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I am so sorry for the late update! I've just been so busy with work and when I come home I am just to tired to write but now I finally finished this chapter and I hope you will like it!

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CHAPTER FOUR - LUKE

Jocelyn's POV

Late October

It's almost midnight and she hasn't called yet so I decide to take up the phone and call her myself.

"Hey mum" I hear her voice say in excitement.

"Hello angel, how are you?" I ask and lay down on the bed.

"I'm alright, I'm just still a little shaken after what happened with Marie and her parents, even though it happened a week ago". I hear her voice fading a little. Clary takes everything that happens around her so personal, she is a little bit emotional person. But I can't blame her, she liked that girl a lot.

"Oh sweetie, I am so sorry for what happened. That poor girl and her parents, oh lord I hope they will find whoever did this" it sickens me that I have to lie to my daughter, I do not like it but the truth itself is far more dangerous than the lie.

"Yeah I do hope so… mum?" I can hear that she has something important to share with me so I sit up again.

"Yes angel, what is it?",

"I umm…. I've been having these strange nightmares every now and then. And it is always the same one. It´s like I am always on this countryside, I do not know where but I've been there before. And there is this mansion on a big meadow and I also recognize it but I don't know from where…" I know immediately what she is talking about, and it frightens me. "…and when I enter I can smell your sweet perfume in the air but at the same time I sense fear. It is driving me crazy that everything in this dream is recognizable to me, but I do not know why" she finishes.

A flashback of memories takes me back to that house and I can smell the fresh paint on the living room walls that I had just finished painting.

"It looks lovely…" Luke says as he enters the room. He walks up to me and takes the painting brush from my hand, "…but a pregnant woman should not paint an entire room all by herself, and that you know very well". I know he's right, I should not put any more stress on me then there already is. "I know, I just thought that when this baby comes out in four months it would not have to see those hideous walls that where here before I painted over them" I tell him and take the brush back and put it on a stack of newspapers. "Have you two decided any names yet?" he asks as we take a seat on the red couch Luke gave us for our wedding. "Well we're thinking about perhaps Maryse because she has asked us…" we laugh a little and then I tell him the other name we were thinking about. "Clarissa, little Clary. You know, I like that name" he tells me and rubs my shoulder friendly.

"Mum?" I hear Clary say on the other end of the line and I'm taken back to present time.

"Sorry sweetie, I zoned out a little bit. But try not to think too much of these nightmares you have. They will pass, I promise you okay?" I convince her.

"Alright mum. Thank you for listening to me" she says and I imagine her smile on the other end.

"Of course angel, I will hear from you again in a couple of day's right? I ask her.

"Yes mum, maybe I will hear you again tomorrow. Who knows?" she says with a little bit of sarcasm.

"Nighty night"

"Night mum" she says and then she hangs up.

I look at the phone for a while and then I decide to call him. I haven't heard from him in years so maybe it is time to call him. The 'peep' comes and I get a little bit scared, "what if he has a girlfriend now, or is dead or something" I think to myself but then someone answers.

"Hello, do you know what time it is?" a sleepy person asks on the other line. I would recognize that voice from far away.

"Luke" I say and hope for a response.

"Jocelyn? Is that you?" he says cheeringly.

"Yes, it is me. Are you somewhere nearby? Could you come over?" I ask him, "It is urgent".

Luckily for me he tells me that he is in London for the weekend visiting some friends and could be here in an hour. "Thank you Luke, I appreciate it" I tell him and hang up the phone. After an hour has passed I look out the window to see if I could spot him somewhere nearby but there is no sign of him. But then I see two men walking on the street that I do not recognize at first but when they come closer and closer I recognize them and my heart skips a beat, "Shit".

I hurry out to the backyard and then I start running. "They are not going to get me, HE will not get me this time or ever" I think to myself as I run away from my house. I look behind me and I see that they are not following me, "maybe they did not notice me" but when I turn my head to look straight forward I run into something, or someone. I fall back and big cold hands grab me by the neck and push me up from the ground.

"Well hello Jocelyn" I hear Pangborn say from behind me with his hideous hands on the back of my neck.

I don´t answer them but I can tell that they aren´t expecting me too answer. Blackwell takes a step near me and spits on the ground,

"you filthy whore. How could you abandon our leader? And bearing his child?" he spits out.

And then I feel a sudden rush of pain and cold as he slaps me across my face. I spit some blood on the ground and turn my head up, I am not going to break in front of them.

"You know Jocelyn, we weren´t supposed to come here but HE wanted us to go get you before we picked up your daughter. He want´s and hopes to have a lovely reunion the whole family together" Blackwell says and by those words I look him straight in the eyes with fear,

"they have found Clary?".

"To answer your unspoken question, yes, we have found Clarissa. Her friend Marie just could not keep her mouth shut about it" Pangborn says from behind me and I can feel the cold sarcasm in his voice as he talks about Marie, they know they killed her and they do not regret it one bit.

As I am about to say something I hear a growl in the dark behind Blackwell. They seemed to hear it too as they stiffen a little bit and Blackwell turns around. Then suddenly a big dark grey wolf comes out from the dark and he growls again, but not at me. I have never really seen Luke in his wolf form before, but I immediately knew it was him.

"A werewolf getting involved in Shadowhunter business, not very smart I must say" Blackborn says, "but then again, werewolf aren't very smart at all so it really does not surprise me" he continues and laughs at Luke.

Luke continues to circle us and growl at Pangborn and Blackwell. I suddenly hear a little 'click' sound behind me and by the sound it probably is a little knife. Pangborn lets go of my neck and is about to go at Luke when we hear another growl from the darkness behind us. Pangborn steps back and gives Blackwell a look.

"We may not be able to capture you right now because of your little dum wolves…" Luke growls louder at that, "…but we are coming for your daughter and I know you won´t let her go alone to him. I know you will join her sooner or later" Blackwell says as he and Pangborn step into the darkness away from me and Luke (and the other wolf).

"I will never surrender to Valentine" I hiss at them.

Then they disappear but I do not feel relieve at all. They are coming for Clarissa, Valentine is coming for her, and the thought of that makes the hair on my body unpleasantly rise up.


There it is, I wanted this chapter to be solely Jocelyn´s POV, how did you like it? I have no work for the next couple of days so be prepared for the next update very soon! XOXO

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pps. sorry for the short chapter, I did not reallt get much time to write it :(