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Chapter 4
BellaPOV
OK vampires...check. Cullen's are vampires...check. I am mated with a vampire who just happens to look like he just stepped out of an Abercrombie and Fitch advert...double check. I am re-thinking everything incase I skipped a step. Not really understanding the mating thing Jasper went on to explain looking oh so gorgeous doing it...stop it Bella focus!
"Ok so vampire mating is like souls mating, two souls mine and yours. Ok what do you know aboout soul mates?" He asked me whilst grabbing my hand in his? I just shook my head and Carlisle took over the story.
"Alright over the years many different variations over what Soulmates actually are, for all intents and purposes it is really two entities who become one, now please don't be frightened but Alice had seen you coming." At this point was confused so I very rudely interrupted him.
"Wait seen me coming what do you mean seen me coming? What is she psychic or something?" Jasper grasped my hand even harder...not enough to hurt me but enough for me to know he was there for me.
"Alice sort of has a special extra ability, so does Edward and myself. Alice can see the future, Edward can read minds and as for me well I can feel things...I'm and empath." OK i need a drink, before I could even blink Edward had a glass of water in front of me.
"You're funny but I was thinking of something stronger!" He laughed at this and smirked.
"Well we have wine..." Without missing a beat he handed me a glass which I cleaned off with three huge gulps.
"Hey look on the bright side she took it better that the Chief did he actually fainted and then tried to shoot us." This earned him a slap on the head by Rose
"EMMETT!"
"Wait Chief as in...my dad...he knows what you are?" They all slowly nod their heads.
"We sometimes work with the La Push werewolf pack when there is trouble. We had a scuffle with a newborn about a year ago and they helped us. Sue Clearwaters children carry the wolf gene" Werewolves...vampires and my dad. Three words I never thought I would be saying in the same sentence. I don't feel so much shocked as completely pissed!
"My dad knows you are vampires?" At this they all nodded. "And he didn't feel the need to tell me?" Jasper pressed his hand into my wrist and pushed alot of love and adoration towards me...how he did it I don't know but I went the opposite way and I exploded with rage.
"LET GO OF ME!"He immediately let go as if I had burnt him in the arm.
"Bella...I know this is a lot to take in..." I shook my head and turned around to them with my eyes filled with fury.
"NO...YOU DON'T...YOU REALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING THROUGH MY MIND! So don't you DARE stand there and imagine that you know what is going on in my head!" This of course woke Naima up and I walked over to her and lifted her and ran out to my car with Jasper screaming after me.
"Just leave me alone Jasper!" I ran and put Naima into her car seat and drove off, when I looked back I saw Jasper on his knees an the porch and my chest ached for him, but I had bigger fish to fry starting with my father.
Driving out towards home I felt my fury at my dad multiply...I was unsure how I was gonna approach him considering he is the one that is giving me and my daughter shelter. I parked beside his Forks Police Cruiser so I knew he was home from whatever excursion they were away at. When I walked into the kitchen and saw Seth and Leah at the Kitchen table that;s when it hit me...these two kids were going to be wolves? How the hell did that work?
"Hello Bella...did you have a nice time..." I cut her off before she had another word out.
"Where's my dad?" She nodded towards the back garden. "Could you watch Naima for me please?" She smiled and nodded before I stormed out the back garden ready to face the fireworks between me and my dad.
JASPER POV
Watching her drive away was the hardest thing I ever had to do...and I physically fell to the ground with all of the swirling emotions she had...I can deal with conflicting emotions but never before have I ever fect so much emotion intensly like that come from a human before, I would never have been able to handle those kind of emotions if I were human. I felt my family help me to my feet and walk me into the living room.
"It's going to be ok Jazz...she is mad at her father not you." Even as Edward said it I knew it was true but I felt the yearning, I wanted to kiss her and hug her and never let her go. I was completely in love with her and want to keep her with me and her daughter.
"That went well..." Emmett got slapped twice for that comment.
"I am gonna go over there I have to see her..." I went to stand up and was pushed back down by Carlisle.
"Give her and her father time to talk this is big." I knew he was right so just stated I was going hunting and left, they were not fooled considering we had just been hunting but I needed time to think. I saw the dog tags aroung her neck and knew that Naimas' father was called John so I put two and two together.
She must have been through alot, between losing the father of her child and then her mother and step-father she has been through more than I could possibly imagine. Having a child with someone is a big thing and both parents should be there bit Bella has had to do this all on her own and my heart is breaking for her so I decided to go over...it had been four hours since Bella left that should be enough time right? I ran and only hoped that she accepted me because she is not losing me and I am definately not losing her.
BellaPOV
I saw my father with axe in hand chopping wood in the backyard and I tapped him on the shoulder...actually I shoved him on the shoulder, because of my illness I couldn't hit him very hard but I was thouroughly pissed off woth him.
"Hey Bells..." I shook my head at him and my face must have been fire engine red by now.
"Don't you hey Bells me...what the hell dad?" At this he looks confused so I decided to fill in the blanks a little for him. "The Cullens told me their secret." At this his face dropped...yeah dad the shit has hit the fan now.
"Ok I can explain..." Oh I can't wait to hear this. "You remember Billy Black?" I just shook my head in a no motion.
"Ok his family carries a gene that causes them to shift." My confused look must have been even more evident. So he explained to me about the wolves and the vampires being mortal enemies and that Seth and Leah were going to start turning soon so they would both be going into stay at the reservation soon.
"Dad I need to tell you something...I'm sick...and I had alterior motives coming here. If anything happened to me I wanted Naima to have her family close to her." My dad's eyes began to water.
"Bells what are you talking about...what are you saying?" I smiled at him as a tear splayed down my cheek.
"I have a brain tumour dad...it's inoperable...I'm dying." He lost it his knees buckled and he fell onto the ground and all I could do was hold him as he cried.
"Baby I can't lose you...I can't!" I nodded my head and we sat and cried for another hour or so when he stood up and took out his frustrations on the wood he was chopping before and I left him alone knowing he needed time to himself.
I am mated to a vampire...I don't even know what that means at the moment, as I walked into the kitchen I noticed Sue and Naima were nowhere to be found. As I walked into my bedroom I saw Sue set my baby girl down into her crib and I noticed she has been fed and bathed, I didn't realised that we had been outside for that long.
"Hey Sweetie I am sorry she was getting fussy so I went and got her ready for bed." I only nodded and thanked her, I liked She she was good for my dad.
"Sue I'm glad your here. I'm glad my dad found you." She smiled and pulled me in for a hug and then went down the stairs. As I went about my night-time routine I got a shower and changed into my shorts and tank top to sleep in I got this horrible feeling. There was a feeling of sadness and an actual ache in my chest when I thought of Jasper and how I felt about him. I had tried to fall over to sleep for about two hours and I knew it wasn't gonna come that easily.
That's when I heard it, the slight rustle of the branches and I walked out over to the balcony and saw nearly jumped out of my skin when Jasper appeared out of nowhere.
"SHIT...JESUS CHRIST JASPER...what the hell are you doing?" He pulled me in for a hug and it was almost as if he needed it to survive.
"I'm sorry Bella...I am so sorry for everything." For a second I was just enjoying being in his arms but then rationale kicked in and I wanted to just take a breather for a second. I had Naima to think of so I needed a clear head.
"Look Jasper I just need to know one thing." He nodded and smiled at me while glancing at Naima just as if he was checking to make sure she was ok.
"Why do I feel drawn to you...why do I feel as if I can't live without you?" He smiled and walked over to me and drew me in for another hug.
"That is the way mating works. It actually hurts to be away from one another, a dull ache in the chest is the only real tell tale sign other that the fact that I wanna spent the rest of my life with you Isabella Swan. I don't wanna spend a second without you." I smiled at his sadly and placed my hand against his cheek.
"Turns out you're gonna have to...I have a brain tumour Jasper, one that I can't come back from. I am dying...you can't change that." I looked at him and it looked as if his heart was physically breaking.
"Bella I can't lose you...not after just finding you." He squeezed me in tight against him and I saw the pain evident on his face reflected in the mirror. I pulled away from him and strokjed his cheek. "I love you Isabella Swan...you are going to be mine forever." I smiled at him and shook my head confused.
"What if I gave you a chance to live Bella...would you take it? If I gave you the chance to survive this tumour...a chance where you didn't have to leave Naima, your father and me." I think I knew where he was getting at and to be perfectly honest I don't know.
"Jasper...are you saying what I think you're saying?" He nodded and smiled wide at me.
"What if I changed you...made you a vampire?" I inhaled a huge breath and I didn't know how to repond to that what the hell?
