Chapter 4
As the days go by Piper slowly slips into familiar habits, it feels good. Get up, go to work, play some games, sleeping. The same thing over and over every day. She thinks quite a lot after she has settled down every night. Piper does not know much, but she has understood that she she is madly in love with Alex, and she has strong feelings for Larry. Piper feels she owes Larry to be who he thinks she is, but as the days go by Piper knows more and more, that she may never be that Piper again.
She's different now, she has lived for better or worse. And she has felt again, she felt a pain inside her that she had forgotten existed. The last time she had felt like that was when she sat on the plane home after leaving Alex. With Larry the pain was more like guilt pain, with Alex it was tearing her apart.
Now that Piper had gotten better she had been put on toilet duty again, as much as she hated it, it also felt a bit like making amends for some of her shit.
Piper has decided that she will not be with anyone right now, but no one could decide who or what she was thinking about when she went to bed every night. And she was often daydreaming a little, but were usually interrupted by Taystee crying out what she was lying there smiling about!? No horny business in my room! She could yell so loud Piper could feel her face turning red.
Piper had to smile thinking about Taystee her room mate. She does not say much Taystee, but it is a pain under there somewhere, Piper can see it.
Piper is as usual up early and going to the showers, she has just started to mop up when she hears steps. She turns and sees Alex, none of them know what to say. Alex mutters something about going to the toilet, and snaps into the stall with the door. Piper feels the blood rush in her ears. She was not waiting to see Alex here, as well as so close. She leans against the wall unsure of what to do. Just when she decides to go, Alex comes out. She looks at Piper and say; fuck you. Piper does not know what to say, but can't stop herself now that Alex is so close. She goes slowly over to Alex and puts her lips gently against hers, she feels Alex taking a deep breath, and pushing her tongue into Pipers mouth. They are like stuck together, like they can never get enough. Alex holds Piper so hard she can hardly breathe. Piper feels every cell in her body pulsating. Suddenly Alex tears them apart, she looks completely broken at Piper and then turns around and runs away.
Piper can literally feel her heart bleeding and breaking. In the same time she is so happy. She loves Alex ...
