His gentle hand caressed her cheek. She closed her eyes and tilted her head upwards in order to reach up for a kiss. His kiss was soft, sweet, and steady. She brought her hand up to reciprocate his move on his cheek. She wrapped her arm around his neck as she pulled up to wrap her slender legs around his waist. He supported her effort by lifter her up with her thighs.
She was already shirtless and the only thing that separated them was a piece of thin material her underwear was made out of. He pushed her against a wall and the kissing became more intense. His tongue explored freely around her mouth and she slowly grazed his lower lip. She looked into his eyes and met his. There was no hint of play, his face was serious and he softly spoke to her "I want you."
Tsukushi woke up once again from this perverted yet interesting dream. She felt around herself to make sure her clothes were on and looked around the room to check it they were her room with no Tsukasa. Why do these dreams come to me? I've never even had sex and it makes me shudder just at the thought of it! She looked over at the digital clock across the room, which read 7:30pm. The nap she intended to take was much longer than anticipated. She got out of bed, threw on a white strapless breezy dress with flowery decorations near the hem. She lightly brushed her luscious, amber colored hair, which hung down to the middle of her back. She slicked on some of her favorite lip balm.
She made her way out of the room to explorer the beach just across the street from the hotel. While leaving the main lobby, she was greeted by the hotel service workers who hung a lei around her neck as a complimentary gift. The pink and white hibiscus flower released a sweet smell around her neck. She crossed the street carefully and felt a bit relaxed after the warm sand had crawled between her toes. She walked towards the ocean as she kicked up the sand. This place is really gorgeous. When I become rich, this is definitely where I want to live. She thought to herself as she found an apt place to sit. There were mounds of big rocks at the end of the beach, almost like a divider. She slowly made her way into the water to reach for the boulder surrounded by the water.
She watched the sunset alone. Wouldn't it be so nice to have someone to share this with? I think it would feel so good to have someone hold me here, and watch the sunset with me. Shaking away her too-good-to-be-true hopeless romantic thoughts she got up to head back to the hotel. She turned around to leave and slipped on the slippery part of the rocks where the algae probably grew all over. She lost her balance and fell in the water with a twisted pain in her ankle. "Ow! Ugh, I think I've sprained my ankle..." As she slowly tried getting back up she heard a familiar but an unwelcomed voice. "You clumsy fool!" Tsukasa swooped her out of the water and made his way back to the hotel with her in his arms. "Let me go! I can't walk on my own!" she tapped his chest, "you mean limp on your own" he refused. "Why are you always following me?" she asked frustrated. "Well if you haven't noticed my presences of greatness, I think there is something seriously wrong with you. I've been sitting on the cliff the whole time watching the sunset until I saw an annoying familiar girl sit on a rock covered with algae" he explained. "And it seems like I can't ever take my eyes off of you..." he quietly murmured as the entered the crowded lobby.
She saw all the envious stares as the women in the lobby stared at her, or more like Tsukasa. Tsukushi looked up to see the man carrying her up the stairs and into the elevator. He wasn't bad looking at all, in fact he was probably considered a rare beauty. Not many people in Japan looked like him. He was tall, well-built, manly, and very charismatic. That's probably why he intimidates everyone around so much, including her.
He brought her into her room and looked through the drawers for a first aid-kit. "I'm no doctor but I used to play basketball and I'd get sprained ankles all the time. Luckily yours don't look all too bad." He rolled out a long piece of gauze and tape to tightly wrap and secure them on her ankle. His big hands gently touched her leg which made her gasp a little as he placed his hand behind her knee to extend her leg towards him. He focused on wrapping the gauze around her ankle and Tsukushi observed him as he did so. "So... where are your friends?" she shyly asked. "They're doing their own thing, Rui is probably sleeping," he simply answered as he finished taping the last piece. "Uh... Th...Thank you Doumyouji..." she was a little hesitant but it's true that he's helped her this time.
He looked up at her in surprise; he didn't expect that. Their eyes locked for a split second, which seemed longer. Tsukushi quickly turned away slightly blushing. He was positioned between her legs kneeling by her bed and she was still in her soaking white dress. "I...ugh, need to clean off" but before she could hide herself in the bathroom he stopped her. "You silly, I just freshly wrapped your ankle, we're gonna have to take it off and do it all over again!" He pretended to be angry. "Oh right, I think I can wrap it again myself, but thanks!"
Tsukasa laid down on her bed for a while, even after she stepped in the shower. He heard the shower turn on and the water pouring down from it. His wild imaginations came back to him again. I wonder what she looks like right now. I want to be in there with her… Realizing what he was thinkinghe should his head closed his eyes.
Tsukushi stepped out of the shower, limping to find Tsukasa lying on her bed. "What are you still doing here?" she quietly asked. His eyes snapped open, "oh, sorry I..." When he sat up to take a look at Tsukushi he had to stop. Her hair was wet, the water droplets were still sliding down the curves of her neck and she had a towel tightly wrapped around her chest. Most of her legs were visible and her eyes were shiny from the moisture in the air. "Don't stare at me like that..." she quickly turned around to dry her hair. "Let me wrap it again" he said in an almost demanding tone.
She quietly walked over to Tsukasa and sat on the bed. He once again found himself between her legs but this time even closer to danger with her towel barely covering the mysteries of Tsukushi. His heart was racing as he quickly tried to wrap the gauze again. He felt his face burn and his mind run wild. After he finished wrapping the last roll he stood still. "Tsukasa?" she gently put her fragile hand on his shoulder. He quickly knocked her backwards onto the bed. The towel she's been wear has come undo due to the sudden movement. Now she lay beneath him with her sides slightly revealed.
He impatiently grabbed her and began to slide his hand behind her back. He leaned in for a desperate kiss, aggressive and inconsiderate. He tangled his right hand in her hair and swiftly pulled the large towel away from beneath her. Tsukushi gasped and began to panic. "Tsukasa! No! Please!" she tried to push him off of her but it was useless. He was too big for her to move. He held her in a tight kiss with his left hand, holding her firmly behind her neck pushing her lips against his. He fumbled to unhook his help and unzip his pants. Tsukushi's heart began to pound faster than ever. No, it can't be, no, how can this be happening? Please, Tsukasa this isn't the real you, I know it! He pushed aside her underwear, not even bothering to take them off, and he entered her. "Ugh!" he grunted as he forcefully placed himself into her. She let out a loud whimper as she felt a mixture of pleasure, pain, and angst. "Tsukasa..." she began to stutter his name as it began to become harder for her to breath properly as she started tearing up.
Her tiny hands were still placed on each side of his strong, broad shoulders as she tried to push him away. "It hurts! Please Tsukasa stop!" she arched her back in order to push him away but this only encouraged him even more. It was like he wasn't even listening. Tears began to flow down her cheeks no matter how hard she tried not to let it happen. She was confused in a state of mixed feelings. This isn't the way I wanted my first time to be...She also couldn't help shaking the disappointing thoughts away as his powerful thrusts shook her whole body.
She felt him grunt louder and the way he handled her became even rougher. He squeezed her breast and held her legs further apart with his knees as he pumped in and out. I feel so dirty, god, I hate this. I feel violated, disturbed, and dirtied! "Tsukasa please..." she felt his warmness inside of her, her sobs were becoming more subdued as she became tired of crying.
He opened his eyes to witness what he had done. Ignoring all warnings of civility, he had raped her. This tiny fragile girl looks scared to death beneath him. Trembling greatly, shaking... Her eyes are watery and her cheeks are stained with tears. His rough kisses left her lips red and swollen and he didn't even dare to look past that. "Oh god..." he quietly said to himself. He was so ashamed and embarrassed at his inability to control his emotions and instinctive desires. "Tsukushi... I... I... never meant to hurt you..." his faced filled with horror. She turned away from his sight and covered herself fully with a blanket.
Nothing could describe the way he felt now. Not only did he feel guilty of everything, he had disrespected a woman. A woman who he might be falling in love with all due to his childish desires and immature ability to control them. Oh god, what am I going to do now? I don't think I can even face her again.
He looked at himself through the mirrored and reflected back to the animal he had become earlier. He imagined Tsukushi, horrified and trembling beneath him, begging him to stop. How she much have felt, Tsukasa truly felt like a low-life. He needed to make this up to her somehow, but he couldn't think of a way. But whatever was going to happen, he couldn't stay on this island anymore.
