Cate: hey guys sorrry for the extremely late update. My internet was being in Natsume's words Bitch.
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Ch. 4
Natsume pov.
Mikan was laying on me. Man why did I tell her to get off. Ugh, it felt to good. Dammit, Natsume get a hold of yourself its not like she is your girlfriend or something. I know she is quite attractive and all but you don't need these kind of distractions in your life. Remember you are darkness and she is light and you know what happens when light gets involved with darkness and travels to deep into the abyss it eventually goes out only to never shine again. You don't want her to get hurt, do you? You know it will cause you more pain to know it's your fault she no longer smiles those warm dense smiles of hers.
"Y-you are such a pervert!", she squeaked. Me being already annoyed from arguing with myself, stood up and pinned her down to the floor. "If you don't shut up and stop calling me a pervert, I'll show you what a pervert is. She gawked at me trembling slightly and nodded while she gulped nervously. I wasn't satisfied and not fully awake mentally leaned closer to her face so close that our breathes were able to mix with each other. Her face redden even more she started to hold her breathe. I was staring in her amber orbs admiring how they looked so bright and cozy compared to my rough crimson bloodstained eyes that were not as open and warm as hers.
"Na-nastume.." she finally attempted to stammer out. She slowly tries to sit up but I still had my grip on her wrist and my weight on her bottom half so she was still pinned by me and I couldn't help but constantly look at her plump pink lips and wonder what they would taste like and how they would feel like against mine. I also wonder How soft they would be. Slowly my body started rebelling against my will and my face started to become closer till they were just a inch apart. Just one sudden moment our lips would touch. My closes and my face moves and finally closes the gap between us. Once our lips met I felt something I didn't and still don't know how to subscribe. Like static electricity, no like I said its not describable how I felt when our lips met. I open my eyes to see her close her and kiss me back. This kiss started out innocent but eventually turned into a battle for dominance as our we started to explore each others mouth with our tongues but I refused to let her have her way. We ended our kiss just to let our lungs get much needed oxygen so we could function properly. I finally let her up and she glanced at me and blushed and looked away. I smirked when I saw her cross her legs and fidget slightly annoyed and something else. I don't really know why I kissed her, or why it felt so extremely good. All I could comprehend was I wanted to do that again.
Even after I took a shower to completely calm myself the image of her eyes slightly open and her mouth parted slightly letting me nibble and suck the outer part of her soft lips. Dang it! This isn't like me at all I never savor so type of things and burn it into my memory. So why is it happening now? I felt annoyed that of all the people I have kissed she is the only one I remember the most. I groaned as I saw her laying on the bed her hair damp and she was fast asleep looking so innocent, her shirt clung to her body for seems dear life, her pants would've been better if she turned them into shorts for all the holes in them were so bad that half her pants leg on one side barely below the start of her thigh the pants leg was only holding on by a stitch. I walked to the door and went outside for some much needed air. I decided I need to stay away from her as much I as my body will allow me to.
