Tuesday December 7 8:16 pm
It has been a while since I have posted anything. I am just so damn tired to anything lately! I don't know how i'll ever survive in the real world when I am still in school where the stress level seems to be a the minimum. I don't have to pay bills, I am not married, I don't have to work 12 hour shifts, I don't have any kids to take care of and so much more.
I have a huge muscle anatomy test in two days that I know I am going to fail. That's one thing I'm stressed about. People are constantly pissing me off because I am getting my period soon. My mom accidentally waxed off almost all my eyebrows and now I have to draw them on every morning to add to my daily routine. And to top it all off, one of my best guy friends has confessed his feelings for me and wants more but I don't.
Now I know it sounds like I am complaining but I can't help it. But what mostly is stressing out is my guy friend. How come every time I try to have a best friend that is a guy they end up falling for me? I mean they've had tons of friends that were girls before me and they didn't have any feelings for them! My mom and my friends all agree that my theme song should be "Oops I did it again." If you don't remember the lyrics look them up.
Btw I loved New Moon. SPOILER ALERT DON'T READ UNLESS YOU WANT IT TO BE RUINED! The end was different but I actually liked it. I think the book should have ended this way to keep us hanging for the third one, even though the original version did that already. LOL! But I mostly loved that is was so much like the book. I actually liked the movie new moon more than the twilight movie rather then the other way around because they folloewd the book really well. In the twilight movie they added too much like the green house scene, they screwed up the part where Bella finds out what the Cullens really are and a lot more. But I am glad that they added the fight scene. How could you not show the fight scene in a movie? LOL!
Besides twilight things have changed in my life besides one of my best guy friends liking me... again. My uncle by blood cheated on his horrible wife that wouldn't let him see my mom and my other aunt because she didn't like them. how stupid is that right? He told me the reason why bluntly and it was "I don't like my wife anymore." Which is understandable but still no excuse. I don't know whether or not to be mad at him or not. I mean what he did was very horrible but we all hated his wife so much that we are kind of happy for him to be away from her. He is now living with my step dad mom and I. He has enough money to pay some of the rent since he has a good paying job.
I just wish sometimes I didn't move out with my dad because it didn't make my life any better moving in with my mom but mostly i don't regret it. I sleep better and i escaped the people that influenced me to make bad descisions. But I guess I can't be completely happy anywhere. Well that's life.