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Ugh, waking up's a drag. Ugh dammit, I felt like I've been to this party, then again, I don't drink. Is it early in the morning?
"Finn! Time to eat your food, you don't want to be late for school! ….again." Mom added right after she yelled.
I got up, and dressed as fast as I could, running around to look for my shoes, I found them under the bed and I put them on without fitting the heel in, I ran up to the dining hall & sat on the table within a span of 93 seconds.
"Jeez, Finn, running for the whole record? You never cease to amuse me, Finn. Now, try to finish these, if you can. Now that would be a world record. Hahaha." She giggled away.
"Now, Finn, I'll be out. Don't skip school or I'm confiscating your Halo game & giving it to your cousins."
"Yyeaah mom, sure will."
After eating I head out to school. Yep, definitely the best day ever. Just the best, how normal can this get? Oh, crap! I forgot to ask what day it is today. I just have to get to school fast and ask someone what day it is today. I just completely forgot. I feel dead anyway, just kill me and I will be frankenteen.
The fluff of snow falling should tell Figgins, "We are starting our break today, not tomorrow, but today." I could sure use the stupid break right now, to be.. with Kurt or something, you know, not as in an intimate way, not that I.. you know want to do something to him in a way that.. you know in a way, that in a way that in a way.. wait, what was I talking about? Right! I don't want to hang out with him in an intimate way, but you know, a brotherly way, to know him better, so I can have sex with him or something and feel good about it.
Wait, what?
I absolutely don't know what I was talking about there, don't judge me, wait I'm supposed to forget about that, yeah, definitely, forget about that. Whatever you heard, just shut it. Who am I even talking to?
"Just calm down, Finn. Nothing serious, just.. calm down, it's just Kurt, your brother, your stepbrother, don't…think of him that way, yeah."
"Finn, who are you talking to? Are you finally realizing you're in fact crazy without me, Rachel Berry, who broke up with you? And you finally urge to get back with me, Rachel Berry, who still broke up with you?" Rachel popped in.
"First of all, I broke up with you, Rachel. Not you, next, I was just… thinking to myself, don't you think to yourself, unless you don't think." I replied in a very victorious manner leaving Rachel melt by the bone. I don't genuinely hate her, just wish she'd turn into a person for once.
"Fine, I have no use for this anyway." She stormed away.
"WAIT!" I yelled for her to come back.
"AHA! SO THIS IS A PLAN FOR US TO GET BACK!"
"No, Rachel! Since you're practically the nearest person near me, I want to ask you what the time is?"
"It's almost glee." She attempted to walk away.
"And the date?"
"Finn, are you okay? Did I break up with you that hard?"
"RACHEL, I broke up with you, just leave it behind." I was about to growl her away.
"Fine, fine, it's December 21. Now get to glee, I'm always first."
Slowly, I walked, once again thinking to myself. I miss Kurt, where was he today? I thought he started living with, or at least started to have a break with us about a day ago, but where is he? I didn't see him today.
"Just calm down, Kurt's somewhere fine anyway, just.. calm, Kurt, your brother, yeah, not your… boy..fri-"
"Finn, there you are!" Mercedes called.
She didn't seem as happy or as prissy as Kurt, well she isn't as prissy as Kurt, but she's prissy, like Kurt. It actually looked like she's cried last night, I still see tear stains, or did she cry this morning?
"You ready to tell the news to glee, later?" she said sniffing.
"Tell what?" What?
"Don't you remember? Come on, you must be that sad. Come, let's walk." We walked to glee club together, Mercedes went in front of the piano while everybody including I sat down.
Mr. Schue came in checking his papers and calling Mercedes, "Mercedes, I will not give you a solo so please sit—"
"Mr. Schue, this has got to be way more important than these solos. I have a very important, heartbreaking , statement to make in here."
"You seem right about it, you even looked like you've cried for 10 days."
"Whatever. Anyway guys, it's hard to say this.." she started to sob, sob as hard as she could, Mr. Schue quickly went to her to comfort her, pat & rub her back.
"Oh, damn no, don't tell me she's pregna—" Santana interrupted.
But she was once again interrupted by Mercedes, "Kurt's gone."
Gone? Gone? What do you mean by gone? He is gone, yeah from New Directions. Yeah, she meant that, not..gone.
Everybody stared at her in silence, shock, surprise, mixed feelings like a negative smoothie just spilled around the room, Santana, dropping her nail file, Brittany, Tina placing their hands on their mouths, Rachel.. opening her mouth, and I, losing my mind definitely. Kurt's not gone! He's not!
"Kurt's not gone, he's not gone! He couldn't be!" Artie protested.
"Mercedes, is this true? Death is not a joke, please don't jo—" Mr. Schue told Mercedes.
"Mr. Schue, please understand, this is not a joke, I heard it from Finn's parents, Burt, Kurt's father to be honest, he died in an accident just lately, so much for Christmas."
Holy shit.
