Lily View:
I love reading my journal because it reminds me about all of the events of my life and I got this when I was five years old.
Dear Me,
Age Five my Birthday when I got this from my mommy and daddy. I'll write in it every day.
Roses are pretty,
Flowers are lovely,
But the Lily's are beautiful.
By Lily Evans.
I smiled to myself at what I first ever wrote in this and I'm amazed I still have a lot of pages left, but I guess it turned out to be a magical one.
Dear Nobody,
The Summer After 1st Year
I have no friends at Hogwarts, but at least I have my muggle friends. My sister glared at me while my mom and dad faked their smiles. I could not stand it, but I decided to play along. I knew deep down they hated me because I'm a witch or as my sister calls me a freak. Sometimes I wished that I was not a witch at all just so then my family would not have to fake their joy. I felt the need to go somewhere and I went to my best friend Tom McJoe home. Tom has blond hair, blue eyes, light tan and slim. Tom has an older brother named Mark and Mark is 13 years old (A year older than Tom). To be honest sometimes I envy Tom for having a nice older brother. Tom told me about his school year and then asked about mine. I sighed and my eyes were down cast to the floor.
Tom softly said "It didn't go so well."
He didn't ask because he knew. Tom and I have been friends since we were six. Around Tom I can show my true self and he understands me. Tom got me the strawberry milkshake then we sat down on the dark blue sofa. I didn't want to talk loudly right now.
My voice was strong, but low as I said "My peers kept on calling me the same thing every day fat and ugly. It is so annoying, but I do not want to hurt anyone."
Tome repiled in a soft voice "They are morons and lacking in creative insults. There trying to bring you down Lillian Sunny Blue Bat."
Even though I had tears running down my cheeks sliently, I laughed when Tom called me that.
I managed to say "Toma Tommy McLee your funny."
Tom grins and said in a normal voice "Of course Pancake."
I smiled lightly and Tom told me "You have a lightbulbs smile."
My tears were completely gone, but the saltness was still there. I decided to tell him about the nicknames I choose for my classmates. Tom laughed and stated "You were always great at creative nicknames Shinning Star Lily Dee Lemon."
We are silly, but who isn't? I'm making up for the lack of happiness at Hogwarts. I didn't tell Tom that I'm a witch and when he asked the name of the school I just repiled 'It is a secret Tommy Wommy Sommy'. I wrote Tom letters and kept them as Tom did for the letters he wrote to me. Now we can give our letters to each other and I was all cheered up. Well Tom is like a brother I never had and I'm like a sister he never had.
Tom read one of my letters to him out loud "Tony MJ Toma Mc Crazy Muffinman, I love the strawberry pancakes here, but Alas the people are dumber than a sack of bricks. From Cily Evens."
Tom grinned and said "Only there for the almighty strawberry pancakes it figures."
I repiled with a smile "Of course and it keeps me sane."
Tom said to me calmly "Silly Lily I created three more names to call you."
The three names were Daisy Stopper, Sunflower Bell and Slim Jim. I chuckled and said to him "Creative and keeps people wondering. People might find us Insane, "
Then Tom and I both said at the same time ",But it doesn't matter."
The days were fun what with talking to Tom and Mark, but sadly the days past by quickly. I forgot to ask Tom what school he goes to. On the day I had to go only my mom was there to drop me off, My dad at work and my sister sleeping not caring at all.
Why must Summer end?
Now back to Hogwarts,
Back to my hateful peers,
Back to where I have no one to turn to.
By Lily Evans
Dear Anybody out there,
The Summer After 2nd Year
My mom was late as in 35 minutes late and I was greeted by false smiles when I got back. (Mom drove me to the house). I walked to Tom's house and he was on the top step looking bored. Then Tom noticed me and said "Hey Lily Evens.", and I asked "Why were you looking so bored?".
Tom stated "I was waiting."
I asked him "What is your school called?"
Tom smiled and said "I call it drum sticks. It's an all boys school and stuff."
I asked with a grin "Gay yet?"
Tom snorted and said with a smirk "They wish."
We laughed at that and then I asked "Called them gay yet?"
Tom stated flatly "Alas I can not for they know some spiders that I know not plus there not gay yet either."
Tom, Mark and I played games. Mark is 15 years old, goes to party and told Tom and I that we are too young to go plus even if we were he wouldn't let us.Alas summer passed by too fast and I had to take the bus to the train station.
I was in denial,
Of my family leaving me behind.
By Lily Evans
Dear Hopeless,
The Summer After 3rd Year
I waited for hours waiting for my family to show up and it was cold out. They didn't show up and I decided to take the bus. Finally I was at home, but it didn't feel like one. I wrote a note and then went to Tom's house. I saw Tom looking worried.
I said loudly "Hi To To."
Tom said to me "Come on inside Bee it's freezing out."
Tom got made me a strawberry milkshake and I said "Thank you. Oh where is Mark?"
Tom repiled simply "Party."
My family hates me, my tears fell slient, Tom notices, but says nothing knowing that I didn't want hear anything right now.
I told Tom "I'm trying to be strong, but it is tough. I hate feeling so damn weak and I hate the fact my own family hates me."
My tears were gone after all I cry once in a while usually around Tom (I can be my self and express what I really feel let it be sadness or pure rage). Now a days Mark seems to be partying a lot and stuff. Soon it was that time again and I want to Hogwarts express by myself.
I remember once upon a time,
My family use to care about me,
But no longer do they care.
By Lily Evans
I sighed and closed my journal then went down to the eating area. This is no time to feel sad for now is the time to make Potter pay. I sliently charmed Potters robes and so on into a pink layered dress with lacy stuff too. Of course everyone was laughing and Potter was ticked off. Looks like Potter can handle a little joke at all.
I rolled my eyes and ate my pancakes. I acted like I was listening, but I wasn't. Same old thing every day. Time for bed, but I have to write a little in my journal.
Dear Whoever let it be my future child, but not the bitches AKA Loosy Malfoy, McPothead, G-String Snape and Blackie.
5th Year at Hogwarts Day Four
Almost the weekend Thank goodness and Today I charmed Potter's clothing into a pink layered dress with lacy stuff. Everyone laughed and I just ate my beloved strawberry pancake. One reason I stay here is because of the pancakes...No comment expect I'm not cray...I leave that Lovegood.
Being bored is no fun,
The best idea is to sleep the day away.
By Lily Evans
I yawned and I closed my beloved journal hiding it from sight. I went fast asleep and dreamed of nothing at all.
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