"Did you let isobel pack my bag godric?" He looked at me smiling impishly "Well if I would have packed it I dont think you would have anything decent in there" I resisted the urge to scream counting to ten in my head "Godric there is nothing decent in here!" In the blink of an eye he was right next to me and peered into my suitcase, he looked at me with a mischievous glint in his eyes "Ill have to thank isobel later" He leaned closer to me, I could feel his breath tickling my neck as he started trailing kisses down and back up to my jaw line. Finally my lips captured his and it was like an explosion within my body. My nerves endings were going haywire. He kissed me expertly and gently but with a hunger and passion that I have never seen a person have.

I closed my eyes and threw my head back as he kissed my pulse point, when I opened my eyes I noticed he now had me up against the wall, I wrapped my legs around his waist feeling his arousal pressing into me, He kissed my pulse point again and I finally came undone. "Bite me" He tensed and looked at me, shock clear on his face "Are you sure min karlek you know what this will mean. With you having my blood in your system it will create an unbreakable bond between us, a bond that only death could sever. You already know all the other side effects he winked at me slyly. "I was ready to explode with the sexual tension I was experienceing. I knew at that moment this wasnt an act of lust. I knew that I loved godric, I loved him more than I had ever loved anything or anyone else, and at that moment I knew I wanted to be his forever. I looked up to see his fangs already out from the excitement of our position and gave him a mischievous smile. "I said bite me damnit" and then I shoved his face and fangs into my neck. It was a euphoria I was not expecting. It was every bit as pleasurable and I would expect sex to be. His hands roamed my body and caressed every part of me, as if commiting it to memory. When he finished he leaned down and looked me in the eyes and with the most sincere voice he whispered "Jag älskar dig min prinsessa"

Suddenly the dream shifted and I was laying in bed, godric on top of me, He was twirling his tongue around my erect nipples and kissing his way down my body, he slowly made his way past my navel trailing butterfly kisses across my pelvic bone. Finally with speed to fast for me to fallow he burried his face in my folds twirling his tongue and nibbling lightly causing me to arch my back involuntarily. He held my hips to hold me in place while he pleasured me. He slowly slid two fingers inside me and began pumping them in and out, making me moan his name in pleasure which elicited a growl from deep in his chest.

Finally I felt it coming the release i had been waiting for and started screaming for him to go faster, my moans turned from soft sighs to primal growls and screams for him not to stop, just before I released he stopped and before I could complain he was inside of me. And he was SO big. I gasped in surprise and he looked at me with eyes full of desire, lust, admiration, and a strong dose of love. He thrusted himself in and out of me at a pace no human could keep up wih causeing me to scream again as primitive as my earlier moans. Finally murmuring something in a language I dont know I felt him tense and thrust his head back as we reached our climax together. He looked at me and said "Auden its time to wake up now" I was confused, I am awake, Ive been awake this whole time I just had the best sex imaginable Im fully awake. He wouldnt listen though he just whispered one more time "Wake up"

I woke up with a start, 3 days grace blaring on my alarm clock. It was 7:15 pm, I had slept all day and I wasnt quite sure what to do today. I settled for calling sookie. The phone rang three times before she picked up. "Hey Aude good mornin'" Geez this girl is full of energy I wish I was that energetic in the morning. "Actually sook I was calling to see if you had anything in mind we could do tonight." She giggled and mentioned that she was going to that vampire bar Fangtasia. The cheesy one that Mr. Eric Northman owned. I almost said no but I needed to get out of the house desperately. Those dreams left me wondering and scared. I shouldnt be having those dreams. Hes dead. The bond is broken. "Aude are you still with me?" sookie broke me out of me reverie "Yeah I'm here, I'm in. what time are we leaving?" We leave at 8:00 so go get ready and we'll see you soon." I said my goodbyes and hung up the phone grabbing a towel and heading for the shower.

I opened my shower curtain and turned the water on full blast hot. As I stepped in I felt the hot water singe my back causing welts I felt a sick satisfaction knowing I could atleast feel something.. I could feel pain if nothing else. I couldnt feel happiness, atleast not truely. Depression passed long ago. Im not onto the numb stage. the stage where life or death doesnt matter. After sufficiently scrubbing myself rigurously. I imagine with their keen senses they can smell even the slightest body odor. After rinsing my hair and drying off I put on a layer of my dove deodorant. I walked to my underwear drawer and pulled out a matching red lace set, a 36D bra and a cute little thong. I walked to my closet and ruffled through my dresses I settled on a strapless purple dress that went to mid thigh. it was ruffled and had a sash look, the back had cuts that showed off my skin down to my tail bone (Pic on profile) I decided to pair it with a pair of 4inch black pumps. I curled my hair and did my makeup with a variety of purples and blues adding a cream shimmer to blend it in. my blush and shimmer on my cheek bones pulled the look together along with my lengthy thick eye lashes.

When I finally deemed myself presentable I made my way over to bills house where sookie asked me to meet her. As I walked up the steps I didnt even get a chance to knock when the door swung open revealing a tall skinny totally model worthy body vampire, She had bright red hair and seemed very bubbly and happy. "Hi there! Im Jessica Bills new progeny he just turned me not long ago so im just getting the hang out all this but I wont eat you I promise even though you do smell delicious bill commanded me not to eat anyone and I have to follow orders cause hes my maker and if I dont I get this sick feeling in the" Luckily I was saved from the rambling by bill himself he told jessica to go see hoyt her apparent new boyfriend and watch a movie with him. She quickly left very giddily but not before stopping and squeezing a hug out of me. When she was out of sight I looked at bill " Well she sure is something... something... um.. Shes happy?" I laughed nervously. He too was smiling "Yes she sure is... interesting".

I laughed and skipped to the point of my visit. "Wheres sook" "He looked a bit perplexed "Well she should have been here a few minutes ago, I feel nothing out of the ordinary as far as her emotions go so maybe she is just running late" Right on cue she pulled up in her little urine yellow beater of a car. "You should disable her car in a way noone can figure out so she is forced to let you buy her a new one." He laughed heartily, not just a chuckle like normal but full blown laughter something not common coming out of Bill Comptons mouth. "Whats so funny up here?" Sookie wrapped her arms around bills waist and laid her head on his shoulder. I couldnt help the flash of jealousy that went threw me. I quickly covered it up with a smile but sookie was not fooled. She asked me to join her in the kitchen. When we got there she turned and looked at me with pure fury in her little pixie features. "What the fuck is your problem Auden? Get closer to me, be friends with me and then steal Bill away?" I had to stop her and fast she was going to give herself a panic attack. I turned to her "Sookie, look into my eyes" She slowly complied"

I flashed through every single memory of Godric and I. How we met, every date, every single detail I showed her. I showed her the living room a few moments before when she was hugging bill and exactly what I was thinking. When I finished I had tears in my eyes. They luckily hadnt spilled over or I would have had to re do my makeup. She looked at me appologetically and hugged me close repeating over and over how sorry she was. Finally once we both righted ourselves we went back to the Living room where bill was (No pun intended) Sookie and I gathered out purses and Bill grabbed his keys and we were off.

On the way to shreveport sookie showed me a few places and some small sights. Everything was beautiful to me. Well atleast as beautiful as it could be. Finally after a 45 minute drive we make it to "Fangtasia, home of the horrible puns" Everyone here was clad in some rediculous outfit, all different fabrics, some leather, some vinal some cotton and some that didnt even look big enough to be clothing. All their makeup was in blacks and reds and most were wearing some sort of satanic jewelry or spiked collars. We made our way to the front of the line ignoring the protests of the waiting patrons. A pretty blonde was checking IDs my instincts told me she was a vampire and she greeted us. " Bill compton so nice of you to join us!" Her voice just oozed then looked over at me" Well who is this little morsel?" The question was directed at bill but I squared my shoulders looking her in the eye and showing no fear. "My name is Auden, Auden Kostas, pleasure to meet you" I grasped her fore arm in a shake as a sign of respect among strong women it all started with the amazons. She looked momentarily stunned but re composed herself and spoke in swedish no knowing I understood. Im assuming it was her maker she spoke to theres not many vampires who would share a pure blood and bodied girl.

She asked to see my ID. She looked it over "Ah sweet old 25, those were the days, How sweet it is." Giving her one final smile we all walked in I stuck close to Sookie and Bill. I told them I was going to get a drink. I went to the bar and a native american man was working it. I assumed he was a vampire. He looked at me with questioning eyes. "Three double shots, one russian vodka, one Jagermeister, And one Goldschlager. He Looked at me like I was insane but little did he know it took alot of alcohol to get me drunk. This is just a tad bit of liquid courage. A young lady a bit taller than me with shoulder length blonde hair and blue eyes tapped my shoulder.

"Hi I'm Ginger im sorry for disturbing you but your being summoned" She pointed over at Eric, Sookie, Bill, and another guest. Their were to many fang bangers crowding him. Finally I slammed all of my shots feeling the nice woozy happiness that came with my newly aquired alcohol effef. I strolled over with confidence, The crowd parted as I walked by, I felt like a female moses. I had a purpose and as I got closer I noticed erics eyes widen along with everyone elses sitting on the stage. except for mystery man, for all I know he could still be sucking on some fake blondes tits. But he didnt seem to be, he seemed bored to be here, like hed rather be anywhere else but here. I finally made it to the top of the stairs and stopped.

I looked eric in the eye before speaking "You rang oh mighty one" Sookie let out a little giggle and Bill just smirked. Mystery man was a little farther away so he missed the conversation. Eric now looked very mad. " You inbearable child I called you here because I am claiming you as mine" I looked at him furious with his assumption. This was it I as tired of him assuming. "I am NOT and NEVER will be yours Eric Northman! I have only ever belonged to one vampire and he is DEAD. I will NEVER be yours! I screamed at him and slapped him.

He looked furious "Then you will die" He grabbed me by the neck and began choking me I couldnt breath but I wasnt afraid. I was happy. I would see my love again I would hold him and kiss him and never let him go. Suddenly mystery man stepped up and into the light. I lightly gasped as much as I could. Then I saw the look of fury on his face. "ENOUGH ERIC YOU WILL LET HER GO NOW! I COMMAND YOU!" Eric grudginly let me go.

I looked at him like a blind woman seeing the sun for the fist time "Godric" I whispered in disbelief. I rubbed my neck lightly and looked up to see godric looking down at me, a look of disbelief and hope on his face his eyes over flowing with love and passion. "Are you real? Am I hallucinating agin?" He asked quietly. "No min Karlek your not hallucinating I am very much real. But I though you were dead." I had tears flowing dowm my cheeks. He looked at me sad but overwhelmed with so much happiness it didnt stay long. He looked at me and whispered Jag älskar dig min prinsessa, before crashing his lips to mine. The whole world faded away when he kissed me. It was just Myself, My love, and our passion.