AN-Another chapter for you all :D Thanks to everyone who has reviewed and added this story to their favourites...
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Disclaimer: I dont own twilight, i do own lily, lexi and Baby Mia though:L
Lily POV.
After me and Paul had sex for the second time that day. I picked up Mia's bottle and fled into the living room. Thankfully Paul didn't follow me in there. I needed time to gather my thoughts. The midwife had told me this could happen; my hormones all over the place. My sex drive through the roof. It's like Paul was under my skin all the time. I could constantly feel his hands on me. I could feel upstairs in his room. I wanted to follow him up there...push him down on his bed and- I shook my head clearing away that thought as I carried on feeding Mia. By the time she had finished her whole bottle, got all of her wind up and got her to sleep in her pram-it was 10.30.. Picking her up out of her pram, I carried her up the stairs and into my room. I closed the door and locked it behind me. Once I had placed her into her cot, I turned her monitor on and looked around for the portable monitor that I could take into the bathroom with me-I needed a shower, I smelt like sex and I was determined to wash all traced of Paul off my body. Having sex with him was irresponsible and stupid. I was the one that would get hurt in the end, not him. He could have any girl that he wanted. Why would he want a teenage mother? We didn't have to be together for him to love Mia any more than he did. I could see it in his eyes. No matter how much it felt right to be with Paul, I wasnt going to let it happen again..
After searching all around my room, I realised that the monitor was in Paul's room. I sighed as I went over to his door and tried the handle. It clicked softly and swung open. He was on his side facing the door, the sheets just up to his waist. His skin glistened in the dim lighting from the window and his abs-oh god those abs! Looked like they had been carved out of stone.
"In here for a repeat performance, Beautiful girl?" He asked me as he sat up and switched the light on.
"No, is Mia's monitor in here? You know the portable one? I want to get in the shower, but to do that I need the monitor in there with me." I said as I folded my arms across my chest.
"It's there" He said pointing over to the beside table.
"But there's no need for it, I'll sit with her until you get out." He said rising slowly from the bed with a yawn.
"There's no need, she's asleep anyway." I said as I reached around him for the monitor.
"I don't mind, besides I don't like her being in there on her own, when your not there. What is she was sick or something and she was on her own?" He asked as he walked to his door.
"Fine. I wont be long though." I said as I turned away from him and into my bedroom. He followed closely behind me. I walked over to my pyjama draw and pulled out a pair of grey sweats and a black vest top. Closing it behind me I walked into the bathroom and locked the door behind me. After taking a 15 minute shower, I shut the hot water off. It felt good to have soft smooth legs and fresh clean hair. I didn't have time this morning to shower like i usually did as Mia woke up about 5 minutes after i got into it.
Climbing out of the shower, I wrapped a towel around my hair and one around my body. After quickly drying and apply body cream to my body, I got dressed into my pyjamas, and took the towel off my hair. I brushed out any tangles that might have been there and threw the towels into the washing basket. Opening the door quietly, I closed it to-leaving enough light for me to find Paul in my now dark room. He must have blew the few candles out what I had lit.
I located him in my bed, snoring softly under the covers. He looked so peaceful. I walked around to him and nudged him. He didn't move in the slightest, he just rolled over and pulled me down on his chest. Wrapping his arms around me. It took me about 5 minutes to finally escape from his arms-he let out a huff as he grasped air instead of my warm body.
I stood there for a few minutes contemplating what to do, I could always sleep in his room. But then what if he didn't hear Mia when she woke up or if she lost he dummy. Sighing as I walked over to the bathroom and shut the light off. I got into the bed and slipped beneath the covers next to Paul. I heard him sigh as he wrapped his arms around my body, pulling me flush against him. He nuzzled his face into my neck-I could feel myself drifting off into sleep. Wrapped up his arms, I felt so safe and small-that was my last thought before I fell into a peaceful, warm and comfortable sleep...
AN-So Lily is fighting her feelings for Paul, I wonder how long that will last!
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I know it's not as long as the other 3 have been but I really wanted to update for you today. And I didnt really have much time.
I apologize for any spelling mistakes as well, my spell check is broke on my notepad:(
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