It's dark, the voices so loud you can barely think and feel your heart beating your body from inside out. Why does is hurt? Dammit! If you could just think...One of the voices keeps getting louder and lower. It's low buzzing is driving nails into your skull. jUsT bE qUiEt...PlEaSe...ShUt Up! But the voice just carries on as if it can't hear you begging. Buzzing away getting louder and louder.
"Shutup!" You scream cracking the first thing you grab against the voice. The thing breaks and wraps around the voice.
"Shut up! Shut UP! SHUTUP!" You scream tears streaking down your face, desperate to stop the noise and the pain it's causing. Red, red, everything's bright red. It's on your hands and pouring down. Are you hurt? Who hurt you? Shrieking - whailing, another voice!? Pain, white hot pain. The voice is at your back beating down while your heart still beats your body from within. It hurts. AH! More pain, stinging, burning across your face. You jerk and two sounds happen at once, the slicing of flesh and a sick, wet crack. Red! Red! Red! More voices?
"Leave me alone!" You cry, why did everything hurt? You can't see, why can't you see? Just red everywhere...The noise stop. The red has faded and suddenly you wish for it to come back, because all around you were your friends laying murdered in pools of the brightest red you've seen.
"NO!" You scream and wake with a start crashing on top of a nearby glass table causing it to shatter under your weight. "Motherfucker!" You growl kicking the useless thing across the room. Carefully you lift yourself out of the mess of glass and blood. fUcK. That shit hurt. You sit up panting and try not to move much more than that. Most of the glass was in the arm you landed on but a good number of it in your side and hip as well. You hear someone knocking on your door.
"Gamzee? You okay?" You hear John ask on the other side. You chuckle a bit and groan loudly at the pain it caused.
"It's open man." You manage to get out before groaning again. God you really hated pain. Jade pushed her way past John and knelt beside you and gasped. You just smile and and laugh a bit wincing at the pain. "It's cool sis, just up and fell off the motherfuckin' couch is'al" You grin to show her you were alright.
"John, don't come in. There's blood all over here." Jade said carefully pulling glass out your side making wince but other than that you make no signs of discomfort. Didn't want to freak your sis out.
"Jesus Gamzee what'd you do?" John asked picking up the glass and trying very hard not to look at you. "Throw a party without us?" You laugh again making Jade frown as she pulled more glass out of your side and hip while you worked on your arm.
"Another bad dream?" She asked and moved your thick black hair out of your face and pulled a few shards from your face.
"When do I don't?" you crack a smile as blood started running down your face. John paled at the sight making you grin wilder. Man, if these guys weren't your friends they'd probably be scared shittless at the sight of smiling blood-covered clown like you.
"Relax brother, just looks lik'lot. Ain't much ad'al. Few motherfuckin' cuts and scrapes. Be up and Motherfuckin' fine inna bit." He nodded and paled.
"Hey sis, don't you got something for Gam?" John asked looking over at his sister. Jade gave him a blank stare before looking down at the many colorful threads tied around her fingers. Her eyes rest on a bright purple one.
"OH! I almost forgot!" She cried out reaching into her pocket and pulling out an orange plastic bottle. Your eyes went wide and your grin stretched across your face your first real smile in almost two weeks. "Found it in a pizza box under the couch." Jade said with a happy smile while John quietly excused himself.
"Thats motherfuckin' bitchtits wicked!" You laugh forgetting your wounds and hugged her close. It was nice to know you still had a couple friends who cared for you. After quick goodbyes and a promise to keep better track of your pills the two siblings left. Since most of the bleeding stopped you decided to put off cleaning yourself off for a bit and see what time it was. Flipping up open your laptop (which you got from your nearby backpack.) you saw that it was only eight and still Friday. dAmN...You had been hoping you'd wake up closer to sunday afternoon so that you'd only have half the weekend to deal with being alone. There were very few things you hated and being alone topped the list, after ICP. Motherfuckers be mocking your religion and shit.
Sighing you log onto PesterChum and see you were massaged while back by both Tavros and Karkat.
~carnicoGenecist began pestering terminallyCapircious~
CG: HEY GAMZEE, LOOK. i'M SORRY I BLEW OFF. I WAS JUST REALLY CONFUSED ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT WAS GOING BETWEEN US AND... FUCK. I KNOW THAT GAVE ME NO RIGHT TO IGNORE YOU WHEN YOU NEEDED ME. BUT, WE WERE LIKE.. FUCKIT I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYMORE.
CG: JUST KNOW I'M SORRY OKAY?
CG: I'M GOING TO LET YOU GO NOW. BYE.
~carnicoGenecist ceased pestering terminallyCapircious~
You sigh and decide against replaying because you know it would just make things even more confusing for your best friend. You close out of that text box and open up Tavros's message.
~adiosToreador began pestering terminallyCapircious~
AT: uH, hEY GAMZEE,,,wHAT'S UP?
You smile and maybe you wouldn't have to spend the whole weekend alone after all.
TC: hEeY My WiCkEd BrOtHeR.
TC: wHaT'S uP AnD hApPeNiNg?
Heh sorry I just had to do a cliffhanger here. But the next chapter will make up for it PROMISE!
