Disclaimer: Nothing familiar belongs to me.

Pre A/N: When it comes to a character like John, it's nice to see him do things like outright smile because it really is rare when he does. Also, I can't help but smile along with him like Carter in Baby Blue. That was such a sweet scene.

Status: Together


Chapter 4 - Smiling

It all felt surreal. Joss thought it was another one of her pleasant dreams as she was currently in front of her door with John's lips over hers. Such a simple gesture and yet this was probably what she enjoyed most about their relationship. It just felt like he was pouring all of his unspoken feelings into whatever he did, whether it would be a tender trace of the cheek or a deeply passionate kiss.

It was no different this time. When they finally pulled away due to the lack of air, Joss noticed a full smile on his face. It was quite the sight compared to his smirks that she would witness more than once. She couldn't believe it but the smile made John look even more handsome if that was possible. "How come you don't smile more John? It suits you."

His smile grew wider at the question. John knew it was coming because he only really reserved smiles for those closest to him that he trusted the most. This one was because of how much his heart swell whenever he kissed Joss. He truly felt like a lucky man, not only to have her in his life but to be given the opportunity to be in a romantic relationship with her. John never thought it would happen and yet here he was giving her a kiss goodnight. It felt good, no that word was inadequate for how he would describe all the feelings running through him when he kissed her tonight.

It was different compared to others. There was something that clicked in his head tonight that brought this smile. "I don't find lots of things to smile about Joss" he explained with a somber look. "Being with you lets me remember how to be happy. Kara wasn't a fan of me being overly emotional while working."

Joss pushed down the quickly rising anger, just grateful that it was all in the past. "Well don't hide it from me John. I like it and I don't see it enough." She wanted to see the John that was in that photo she found in New Rochelle. "So I'll see you at the diner tomorrow?" She asked, taking out her keys to unlock her door.

"Same time, I'll buy breakfast." John offered. One thing that he enjoyed doing was treating her, even if it was something as small as a coffee with pancakes. He knew that he didn't have to. Joss had reminded him more than once about her independence and that was one of his favorite features about her. He admired the strength she possessed that came from overcoming so many hardships.

Once they agreed, Joss opened the door and stepped inside, her heart aching over the separation. "That's fine. Good night John." The smile was back, almost like he was practicing her earlier request and Joss found that she really did enjoy it.

"Sweet dreams Joss." John waited until the door was closed and the locks were done before heading home.