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So this is in Logan's POV once more.
Chapter 4: Judgment
I was sitting on the couch with Kendall and James. It was just the three of us alone in the crib. Katie was out with some friends and Mrs. Knight was out shopping. Carlos was out on a date with Dak.
I knew Carlos was excited about the date. He had been so excited about the call and told all of our friends. He had paraded all around the crib all afternoon bragging about his date with Dak. He was just so excited and I couldn't help but be a little excited for him as well, but I was worried. I really was glad he was finally getting a date with Dak, but I wondered what would come of it. I knew Dak was testing the waters to see if Carlos would remember him. I hoped Carlos would, Dak has been through so much, even before he was a vampire or hybrid to be exact.
I hated lying to Dak about his past, but I didn't want him to know the truth. I didn't want him to know I knew him before I had changed him. That was why I had Gustavo take his memories away and let him have a clean slate when I turned him. It was better this way. Dak didn't need to know. He was so much better off.
"You ok?" Kendall asked looking at me.
"Huh?" I said turning to look at him confused.
"You keep sighing," Kendall said.
"Do I?" I asked. I hadn't even realized I was sighing. I had lot on my mind. "Sorry I just can't focus on the movie," I said honestly.
"You ok?" Kendall asked again.
"Yeah I'm fine I just can't focus right now," I said. I was too busy wondering about Dak and Carlos right now. I knew I shouldn't be worrying about them, but I was. I knew if Carlos got his memories back now I would have to work hard to keep him from spilling our secret. He was always hyper now and could hardly hold in a secret. Carlos had always been like that though, even in our other life.
Just then James yawned, it was a fake yawned a bad one. I knew he was probably just doing it to just give us some alone time.
"I'm beat I am gonna go to bed," he said.
"It's only seven thirty," Kendall said.
"I am beat," James said standing up. He started for his and Carlos' room. "don't' be too loud please," he said. I blushed at that. Recently Kendall and I had taken a small step and blew each other and the guys over heard and assumed we had sex. Kendall didn't correct them and neither did I.
It was none of their business what we did. I hated that they just assumed things though. I knew Kendall was getting anxious though. He seemed to be hinting to me that he wanted more. I knew what would happen if Kendall and I had sex and I didn't want that to happen. I mean I wanted to have my baby, but not now. Not when Kendall didn't know about it and not in a time of danger for wolves and vampires.
Suddenly I felt lips on my neck and a moan tore itself from my throat and I was forced to pay attention to my boyfriend and his wandering hands. His hands were under my shirt and I vaguely wondered when they had gotten there. He pulled back to look me in the eyes.
"About time," he said.
"Sorry," I said smiling sheepishly as I realized he had probably been doing more to me.
"You're a million miles away," Kendall said looking at me.
"I'm worried about Carlos," I admitted.
"Yeah," Kendall said.
"He's fine," James said as he walked out of his room and to the kitchen.
"I thought you were going to sleep," Kendall said looking over at him a bushy brow arched at our friend.
"I got thirsty," James said.
"How do you Carlos is fine? He's on a date with a celebrity that we don't know," I said trying to reason. I knew that this would be a viable argument for them at least. They didn't need to know the real reason I was worried.
"Dak's harmless," James said.
"How do you know?" I asked.
"I don't know, he's just got this vibe to him," James said shrugging. I looked over at him confused. He didn't seem to be telling the whole truth.
"I have to pee, don't hurt my boyfriend if he upsets you James," Kendall said standing up.
"I can take care of myself," I hollered after him as he disappeared down the hall to use the bathroom connected to our room. "Why do you trust Dak so much?" I asked.
"Cause I do," James said.
"Why?" I asked.
"If I tell you promise not to laugh," James said looking at me seriously.
"I promise," I said.
"Well I know him," James said.
"How?" I asked. Then it dawned on me. He remembered. "You remember don't you?" I asked.
"I had a dream a few months ago and then I saw Dak and this girl and everything just came back to me," James said, "what about you?" he asked.
"I had a dream before we moved out here and the day we met Dak I got my memories back," I said.
"That long?" James asked, "what about the others?" he asked.
"Dak says it's best not to get them to remember yet. You know it's not safe for wolves and vampires," I said. James nodded his head. There was always something on the news about finding rogues and the occasional underground coven. Everyone knew it was not safe for werewolves and vampires.
"So you're in touch with Dak?" James asked.
"Dak never forgot. He never died or came close to dying like you, me, and Kendall," I said.
"Logan who was that girl with Dak," James asked.
"You already know who she is don't you?" I asked.
"I just want to hear you say it," James said.
"Lizzie," I said looking right in the eyes. James' hand went to his mouth as he gasped. He already knew who she was, but hearing must've made it real for him. I heard movement and turned to the hallway as Kendall reappeared. I looked at James and he looked away from me.
"I'm off to bed for real this time," James said and he walked away. I knew he was thinking about Lizzie. He probably wanted to meet her. I would have to tell Dak about James having his memories. I didn't know if this was a good thing or a bad thing. One thing I did noticed was Dak was the reason both James and I got our memories back, maybe this was different than we thought.
"Logie," Kendall said getting my attention.
"Huh?" I asked turning to him.
"I asked if you were even watching the movie, but that answers my question," Kendall said.
"Sorry," I said.
"You're a million miles away," Kendall said.
"I'm just worried about Carlos," I said, "I mean we don't know Dak at all and he's like super famous," I said.
"I know, but this is Carlos who's gonna learn besides there was no way we were stopping him. He's been crushing on Dak since forever and did you really want to crush him? I mean hurting Carlos is like kicking a puppy," Kendall said. I laughed at the analogy but nodded my head.
The rest of the night Kendall and I spent just talking and laughing until Carlos arrived home from his date with Dak. He had smile on his face and he seemed happy.
"How was your date?" Kendall asked.
"Great," Carlos said his smile never leaving his face.
"He treated you right?" Kendall asked.
"He was perfect," Carlos said, "I think he really like me," he said.
"Well that's good Carlos, but be careful," I said.
"I know and I will be," Carlos said. I knew Carlos had nothing to worry about, but I had to play the part of worried best friend. "I am beat I'm gonna call it a night though," he said.
"Kay, night Los," Kendall said.
"Night," I said as he started down the hall. He waved to us and disappeared.
"See you had nothing to worry about," Kendall said.
"I know but I can't help it like you said hurting Carlos is like kicking a puppy and I won't want him to get hurt," I said.
-Similarities-
The next day the others were up before me. I hoped they were planning on going out to the pool so I could sneak out to Dak's and talk to him. I wanted to hear what he had to say about last night. I heard Kendall walk into the room and I rolled over to look at him.
"We're heading down to the pool," Kendall said.
"I'm tired, you go ahead I'll be down in a bit," I said. Kendall smiled and walked over to me. He leaned over me and kissed my forehead.
"Kay, I'll be waiting," he said. I nodded my head and closed my eyes. I heard him leave the room. I listened as he talked to the others and they left the apartment.
Now was my chance. I got out of bed and dressed and headed out of the apartment and to Dak's. I reached his apartment and knocked on the door. It opened to reveal Lizzie.
"Is Dak here?" I asked. She nodded her head and stepped aside.
"What's up Logan," Dak asked from the kitchen. I walked over to him.
"How'd it go last night?" I asked.
"I don't think he remembers if that's what you're asking," Dak said.
"I know that," I said, "oh and there's something you should know," I said.
"What?" Dak asked as Lizzie joined us in the kitchen.
"James got his memories back somehow," I said, "he said he had a dream and the next time he saw you walking about it just hit him. He only told me last night though," I said quickly.
"James? As in my father?" Lizzie asked. I nodded my head. I knew she would want to meet him now, but it was too risky. It was risky just my being here.
"Lizzie no," Dak said, "not yet," he said. Lizzie turned to glare at Dak.
"Why not?" Lizzie asked.
"It's not safe yet, I mean you look to be the same age as him. You can't go around just calling him dad," Dak said.
"I agree with Dak," I said.
"This is so unfair," Lizzie said crossing her arms over her chest like a child.
"You know it's not safe yet," Dak said. I sat down on a stool and thought about it. I knew it wasn't safe but I wanted Kendall to remember. I understood what Lizzie was going through kind of. I wanted to tell Kendall everything, but I couldn't. "Logan what ever your thinking don't do it," Dak said turning to me.
"Don't know what you're talking about," I said.
"Oh please I know that look," Dak said.
"What look?" I asked.
"You're thinking about something," Dak said.
"I just understand where Lizzie is coming from sort of," I said sighing. I really wished I didn't have to lie to Kendall and the others. It was like a weight on my shoulders and I couldn't wait to lift it.
"Don't, not yet," Dak said, "the time is coming," he added. I sighed and nodded my head. I knew he was right and the time would come.
"Can't I just meet him once?" Lizzie asked.
"I'll set something up, but it'll have to be private and it probably won't happen often," I said.
"No," Dak said, "not yet," he said.
"Why?" I asked, "James has his memories and he probably wants to meet her," I said.
"What if word gets out he meets up with my 'sister' people will start rumors and what about Katie? She'll get suspicious," Dak said.
"I never thought about that," I admitted.
"I know, I've had to deal with this ever since I rose to fame now just trust me when I say wait," Dak said. I sighed and nodded my head. He had to think like that so he wasn't caught. I had to trust him and his judgment on this one. "Lizzie I am sorry," Dak said.
"I get it," Lizzie said looking away from Dak.
"I have to go," I said looking down at my watch. I knew if I took any longer Kendall would come looking for me. "I'll be down at the pool with the guys if you need me," I said. Dak nodded his head and I left.
I made my way down to the pool. The guys and Katie were there hanging out. I started over to them when James spotted me.
"Look who finally decided to come join us," James said.
"I was tired, but I figured if I didn't come down soon Kendall would probably come back to get me," I said as I sat down on the end of Kendall's pool chair. He moved his legs to the side and sat up.
"If you're that tired you can go sleep Logie," Kendall said.
"Nah, I'm up now," I said smiling at him. Kendall sat back in his chair and motioned for me to move closer. I moved so I was seated in between his legs and leaned back on him. Everyone at the Palm Woods knew Kendall and I were together now, so we saw no point in hiding it. The only reason people knew was because Carlos was a blabber mouth, but most people didn't care.
"So Carlos how was your date?" Katie asked.
"Oh it was great, he took me to the movies and we had fun and then we went out to eat ice cream afterwards," Carlos said a dreamy look on his face. I smiled at that. Carlos deserved to be happy, but I didn't want him getting his memories back just yet. He was a blabber mouth and the reason everyone at the Palm Woods knew about Kendall and I dating.
"Did you have fun?" James asked.
"Lots, I could've done without the fan girls though," Carlos said pouting.
"So could I." We all turned to see Dak standing a few feet away. "Carlos could I talk to you?" he asked. Carlos nodded his head and followed Dak into one of the cabana's.
"I wonder what he wants," Katie said looking at the cabana where the two disappeared.
"To talk to Carlos duh," Kendall said causing us all to laugh. I hoped Dak wasn't doing anything that could trigger his memories. He had to used his judgment and that wasn't the best when it came to Carlos. I just hoped he wouldn't do anything stupid. He just basically told Lizzie off for wanting to meet James, who already had his memories back. I didn't fully understand that, but what he had said made a little sense.
There you have it. I really like this and I just want to say that I have several plans for this. The next chapter might be in Kendall's point of view or the chapter after at least. I will get Kendall's POV in soon though. I might do another in Dak's POV. I hope you all liked this chapter and will review and let me know what you think of this so far.
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