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Chapter 4
"Ring, Ring" The telephone of a famous novel writer, Yuki Eiri rang continuously for over 3 minutes without being picked up. This is however, a result of Yuki seeing that the caller is Tohma Seguchi. ( caller id) and he just REFUSED to pick up the call. "YUKI. I know you are there. PICK UP THE PHONE! Aargh. I just wanted to tell you that Shuichi has decided to leave Japan and head to Korea with Ryuichi. Surely you have heard that Ryuichi wants to leave NG and strike out on his own all over again. Well, your precious Shuichi has just decided to follow him." With that, he hang up the phone, leaving the house in a silence almost suffocating.
I felt my whole heart sink. Shuichi is leaving? Why? And why Ryuichi? Shuichi, you are mine! You are not supposed to go anywhere….Am I supposed to feel like this? He is just a brat with pink hair, who writes awful lyrics after all; how dare he cause me such confusion, such pain. But….I want him back. I want to hear him scream my name again. I want to feel his touch and hear him tell me he loves me. I want to make it known to him, to everyone, that Shuichi belongs to only me and NO ONE ELSE. But I can't anymore. He loves Ryuichi after all. I can tell. That kiss they shared……it was soo….filled with Shuichi's feelings. He spent no effort in hiding that. The shuichi that hugs me everytime you see me, where are you? Can you please come back? Aargh, why am I hurting I have no right to. After all, it's my own fault that I …..lost him. With that, tears found their way to Yuki's eyes.
AT THE HOSPITAL--------------SHUICHI IS DISCHARGED.
"Hiro, I need to go home err I mean to Yuki's house. I need to pack my stuff needed to be brought to Korea. Will you please bring me back?" "Sure, but can you manage?" Shuichi nodded his head forlornly.
Hiro's thoughts
Shuichi looks well physically. However, I can tell, that he is emotionless. His eyes, once filled with emotion, now looks void of them. Shuichi looks just like a doll – with the shape of a human body, without any emotion. Shuichi, get over Yuki soon kay? He does not deserve you, for you deserve better.
Shuichi's thoughts
I am such a big liar. I don't even need to go back there. But I want to see Yuki. I miss him. I don't understand myself. Why would I love a guy that broke my heart so many times? I don't know. All I know is that I want Yuki. I need him. Whenever he scolded me or screamed at me, I was actually a little happy. For it shows that he took notice of me. Haha. I'm hopeless right? Hopelessly in love with a guy that will never ever be faithful to me. However much I want it, I know my wish would never come true. My only wish……is for Yuki…….to belong to only me…and no one else…..
OK. SO. That's it for this chapter. PLSPLSPLS REVIEW PLSSSSSS thank you very much for reading and pls give feedbacks. =)
