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Blinding lights. My body aches so bad. My memory is so fuzzy. Some one's yelling and I flinch. Opening my ears to the screams, I listen.
"Naruto! Can you hear me?! Naruto!" A girl was screaming at me, who was she? Pink hair, and emerald eyes. She seems so familiar bUT I can't seem to remeMber... She was shaking my arm, tear spilling over her rosy cheeks.
I look around the room, ignoring the girl. A boy. Sitting in the corner, hands covering his face. He's crying too. I know him... ah, that's right. I love him... I felt a smile formed over my face. Sasuke...
"S...Sa.." The boy looked up at me, showing beautiful onyx eyes. I reach out to him and he launches out of his chair but my arms fails as I remember...
"You ARE USELESS! You are a DEMON! A DEMON I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH!"
Tears form and fall from my eyes. He stops, mid walk. My body seems to be in a trance, only wanting to move when needs be. My face is wet now, tears dripping onto the floor. The girl isn't shaking my arm anymore, or is she? I can't feel it anymore.
The boys eyes are locked with mine. His features set in a soft sadness. I look down at my body. It hurts. What happened? My feet are numb. I try wiggling them but they still don't move.
The boy sits next to me, reaching for my arm hanging off the side of the bed. I want to move my arm, but he grbas it and holds it tight. Warmth spread throughout my body, filling me with happiness but the sorrow of his touch is overwhelming it's painful. It's cold.
"S-Sas...uke..It..'s s-so...cold-d..." I breathe. My body is so heavy. I look at the ceiling. Pain washing over my body is waves. My breathing becomes ragged, it's hard to breathe. It's hard to move.
"Naruto... Im sorry, please. Please forgive me!" He cries more into my hand. More tears fall, I can't move. Blackness creeps in from the corner of my sight. I was dying. I love you, Sasuke. More than you could every imagine. If only... If only I had the time to show you, how much I love you. IU did this to myself didn't I? Hearing my own breath hitch, I used the last of my strength to say my last words to Sasuke.
"Sasuke... I...I love... you, so... so much...I for...give..you...Pl.. ... .g.e.t...what...happened...and...li..ve..s..t.r.o...n..g..." The last of the air rushed out of my lungs. I'm so numb. The pain is gone too. It's really peaceful.
I close my eyes. A sad smile. It's all I could preform. I hope he see's, how much he means to me.
I'm gone.
I sat there. Tears falling over my face. I stand up on shaking legs...
"No..." Is all I could say. I shake Naruto but he's cold. Ice to the fire. I bite my lip. All My fault isn't it? Clenching my fists I ran out of the room. Sakura was only standing there. Slowly sliding to the floor. Sobbing for the lost.
I ran home. In many of my days, I have never ran home in such a hurry. I collapsed in bed. Crying. I though of his last words.
"I will try, Naruto... I will try..." My eyes closed and I fell into the worst sleep full of nightmares come true.
ONE YEAR LATER.
Naruto's funeral. I slowly walked up to the stone, where Naruto lay, six feet below.
"Hey, Naruto. I, umm.., brought sunflowers, because um.., you know when we used to go on missions together and we ran through the fields of Sunflowers? That was the first time I saw you smile at me. A pure smile. I will remember that, for the rest of my life Naruto. I wish I have the bravery back then, to tell you the thing I wanted to tell you the most. But I said the wrong words. Witch made you kill yourself. By my words, you died."
I bent down, gulping, holding back tear and placed the bundle of sunflowers on his grave. Turning to leave, I whispered.
"I love you, Naruto."
THE END!
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