green eyes burning into my soul. It took all my strength not to run up to him and start kissing him in front of everyone. So badly did I want to break every rule I set in place not to break my heart, but maybe those rules are worth breaking for Edward. I wanted to take the risk but my heart and my soul would always be on the line, I couldn't live my life with him always worrying if he was out doing something that would break me. Because everyone knows that would eventually drive him away and I couldn't take it.
"Come on star shine lets dance" Edward gave me that heart stopping crooked smile before eloping me in his arms.
"You know I can't dance" I informed him.
"It's all in the leading" he looked down at me and gave me a smug smile.
"Smug little shit" I murmured under my breath, his chest rumbled with laughter.
He took me to the dance floor and managed to twirl me without me falling over my own two feet. We danced for a number of songs and I was really enjoying dancing.
"Hey it's my turn to dance with Bells" Emmett said.
Edward handed me over to Emmett then said something rude under his breath.
"Hey don't be mad you get to keep her for the rest of your life" Emmett gave Edward a cheesy smile.
"Only if he puts a ring on it" Jasper joked as him and Alice danced by.
"Hey don't I have a say in that" I said.
"Of course you do Bella you want a tiffany's ring, got that Eddie" Alice said.
"Don't call me Eddie pixie" Edward said to her.
"Oh you know you love me" she smiled at him before walking with Jasper to talk to our classmates.
Emmett and I carried on dancing to the next song. Emmett was an okay dancer and we both looked like a pair of idiots on the dance floor, but Emmett made it a lot more fun and I couldn't help but laugh my head off at his robot.
"So what about you and Rose aren't you going to but a ring on her before collage?" I asked as we went to get a drink from the punch bowl.
"I don't know, I love her with my everything but I don't know if now is the best time" Emmett's face went all serious.
"How will you know if you don't try, if you love her things will work out" its funny how I can give out advice about love but I can't use it. I know what I was telling Em was right but I did have my doubts.
After dancing with just about everyone I was reclaimed by my original dance partner.
"Hey partner" I smiled sweetly at him.
"Hey Bella"
The music slowed down and Edward pulled me closer to his body, I rested my head on his shoulder. I was in a mini heaven. The feeling of being in Edwards arms I could not explain. I felt protected, like nothing in the world could hurt me. No one could touch me.
Edward softly sang the words into my ears; he knew the song by heart. It was like he was telling me the story of his life. He wanted me to know his every secret.
"There are so many things I want to tell you" he whispered.
"Tell me" I stressed.
"If I do it will hurt you and then it will hurt me" his voice sounded painful. I didn't want to cause him pain I knew actually what he wanted to tell me. And I wanted to hear it.
My mind was numb; there were so many things I wanted to say to him at that moment. We just danced neither of us said a word to each other just let the music and feeling of love surround us. I need Edward more than anything. My heart needed him but my mind wouldn't let me have him. It would always find something that wouldn't let me have him.
After about two hours of dancing, Charlie informed me that it was time to go. I didn't want to leave the Cullen house it had become a second home for me, there were never any rules and Esme and Carlisle treated me like their daughter.
Edward carried my bag down from Alice's bedroom. I tried my hardest to pry the bag from his hands but he just wasn't having it.
"Edward please" I begged giving him my best puppy dog eyes.
"Don't make it hard for me" he whispered. If he wanted hard, he was going to get hard.
I stepped in the way of his track, my hand ran down his chest and I got to see all of his muscles.
"I would have never guessed that you were so muscular" I gave him a innocent smile.
"Bella" he warned. I looked at him seductively, all I wanted from him was the bag and if he wanted to play hard then we shall.
"Edward" I moaned softly. Edward finally dropped my bag into my hand.
He wasn't to impress with me but he still walked me to the front door.
"Thank you for having me Esme and Carlisle" I smiled sweetly at them and they both gathered me into a big hug.
"It was a pleasure to have you Bella" Carlisle said to me.
"I had a great time with you both" Alice and Rose gave me a big hug , Alice shoved twenty shopping bags into my hand. I shook my head at her.
"Aw my two big brothers" Emmett scooped me up into a big hug while Jasper ruffled my hair.
Then Edward stood in front of my. How can I say goodbye to him even if it was till tomorrow. Edward arms went around my waist and my arms locked around his neck, he gave me a quick kiss on the cheek. The heat rushed to my cheeks and I turned to see my father look very uncomfortable. Everyone else looked happy and had this sickly sweet smile on their face.
Charlie lead me to his car, I waved my last goodbyes to the people I loved.
"So…you and Edward" Charlie started.
"Just friends…we are just friends" I sighed and looked at the window. The town raced past in front of my eyes.
As soon as I got home I raced up to my room. It was nice to be in a known environment, I flopped down on to my bed and my eyes slipped close. Edward invaded my every dream, even when I wasn't a wake I still thought about him. How could I avoid him. The dream wasn't sad it was full of some much love. We were both sat in this beautiful meadow that was filled with lush green grass and wonderful flowers. We both sat in the grass and Edward used his fingers to trace patterns into my hand, I love the sensation of Edward touching me. I looked into his eyes getting lost are faces moved closer together, finally are lips touched and I fell right into a could. When we pulled apart I just rested my head on his chest and listen to his steady heart beat.
"I love you" he murmured into my hair.
"I love you too" I murmured into his chest.
For the rest of the dream we just laid in each others arms and I was happy of where I was because I did love Edward. I was scared to love him, I was scared to be broken. I was wasn't good at confronting things I wasn't good for anything.
The annoying sound of my alarm clock woke me up the next morning. I pulled myself out of my bed and slugged to the bathroom. After I went into the shower I looked at myself in the mirror and sighed. I love Edward but I decide that I couldn't let him know that. This was my secret and I wouldn't tell anybody.
I took my strengtheners out and started to straighten my wild curls. After doing everything in the bathroom I put on my ripped washed out jeans and my newly brought nude pink lace top. I had to admit I did look alright I found my black ballet shoes under my bed.
I skipped breakfast and grabbed my jacket before driving to school.
The Cullen's and Hales car stood out because they were in the best shape. I made my way over to Rose, Emmett's and Alice's car.
I nudged Edward in the back "Didn't drive today?" I asked.
"No Em wouldn't let me and mum said I should let him have some responsibility" he frowned.
I laughed at him and gave him a quick hug before going to say good morning to everybody else.
Hope you guys like this chapter. I'm sorry it's a bit crap had total writers block. I need ideas, if there is anything you want to happen tell me, I pretty much am getting to the point that Edward and Bella are going to get together just a few more chapters and I am going to introduce Jacob and his girlfriend Reenesme. So just review!!!!
