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Chapter 3:
A few weeks later it was as if nothing had happened. I was suddenly reminded of why I loved them so much. They were the epitome of what a family should be, and they filled that void I felt not having one for myself.
Alice and I were going out to Seattle to hang out. As I walked into the house, I notice the stillness. Suddenly my senses were filled with cinnamon and honey that nearly made me melt.
"Bella?" A velvet voice called.
"Hey Jasper. Where is everyone?" I asked.
"Out for a quick hunt they'll be back soon."
"Oh ok" I said walking into the living room. I took in his form. He was wearing a simple black tee that seemed to cling to his form, with jeans that hugged him in the right spots. His hair was in a disarray of curls that hung over his eyes. Jasper was beautiful.
"Are you alright?" He asks softly snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Yea I'm fine." I assure him quickly.
"Well, can I get you anything while you wait?"
"No thank you, I'm fine." He sat beside me and smiled.
"Bella there's something I've been meaning to say to you."
"If it's about my birthday… Jasper I truly don't blame you…a part of me is glad that it happened."
"Why?"
"It showed me how big of a mistake I was making."
"Bella" He says taking me in his arms. "You can't deny that he didn't love you."
"Did he really? He walked away from me so he could get distracted." I said bitterly. I took a deep breath. "Even if he did love me, it wasn't as deep as my love for him."
"I must admit it was foolish of him to let you go. Bella you're such a beautiful woman with such a big heart." I looked up at him and blushed. He poked my cheek.
"And the way your cheeks flush with color…" Our eyes suddenly connected and I felt this pull towards him. His eyes darkened with lust.
Jasper leaned towards me slowly and held his lips just inches from mine.
"Bella" He whispers. My insides begin to shudder as I take in his intoxicating scent.
"You're irresistible." He utters then pulled me to him kissing me feverishly. Our bodies seemed to mold together and tingle from a smoldering heat. I began to feel dizzy and pulled away to catch my breath. Certainly Edward never kissed me that way before. Jasper definitely had no boundaries. Before I could gather myself the door opened and in walked my favorite little pixie.
Immediately I was overwhelmed with regret and guilt. I just kissed my ex's brother and my best friends ex husband. Could it get any worse?
"Ready to go shopping?" Alice asked anxiously. I was wrong, it could.
After the exhausting trip Alice dropped me home. I was glad to be alone so I could wrap my thoughts around what happened earlier. Once assuring Charlie that I was fine and just needed some sleep. I walked into my room.
"Bella?" A voice called from the shadows. Fear pulsated through me and quickly turned into calmness as I flicked the light on and shut the door.
"What are you doing here Jasper?" I asked whispering.
"I wanted to talk to you." He said sitting on the bed. "I'm sorry if I scared you."
"It's fine. What is it you need to talk about?" He gave me a "you know what look".
"The kiss that took place earlier."He answered.
"Look Jasper, I'm sorry about what happened."
"You're sorry?" He laughed to himself. "Bella I was the one who kissed you, I should be the one apologizing."
"Yes well all is forgiven." I said grabbing his hand and pushing him towards the window. "That was a great talk but-"
"Is there any reason why you're pushing me out the window?"
"Charlie!" I whispered knowing he couldn't easily be fool but hoped he'll just respect the fact that I wanted to be alone. He paused for a moment looking at me. Our eyes seemed to connect and I literally felt his hurt.
"Yea I guess you wouldn't want him to catch me in here." He turned to the window and opened it.
"Jasper wait!" I called. He turned to me. His eyes black with some unknown emotion.
"What is it Bella?"
"Take me with you." A smirk quickly appeared on his face.
"And what-"He began.
"All that is secondary matters" I say wrapping my arm around him and pressing my body against his. Jasper picked me up and in an instant I felt the gush of the wind whipping against my skin. I locked my legs around his waist as he ran kisses up and down my neck.
As we ran I could feel his arousal pressing against my ass. Feeling this only made me that much more sickened with lust. I rubbed against it causing Jasper's knees to buckle and sent us crashing into the earth, with him on top. I heard a groan escape from his chest a he worked on undressing me. I immediately began unbuckling his belt.
Before I knew what was going on Jasper's member was standing at full attention and I was paralyzed. Not with fear but nervousness. This would be my first time.
"I'll take care of you." He whispered against my skin sliding downward. His mouth found my left breast as his other hand reached into his back pocket pulling out a small packet. Then in another second his pants were off and I could feel him pushing into my core.
"Just relax Bella" He whispered in a husky voice. His tone sending shivers down my spine as he worked his member in me. I shut my eyes tight to keep myself from whimpering in pain.
"Shit you're so tight," He muttered as he worked a slow pace until my eyes opened and the pain had vanished. Jasper began to thrust hard into me causing me to moan with each thrust. I pulled him closer and wrapped my legs around him wanting him to go deeper.
"Faster" I moaned as he obeyed gripping my hips.
"Shit" I yelled as I felt my orgasm build and I slammed my hips against his matching his stroke.
"Fuck this shit is good." He groaned thrusting harder.
"Oh god...I'm-" My legs began to quiver as Jasper began to pinch my clit and thrust once more as we both climaxed. He collapsed against me and we both worked on catching my breath.
We both refused to move until we were both were done riding that incredible high. I sat up and began to search for my clothes silently getting dressed.
"Bella" Panic seemed to overwhelm me as it began to register what just happened.
"It's alright Jasper." I said softly. "Let's just forget this ever happened. I'm leaving next week, and let's face it this could never work. You're my best friend's ex husband and my ex's brother.
"Your right." He said with a sigh quickly dressing himself. He handed me my shoes and I hopped on his back. It was silent between us as he sped through the forest and up into my room. He pulled me off him and set me on the bed.
There was an awkward silence between us.
"Well good night Bella." He said with a smile that didn't quiet reach his eyes. I returned the smile and nodded.
"I had fun." I said as he made his way to the window. I immediately wanted to shoot myself. He chuckled and turned to me.
"So did I sweetheart, so did I." And in a blink of an eye he was gone. I took a deep breath and threw myself against the pillow as I let my emotions run free twisting and twirling every which way.
Ugh I'm such an idiot. I had fun? What the hell was I thinking?
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