Port Charles

It had been days since he found out he had to grown kids and that T.J wasn't in fact his son and that hurt more than anything. He and Curtis agreed that he would be there when he told T.J the truth. His son nor his daughter were ready to speak to him all he could think of was his mother would have loved them if she was giving a chance to love them.

His heart hurt because he knew this would destroy T.J the young man had been hurt enough and then there was Jordan. When he found out he had never been so angry and hurt he had come to understand Denise's reasons but it still hurt he was tired of being the last to know. And he hadn't enjoyed telling his sisters that he had two grown kids and T.J wasn't their nephew they were livid.

He had would fly them out to Miami when he got aquainted with the kids and the only good thing came out of it was that he wa having a new baby and that got to be there from the beginning. But the truth is his family had lost out on so much with his children and he still trying to wrap his head around that.

" You sure you want to do this" Curtis asked

" It's not about wanting to do this Curtis it because i have to i wont lie to him , and need to speak to Jordan first Shawn said.

Curtis just nodded " but do you think its wise for you to approach a police lieutenant" he says hoping to dissuade him. " I NEED ANSWERS CURTIS I NEED TO KNOW WHY SHE DID THIS AND YOU DON'T NEED TO BE HERE FOR THIS " Shawn said angrily.

"Fine but just know she is T.J's mother and you love him" Curtis said and with that he left. Shawn knocked on the door. When she opened the door he tried to keep a lid on his anger when he saw her.

" Hey Shawn i didn't know you were in town does T.J know i know he would be happy to see" Jordan says.

I hurt when she said it but he kept his face neutral " i will see him later" Shawn said, she would have noticed his demeanor. But she was busying herself around the apartment you " I didn't think you would be back up here that soon but i knew you couldn't keep away from T.J and i thank you" she says.

She never saw the pained expression on his face "You would believe who i ran into down in Miami" Shawn said.
" Who i know Jerome Sutton is down there in Florida" she asked

" No not Jerome i ran into Denise" he said as her body froze

" Shawn you can't believe anything that woman says" Jordan trying to avoid his gaze that is when he swung her around.

' LIKE WHAT JORDAN' he said as she pulled away

" What did she say" she answered to see what he knew

' Why can't i believe her Jordan' Shawn said as she pulled away

" Because she is a fucking liar" Jordan says

' But it takes one to know one right WHY JORDAN WHY' he said

She has you acting a damn fool Shawn or did you forget that she left you twice and here you are believing what ever lies she told you. Like you lied to me about T.J being my son or the fact that she was pregnant with my child Shawn said staring at her.

" Oh please you believe that Shawn her kid is not yours like i told you then you deserved better then her" Jordan said

" But her kids are mines both of them, what did you do with the letters Jordan "he asked. In that moment she knew that he knew " What letters Shawn" she said trying to deflect the questions.

YOU JUST CAN'T HELP IT CAN YOU STOP LYING TO ME ALREADY! he said looking at her incredulously. WHERE ARE THE GOT DAMN LETTERS JORDAN ? Shawn said walking close to her causing her to back up.

Shawn i think you need to stop and calm down and think about your son that you know is yours she said. Causing Shawn to chuckle you have no idea of what you have done do you that is when she saw the hurt in his face. T.J isnt my son he never was he said as the tears started sliding down his face but i love that boy Shawn said.

"Wow really Shawn that bitch tells you her lies now you want to deny T.J now" she said flabbergasted. When he took something out of his pocket and put it on the table that she reached for and opened. " Wha...Wha...What how is this even possible" Jordan said confused as her hands trembled.

" Because Denise admitted to changing his paternity test 22 years ago to destroy your marriage" Shawn said

" THAT BITCH I AM GOING TO GET HER " Jordan said reaching for the phone, Shawn grabbed her hand " your are missing the point Jordan he says. Because its the same thing you did to her and my children and now stop trying change the subject Shawn says.

When her head jerked around up she set out to hurt MY SON T.J DIDN'T DESERVE THAT Jordan said angrily. "WHERE ARE THE GOT DAMN LETTERS JORDAN ! he said as he tried to keep his temper in check while he was boiling inside.

" It's gone i burned them years ago " she said in a low voice

' Why would you do this to me Jordan why did you not want me to have my own life no i get it you wanted your cake and eat it too right' he said. No it wasn't like that Shawn she said with tears in her eyes " she left you and you were still in love with her" Jordan says.

And i don't know i didn't believe that it was your child and i was young and i made a mistake i care about you Shawn and i didn't want her to hurt you again. I didn't think she really caught us i thought she was speculating she continues. So yes i took the letters she would send and until she stopped and i burned them you started to move on and you didnt want to talk about her so i left it that way.

" You don't get it do you i have to grown children that don't know me i have a grandchild on the way and they don't want to get to know me at all right now he said. And to top it off how do i tell T.J and break his heart how do i do that him Shawn says. When they heard " Do what to me" T.J said from behind them as they turned to look at the young man.

Curtis saw the panic in Jordan's eyes as she started to speak but Shawn cut her off " NO MORE LIES JORDAN HE DESERVES THE TRUTH" he says. T.J noticed the tears in Shawn's eyes " What's going on" he said because he knew Shawn well enough to know he was never highly emotional.

Shawn put his hand on T.J's shoulder " i have to tell you something and its not good" he said. As Curtis stood a far off knowing this was going to be hard when Jordan said " Shawn don't do that to him please he doesn't deserve this" she says.

" I'm not going to lie to him Jordan i love and respect him to much to do that to him" he says. Shawn coughed nervously trying to keep his own tears at bay " umm while i was in Miami i ran into someone i use to know and she told me some stuff that affects you" he said.

" Umm okay what's up Shawn" T.J said looking on confused

" Me and that someone use to date and we lived together back in the day when your mom and i hooked up he said. You had a live in girlfriend and you cheated on her with my mom and that is how i was conceived T.J asked. " Not exactly" Shawn said " But she did something to hurt your mother that affects you" Shawn continued.

" Like what" T. J asked

"Baby its not important" Jordan interjected

She ch... when Jordan stopped him " NO, SHAWN I WILL NOT ALLOW YOU TO DO THIS TO HIM" she said adamantly. " Jordan stop he is a grown man this is on you and i take my part in this but this has to stop now Shawn said turning back to T.J.

"She changed your paternity test your not my son Tommy is your biological father not me" Shawn said with the tears coming down his face. It was as if his heart was just shattered into pieces he knew Shawn wasn't lying because he was crying and his mother too. ' WHY WOULD SHE DO THAT WHAT THE HELL HAVE I EVER DONE TO HER" T.J shouted.

" It wasn't about you T.J she wanted to hurt your mother like your mother hurt her because the time she caught us she was pregnant with my first child Shawn said. It was as if someone took a sledgehammer to his chest " you said first child there's more" T.J said. "She has two kids a boy that is a couple months older than you and a girl that is a year after you Shawn replies.

"So i guess i'm back to having no father again huh" T.J said hurt , No i will always be here for you whenever you need me Shawn said vehemently. " Baby what she did wasn't your fault" Jordan said reaching for her but he swatted her hand away. " Why did you ever tell me the whole damn story there is always something dropping from the sky and i falls on me MOM me T. J spat angrily storming off.

With Curtis going after him he text Molly so she would be there for him, Jordan was angry " Did you have to tell him all you did was unburden yourself Shawn. " GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HOUSE " Jordan said angrily all you did was hurt my son. And for what Shawn she says, This is on you too Jordan not just me and with that he left.

As T.J stormed out the building he saw Molly whose arms he went straight to as she hugged him. And he sobbed in her embrace his body trembled Curtis stood behind them T.J pulled back and tried to speak. But he couldn't get the words out she just shook her head and pulled him close to her.

Molly start to cry as well as she comforted him when she looked up and saw Shawn who looked just as hurt as T.J did. She nodded at Shawn who knew he had to give him time before he spoke to him he had just dropped a bombshell on him. But Shawn couldn't move even though T.J wasn't his son he still loved him the same.

Miami Florida

" Hey Denise Elle told me what happen" Olly said sitting next to her on the beach " umm" was all she said.

"Denise oyeme por favor " Oliver said

' It was supposed to hurt that bitch not the kid because i know the feeling he is going through" she said

"Don't worry Denny there is a miracle out there for T.J Ashford" Oliver said with a smile, that caused her to look up at him.

"What do you know Olly" she said to him suspicously he just smiled

"No te preocupes mi amiga" he said as he got up dusting himself off and reached for her hand. I'm sure Big Wes wouldn't like i live his Mrs. out here by herself he said helping her up. " I'm still not sure about that Olly" she says as he hugged her don't worry about it just trust me Denny he said.