Oooh, my first lemon, i was sweating writting this. Please be nice it was a learning experience for me :L I'm not sure what episode or where in the manga the flashback occurs but it isn't word for word. I'm happy i have this chapter up, tell me what you think! I do not own any of the characters or Junjou Romantica itself. Apologies for any spelling or grammer mistakes.

Usami was greeted with a pillow colliding with his face.

"What was that for?"

"You know what!" Misaki reached for another pillow and shoved it on top of his face, he didn't know whether he was hiding his anger of trying to hide Usami from his sight.

Usami sat on the corner of the bed, alarmed that if he came to close he would be assaulted with another pillow. Right now he wanted to get to the bottom of Misaki's strange behaviour not have a full on war with pillows.

"Misaki please talk too me, what have I done wrong?"

"Why did you have to lie? I'd understand if you didn't love me, you didn't have too talk around my back about it and make me feel like a complete idiot."

"What the hell are you talking about?"

"You and my brother! You thought I wouldn't find out"

"But there is nothing going on, where did you get the idea something was?"

"He's always around you! You guys are always talking it. It sounds like your keeping a secret" Misaki shouted through the pillow which was lodged on top of his face.

Usami sighed, he didn't want to tell Misaki just yet, but he didn't have much of a choice right now, he didn't want Misaki to get the wrong idea about him. Usami loved him too much to bring bad thoughts into his head.

"Okay. I'll tell you what's going on" Usami said taking his pack of cigarettes from his pocket.

Misaki sat up, eager to finally hear the truth, though he didn't know he wanted to hear it but it was best he heard it now than later.

"Well your holidays are coming up, I wanted to do something special.." Usami put the cigarette and put a lighter to the end. "I don't know if you remember but I while ago I promised I'd take you somewhere you'd love to go" Usami blew the smoke out.

"Eh?" Misaki was working his brain wheels to try and remember. He went through countless of times he spent and talking with Usami. Finally one very specific memory crossed him mind – their first date.

They were both sat in a fancy restaurant, everything seemed so amazing, the food, the waiters, everything. "so what's England like?" Misaki said cutting up his steak. "I'll take you sometime" Usami said swirling the wine around his glass. "Ehhhh! Really? I would love to go!" Misaki couldn't contain his excitement he would love to visit Usami's childhood and explore different locations in the world. However, it was stupidly clear he wasn't going to go to England, he just didn't have the time or the money.

Stupid Usami would remember that conversation...They both sat it silence for a while. Misaki stared at the bed sheets. He felt so guilty for doubting Usami the guilt brewing up inside of him was unbearable he had to say something.

"Usami..."

"Hmm?" Usami took out his cigarette to listen to what his beloved had to say. He would be lying if he said he wasn't a little bit offended but it is understandable since Misaki witnessed how strong Usami felt for Takahiro.

"I'm sorry. I don't have any real experience with relationships, I don't really know how to make people happy or what to do, but I...love...you" Misaki mumbled, however Usami heard and a big smile adored his face. "Are we really going to England?" Misaki's voice contained a bit of excitement. "Of course we are, I don't go back on my word."

Miaski was blushing like a school girl. I'm so happy he did this for me he thought to himself.

"Misaki..."

Misaki looked up only for his lips to be met with Usami's ones. They both engaged in an intimate kiss, both lips now glistening. Usami thrust his tongue into Usami's mouth wanting to taste every inch of him. It felt like ages before they finally parted. Misaki had a tinted light blush covering his cheeks as his eyes were half closed with arousal and his lips glistening. Not much words are said during their 'intimate' moments together. Usami always proceeds to make the first move by slowly removing Misaki shirt first, softly kissing his lovers neck. Usami moves his lips to Misaki's chest where he slowly licks from the base of his neck all the way down to his navel painting a trail of kisses down the way.

"U-Usami..."

Usami just chuckles, loving how aroused his lover was becoming. Removing his own top he then proceeded to move Misaki's trousers doing it slow not to alarm the boy. Misaki still hadn't gotten used to making love. The only thing that was left was Misaki's boxers, however Usami doesn't take them off just yet. Leaving a trail of kisses along the waistband of Misaki boxers. Misaki could feel the heat rising more and more, never one to take the lead, Misaki sits there and become further frustrated. Slowly Usami removed Misaki's pants, revealing...quite a sight.

"...Were you that excited?" Misaki hides his face under the pillow. Stupid Usami, always knows how to embarrass me...Before Misaki could think any further on the matter, he felt something warm and quite wet wrap around him. He gasped at the sensation loosening his hold on the pillow. Misaki could feel Usami go up and down on him wrapping his tongue around him at the same time. "Ahhh..." Misaki squeezed the pillow tightly in his chest too ease some of the pressure he was feeling. Suddenly he felt Usami's mouth depart from his, a trail of salavia still connecting his mouth with Misaki's shaft.
"Misaki...look at me." Misaki was reluctant to let go but he did. Usami could see his face painted in a blush no one had ever seen him life this, this was the most vulnerable he'd ever be in his life. Usami smiled a little before going down too meet his lips. Misaki could feel Usami's tongue thrust in and out of his mouth, he couldn't help the moans escaping him from his mouth. Misaki could feel something prodding his entrance without warning Usami slid a slender finger in. Misaki broke the kiss "Why didn't you tell me?" "You become more tensed when I do." "A-h-h, basta-rd..." Misaki's eyes were shut so tight as one finger became two slowly but teasingly stretching him. He could feel the third finger making its way to join the others. He felt like crying from the pleasure. "Misaki, look at me..." "No...mmh..." Misaki was gripping onto Usami's chest he needed to be reassured he was still very much alive. Misaki then felt the fingers depart and something else prod his entrance. He looked up too see a smirking Usami, he quickly shut his eyes again due to the embarrassment of his lover staring at his face. Usami slowly and carefully pushed in. "Ahhhh..." It surprised Misaki how each and every time felt equally as good if not better. Each thrust Usami took brought them both closer to the edge. Sweat was rolling down each other back as moans filled the room.
"Mi-s-aki...I lov-e you" Usami said in between pants. "Oh...AH!" Usami could feel Misaki's release on his chest, it stuck to him like glue as his sweat mingled with it. Equally Misaki could feel Usami release himself into him, it was warm but comforting. Each layed there for a while both trying to regain their breath. It didn't matter that Misaki never said I love you back, because Usami felt that he loved him, all the little things count for a lot.

"Usami...When do we leave?"

"...tomorrow..."

"WHAT, why didn't you tell me!"
"It was a surprise" Suddenly Misaki could feel his cheeks burn not from being embarrassed but from pure and utter anger.

England eh, i wonder what they'll find :P