A/N: Sorry that the first paragraph is so long. I wanted to keep that all together.
Coming Home
Sharon's in a state of happiness that she may have never before reached. She knew Brenda had been planning a date for them for this weekend, but she wasn't aware that it was going to be the ultimate date for them. When they arrived at the restaurant the familiar red doors were the first thing she noticed. She and Brenda had their first kiss in front of those doors on the night of their first date. Earlier in the night they had dinner there, the exact same dishes they had years ago, which Sharon was surprised Brenda remembered. The restaurant, which was very important to them both, was the beginning of the date, but Sharon didn't know that it wouldn't be ending there like it did the first time. After an amazing dinner, they ended up at the beach close to Sharon's house, the two of them walking on the boardwalk, hand in hand, reminiscing all the times they'd done exactly what they were doing at the moment. After sharing many kisses and whispered words, they made their way back to Sharon's house. Sharon thought the night was over, well, the date part at least because she was going to ask Brenda to come in. But when Sharon unlocked her door and noticed the candles around the living room she was speechless. Brenda smiled at her and sent a silent prayer that the girls were able to get out of the house before they made it back. The night continued with wine and kisses for a while, but then Brenda told her that they were going to watch a movie. The movie turned out to be a movie they had over-watched during their relationship, and one Sharon hadn't seen in over a year because of that reason. They cuddled up in the living room, watching the movie as Brenda fed Sharon Goldfish – which was honestly one of her favorite parts of the night – and when the movie finally ended Brenda said that wasn't it. Sharon, who honestly was ready to give this woman her heart all over again, didn't know what else she could possibly have up her sleeve. Brenda disappeared into the back of the house, which Sharon soon figured out is where she was storing her things, and she came back out with a stuffed animal. At first, Sharon didn't recognize it, but then she remembered when she and Brenda went to New York and they visited Coney Island. Sharon had won it for the blonde after many attempts at one of those stupid carnival games. Sharon couldn't help smiling widely as she remembered the day and then realized the whole night was about her remembering the times when they were happiest. Now, Sharon lies on her bed with a still clothed Brenda, the two of them kissing passionately and she's never felt this amount of happiness before.
Brenda rolls them over so she's flat against Sharon's body. Sharon smiles up at her, her eyes crinkling adorably. Brenda hums happily as she kisses Sharon's forehead, which earns her one of those hums that Sharon makes that always sends a shiver down her spine. She kisses over each of her eyelids, which makes Sharon's heartbeat increase against her. She kisses the tip of the nose she loves so much, which makes Sharon crinkle it, giggling softly. Brenda's smile grows as she does it again, making Sharon's giggles increase. Brenda kisses one cheek and the other, looking into Sharon's eyes as she finally opens them back. Brenda presses her lips to Sharon's chin, making Sharon lick her lips. Finally, Brenda brings her lips to Sharon's, kissing them softly and quickly. Sharon hums, eliciting a soft moan to come from the blonde's throat.
Sharon brings her hand to Brenda's face, cradling it in her hand as she looks into her eyes. "I'm ready," she whispers sweetly.
"Ready?" Brenda repeats, confused.
Sharon nods, smiling, finding Brenda completely adorable when she has that confused look in her eyes. "I love you," Sharon whispers, pulling Brenda down to her. She kisses the blonde's lips softly. "I've never loved anyone else completely and unconditionally like I do with you. We can't make the past go away, but that doesn't mean I should continue to dwell on those past mistakes. You've often said that you think I'm your other half, and I know I always laugh at you for saying things like that, but I think I finally see it." Sharon sighs. "Honey, I'm only me when I'm with you and that's because you are also myother half. I need you to be complete."
"I've been waitin' so long to hear that," Brenda breathes, smiling softly.
Sharon brushes her lips against Brenda's soft lips and then hums in her throat. She feels like a weight has been lifted off her shoulders. She sighs into the kiss, letting Brenda open her mouth with her lips. It feels so good, the heat radiating from one body to the other, the connection between them that they have, and most importantly the love they share. Sharon slides her hands down Brenda's back, resting right above the swell of her ass. Brenda moans into her mouth and Sharon feels a rush of arousal move through her body. It's been too long since she's had sex – a little over two months. But she's not ready for that yet. She's sure of what she has with Brenda, sure of what they will always have, but it seems like they should wait until they cross that final line.
Brenda breaks the kiss, her lips moving down Sharon's jaw, causing the older woman to groan, head rolling back, neck exposing. Brenda happily moves her mouth to that sensitive spot on Sharon's neck, the one that never fails to make the older woman quiver uncontrollably. Brenda sucks the spot, her lips soft, but sure of themselves, knowing exactly what response she'll be getting. Brenda moans when she hears that deep guttural sound and she feels the woman's thighs against her own. Brenda misses this – the feeling of the other woman's body, being able to touch the other woman, having her under her own body, and being able to let her lips explore her body again. Brenda moves down Sharon's chest, hot kisses being placed on lightly freckled skin until she reaches the material of Sharon's dress. Brenda moves her dress to the side, her lips kissing the side of her breast.
"Honey," Sharon whispers, making Brenda look up at her. She takes a deep breath, closing her eyes. "I think we should wait," she whispers.
Brenda doesn't say anything at first, looking at Sharon, but then she rolls off her body, lying on her back. "Wait?" Brenda asks, not sure how she can possibly wait when she's been waiting for more than a year.
Sharon keeps her eyes closed, her chest rising and falling quickly, willing her body to calm down. She can feel her nipples hardening against the fabric of her bra and she's wet, uncomfortably wet, but she still thinks that waiting is best, but she can hear in Brenda's voice that she doesn't want to wait. She finally sits up, leaning against the upholstered headboard, looking down at Brenda. "What's the rush?"
"Seriously?" Brenda asks, eyes big. "How 'bout the fact that it's been forever since we've had sex together?" Brenda groans, not upset, just really horny.
"You said I was worth the wait," Sharon reminds her, almost sounding sad.
Brenda rolls over onto her stomach, her head resting on Sharon's leg. "You are," she whispers.
"Then what's the problem?" Sharon shivers when she feels Brenda's lips starting to press kisses on her leg and she doesn't think she's ever felt so much pleasure simply from Brenda's lips on her leg. She closes her eyes, holding back a moan.
"See, you want me," Brenda points out in a purr, her tongue sliding up the length of Sharon's leg. Sharon shakes her head, unable to speak because the only thing that would come out of her mouth is a moan. Brenda pouts as she slides her hand up Sharon's leg, up her inner thigh, stopping where her dress is. "Let me take care of your needs, baby."
Sharon lets the moan out, knowing that it was useless trying to hold it in. "Brenda," she whispers weakly, her arousal trying to control her actions. "I want to do this right," she tells her, her voice not as strong as she'd like it to be. "And I think doing it right means waiting."
Brenda groans again, moving away from Sharon. "Fine," she huffs, her own arousal seeming to increase now that she knows her needs won't be taken care of by Sharon. "Can I at least stay the night?"
Sharon moves over to Brenda, draping her body over Brenda's. "You're always welcomed here, you know that." Brenda doesn't look at her, but she can tell Brenda's not really mad at her. She leans down and kisses the spot behind Brenda's ear. "Just because we aren't going to have sex yet, doesn't mean there aren't other things we can't do," she purrs.
Brenda moans. "Like?" Brenda asks in another moan.
"This," she whispers as she kisses behind her ear again. "This," she says, placing kisses across her jawline. "This," she goes on, nipping at Brenda's chin, hearing her moan again. "Of course we can do this," she husks, her tongue sliding across her jawline, making Brenda turn so she can reach her ear.
"No," Brenda whimpers as Sharon's tongue dips into her ear, but Sharon doesn't stop. "Oh God," she moans, melting into goo. Damn that woman and knowing exactly the right spots to turn her on. No, damn her for purposely doing it when she doesn't plan to put out the fire she's starting.
Sharon moans against her ear, her hot breath caressing it. "I can still whisper in your ear like you like," she whispers. "Tell you how hot this is making me," she goes on, unable to control the urge to be the tease Brenda always makes her. "I can tell you how wet I am right now and how I'm throbbing inside-"
"Please," Brenda moans, that woman's silky smooth voice, saying things to her that are making painfully arousing images in her mind is going to make her implode.
Sharon smirks, kissing her way to Brenda's open mouth. She sucks the woman's pouty bottom lip into her mouth, sucking it and letting her teeth graze it as they both let out soft moans. She licks her way into Brenda's already open mouth, letting her tongue tease every sensitive spot she's already discovered and explored many times before. She feels Brenda's hands gripping her back as she gives herself to her fully. Sharon kisses her breathless, making her moan into her mouth. Sharon pulls back, licking her lips.
"We can do lots of that, too," she purrs.
"But all of that makes me want to do so much more," Brenda breathes, her blood pumping through her body at record speed.
"That's what makes it so much more fun," she husks. She moves her head down so she can rest her head on Brenda's chest, feeling her heart race.
Brenda lets out a shaky breath. "You're such a tease," Brenda whines, but she smiles, running her fingers through Sharon's hair.
Sharon smiles. "But you still love me," she says cutely.
"With all my heart," she whispers.
"As do I," she tells her, turning her head and placing a kiss over the place where Brenda's heart lies.
Brenda sighs happily, smiling widely. It feels like she's finally coming home.
Sharon places another soft kiss in the same spot. Sharon feels like she's coming home too because her home is a place in Brenda's heart.
The End. (For Now)
There will be another story to follow this at some point with lots of M rated-ness.
