Hey Everyone!!! I am sooooooooo sorry for this very late update. And I know that I said I would update this story next weekend and I know that weekend pasted a long time ago but I became busy and had barely any spare time:( But when I did I was writing but I was also trying to keep my other two stories updated so they came first and now it is this stories turn. So I hope you enjoy this very late chapter:)
Oh and I noticed on my last chapter I wrote Kate when I meant Jane so just a little correction on that:)
Again I'm SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!
Disclaimers: Stephenie Meyer owns the characters!!!
Chapter 4
I looked into his golden eyes but even though they were no longer red I would still never forget them because they have haunted me ever since that night. I suddenly felt my shield falter and so I looked away from that damned angel and started to concentrate on the shield.
Suddenly Aro got up and went straight to the leader of their coven and embraced him while saying "Oh how I have missed your face here Carlisle." I was very surprised that Aro would so openly show this blond haired man, Carlisle, his feelings, for Aro was the type of vampire that wouldn't compromise his disposition as a Volturi so easily. I then focused on the shield again making sure that Aro was protected but not that man he was so friendly towards, I focused on the smallest details of Aros body so that when his skin touched that man my shield would be protecting only Aro.
I saw that everyone in Carlisle's coven tensed up as if they were afraid Aro would do something, which he probably is capable of doing but I doubt he would in this case. As Aro moved back to his seat I paid less attention to my shield and then looked at the damned angel once more. He had this confused look as he stared at Aro and I looked upon Aro's face and saw he had the look of amusement plastered on his face.
I then looked back at the damned angel as Aro addressed him "Is something wrong Edward?" Huh…so the name of this damned angel is Edward, now I know what name to blame for this miserable life. "It's nothing" the damned angel said with hidden curiosity behind his tone. His eyes soon caught mine and I was afraid to look into them because they reminded me of the day I died so I quickly looked back at Aro.
Aro looked at me and then I could see again he was focusing on my eyes which were coal black and then he looked at Jane who knew what he wanted, so she left the room and went to the hall where I knew Heidi was waiting as a tour guide for a group of unsuspecting travelers that didn't know that they would soon be on the menu.
A small group of tourists came into the small room and they all had the same look of suspicion in their eyes as they looked around the room and saw these strangely beautiful creatures. Then suddenly a woman with an American accent said "Demons!" as she pointed at a vampire with ruby red eyes. Soon many in the room attacked their prey except me, I stayed where I was keeping my shield around Aro and letting it slip off the other Voultri as they went their separate ways to devour their meal.
I stayed there and to my surprise I also saw Carlisle's coven was also in place, though the larger male was restraining the pixie haired girls mate. I also saw Carlisle's mate look away as if in disgust or pity for the victims. Lastly I saw that the damned angel was staring at me as if he was expecting me to do something or was that curiosity in his eyes. I just stared into the eyes that have haunted my immortal existence. I didn't know why I needed to keep looking into them but I felt the need to look at this angel that took my life away, the very life I held with care and would do anything to get it back.
As I starred into his eyes my mind started to think about the life I could have had. I would have married Jacob and I know he would have made me extremely happy. I would have had a peaceful life with Jacob and it would have become even more beautiful once he gave me children. I imagined the many children that I would have had and I saw their beautiful copper faces with my deep chocolate brown eyes that I use to have and the wide grin there father would always have on his face.
I thought of the many days I still had to live and then I saw the eyes of the man who had taken all that away, all the possibilities and all my hopes and dreams. All of them ended that night when this wicked damned angel sunk his razor sharp teeth into my flesh. I then saw this beautiful creature in front of me as a disgusting monster and thought that he deserved all my hate and bitterness.
I was suddenly disrupted from my thoughts by Aro's hand on my wrist bringing me towards the visiting coven.
I then saw that around me the feeding frenzy was coming to an end. I looked at Aro with questioning eyes but he just dismissed them. He continued to bring me to the coven and then stopped once we were right in front to them.
He then looked at the damned angel and said "Edward this wonderful creature is why you have that puzzled expression on your face."
I started at the angel and saw that he was trying to search for something in my eyes but from the looks of his frustrated face he didn't find it. Aro then said "Interesting isn't it?"
Carlisle then gave the damned angel a puzzling look as if he was asking a question without words. He then said "I can't hear her thoughts or Aro's for that matter and when we came in I couldn't hear Marcus's or Caius's either but now I can."
With that remark I then remembered that I had forgotten to put the shield back up around them, so I did without even looking back for I could sense there auras. Then the damned angel said "never mind." Aro's face became amused again as he said "Yes Edward it is Bella who is doing this" as he looked upon my face. Again he said to me "you refused to feed again?" I just nodded and said "Aro may I leave please."
Aro gave me a questioning look but out of a soft spot he had for me, he dismissed me. I just kissed his hand and curtsied to our visitors which Aro loved because it made him look better. As I raised my eyes to the coven mine locked onto Edwards gaze and taking advantage of it I showed all my disgust and hatred to him through just my eyes alone as I had a pleasant smile on my face.
I walked out of the room gracefully but when I reached the hallway I felt my body go weak and I knew I was having another "fainting spell" I soon was leaning against the wall for support as I was trying to find my way back to my room but I soon collapsed onto the floor. But I felt someone's strong arms raise my limp form and carry me to my room. I looked into the face of my savior and smiled weakly as I said "Thank you, Felix."
I know I know it was kinda short but I honestly am very busy and tired and I didn't want my readers to become impacient with the update:) But I hope it gave you a better insight on what Bella is feeling now a days. I promise I will update as soon as possible but again I'm busy and that update might not come for a while:( Please be patient with me:)
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