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I know my chapters are short and I apologize I was going to make chapter 4 longer but my show came on at 7 so I had to get off and my dad got on so here's another chapter.
Chapter 4
After I saw josh I went back up to my dorm and laid on my bed. Why was he apologizing? He didn't make any of that stuff happen. None of this was his fault. I rubbed my forehead trying to think of what was going to happen. Would me and josh ever get back together? I didn't know what to think.
My alarm went off at 7 telling me it was time for school. Great. I sighed and got up. I heard Noelle and constance and the rest of the billings girls waiting outside for me.
"Hey you guys sorry I'm late." I said falling into step with them.
"Your ten minutes late reed." Noelle said glaring at me.
"I'm sorry I had a rough night." I told her.
She sighed and shook her head. Noelle was so hard to get through too. I saw sawyer walking towards us with gage at his side.
"Hey reed." sawyer said and gage rolled his eyes.
I punched gage in the arm and gave sawyer my best smile.
"Hey sawyer." I said and fell into step with him and Noelle.
"So Sawyer who are you going to legacy with?" Noelle asked giving him her most intriguing smile.
"I don't know. I haven tasked anyone yet." he told her.
"Well you better hurry legacy's tomorrow." Noelle said.
"Yeah I know." Sawyer said.
I sighed this was going to be a long week.
"So reed are you going to legacy?" Sawyer asked me.
I glanced at Noelle. She smiled and flipped her hair. She did not tell sawyer I was going alone. I glared at her.
"Yeah I am." I told sawyer.
"Great." he said his face breaking into a smile.
"I know." I said.
I looked up at him and saw josh walking right by glancing at us suspiciously.
I felt a pang in my heart and I felt weak at the knees. No he loved ivy not me. He said so himself. Did he still love me? Was it possible? I still loved him. But that was the ting it didn't matter how many time I told myself I loved him things never changed. it could be like one day me and josh are okay and the next were fighting. It didn't make any sense.
I decided I was going to put that out of my mind for one day. One day where I could just be me and not worry about josh or anything.
I walked into the cafeteria with the billings girls and sawyer and gage. We took our table and got up to get food. Constance walked with me up to the line.
"Hey so what's up with you and sawyer?" she asked.
"Nothing does it seem like something's going on?" I asked her
"No I just thought you know maybe you and sawyer liked each other." she said.
"Oh. No." I said.
"Okay." she said.
"I cant wait until legacy." I heard ivy say to josh giggling.
I bit my lip to keep from turning around and giving her a piece of my mind.
"I know." Josh said.
"Its going to be so great." ivy said wrapping her arms around Josh.
"Yeah it will." he said glancing up at me.
"I cant wait to see what your wearing." ivy said.
"You'll just have to wait until tomorrow night." he told her.
I turned my attention back to constance.
She looked at me sympathetically and she gave me a hug knowing I needed it.
Maybe everything was going to be okay after all.
I looked at constance as we passed through the line.
"Everything is going to be fine." she said giving me a reassuring smile.
"I hope your right." I told her.
We got our food and went back to the billings table and we talked until the end of lunch.
"I'll see you guys later." I told Noelle and them.
I walked out the back way and went to go to class wehen I ran right into josh and ivy kissing.
I bit my lip really hard and kept walking trying to avoid them but Josh jumped away so quickly I thought I missed it
I picked up my pace. Was this ever going to end? Hopefully.
