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This story is dedicated to Skweek-Chan, go read her story "I don't bite, I swear". It's about Emmett!

Chapter 4

"Why does it matter to you?" I snickered. Who the hell did Rosalie think she was?

I could see Rosalie thinking of why it did, she had to think of a good reason.

"I'm just worried about the family's secret, Emmett. Unlike you, I do actually think before doing something." She thought about what she does? Ha, thought about when she changed me?

"Just like when you thought to change me?" I snarled back. If everyone in the room wasn't all ready quiet, they were now. They didn't dare move.

Before she could say anything else, I stormed away and up to my room. It was going to be a long night I could tell already.

Alice came to my door, about 20 minutes later. I let her in.

"How was lunch with Lexi?" She asked concerned. Alice was the one sister who was able for a change, a new member of the family. If I didn't know better, I would even go as far as saying she liked changes.

"It was," I paused, "nice."

"I'm glad you're happy again, Em." She smiled, "You should spend more time with you, it does you good." She went into a vision and without saying a word skipped off to her room, to happy after. I think I would have to ask Edward about that in a little bit, scratch that, now.

I mental though, Edward would you come here for a moment. I didn't want to disturb him by talking if he was busy. I heard him tell Bella he would be back in a bit and then he made his way to my room.

You don't have to knock, just come in. He just walked in.

"You needed me?" He chimed. I noticed his hair was a bit messier then it usually is. I didn't want to know what he was doing with Bella.

"What the hell did Alice just see? She was prancing around all giggly."

"I dunno." he answered with the voice that I knew he was lying.

"I know you do." For the love of God, tell me Edward.

"I do know, but I don't think you'd want to tell you." I'm asking you, why wouldn't I want to know!

"It's nothing bad that happens to her." At least I knew she wouldn't be harmed though it pissed me off that he wouldn't tell me.

I nodded my head, to annoyed to do anything else.

"Anything else?" Edward asked, standing up from the chair he was sitting in.

"Do I scare her?" I asked, him. I noted how she was hesitant.

"Not because you're a vampire Emmett, but because of you're huge body. She knows you could pick her up and throw her about 10 feet. She's extremely smart." I laughed, most humans were afraid of our alienness. It felt good to for Lexi to be afraid of my size, not that I wanted her to be afraid. I wanted her to trust me completely and then I didn't want her to want to have me. I didn't want her to know the secrets. It was tearing me up.

"Emmett," My brother called from a crossed the room, "She already understands we're different, she will find out we're vampires. She's into mythology. " I looked at him, confused. Was this really true? Did she not care what ungrateful race I was apart in?

"Will she run after she knows?" I desperately asked, not ever wanted to see her leave. Not because of the monster I was, at least.

"You have to ask Alice that, I don't know. I don't believe she would run though. She finds vampires fascinating." I stared in lost confusion as my brother exited my bedroom, leaving me with my own thoughts.

I tried to get Lexi off my mind, but I failed miserably. It was like I watched every movement she gave, every fear she had, each decision she made. I was interested in her. I felt like this only once in my life with Rosalie, and even then the feeling wasn't as strong as this. It was their, somewhere, but I could be away from her, with Lexi I can't. It kills me.

I didn't have a clue what I should do about Lexi, so I wrote a list containing the pros and cons about getting to know her better. I had a lot of the feelings in the pros and then how I was a vampire in the cons. It ended up being tied, which just angered me further.

I ended up putting a about 3 CD's in the stereo I got from Edward, and putting it on repeat, getting lost into my thoughts until I had to get ready for school.

I ended up getting dressed in another button down, but I left it own to see a casual beater. Yesterday, I felt like I was trying to hard. I left at the same time as my brother's and sisters have but I took my Jeep to school, again. Mostly because Edward gave me the idea of speed-racing to school.

I raced to the school, and won, though I barely bragged. I found out that Lexi must be here because her car was parked, but she wasn't in the car. I assumed she was making her way to her first block class.

I almost skipped to first block, but my family would never let me live it done. So I had to walk, fast.

I manage to make it to Mr. Audio's room in less than 2 minutes, and saw Lexi in the first row in her seat, doing nothing. That's when I absorbed her real beauty she held. She was wearing a shirt that properly fit her, and showed a little bit of her stomach. It was a red camisole with a heart, skull, and a music note on the bottom left side. Then she had a fish next long sleeve shirt over that. She looked beautiful. I walked in, smiled, and said "Hello."

Alex said "Hello." back and smiled. Her forced wall was down, this time for minutes.