James Potter was deathly pale, his bones standing out clearly, bags under his eyes, cuts on his arms and bruises.
Lily almost fell to the ground, but somehow James manage to catch her then moved her towards a chair. James looked terrible and Lily thought to herself 'It is my fault.' Lily felt like crying and she felt guilt and shame.
James said to her "I do not blame you."
Lily whispered " Why did you do this to yourself James."
James felt joy at being called James by Lily and he smiled.
James could not help, but to tell her after all it is Lily that asked him and it shows that she cares about him.
James told her "Remember when you called me fat and ugly. That was when I started to strave myself, My friends noticed and two weeks of a daily potion later I was back at a healthy weight."
Lily whispered to him "I was using sarcasm when I said that to you."
James said to her "It's not your fault. Well when you finally said Yes I was so happy, you kissed me, but then said to me that I'm the world's worst kisser and I felt heart broken. So I decided to kiss a lot of people girls and guys to become better. You were my first kiss Lily and I was happy. Then you called me a whore, the guy tried to take me somewhere, his grip bruised my left wrist, my right hand was free so I took out my wand and hexed him."
Lily had tears rolling down her cheeks sliently. She didn't know how much her words meant to James Potter.
Lily whispered to him "I was dared to and I didn't know that you would be that sad. I was dumb to take that dare and it is all m--"
James repiled "It is not your fault Lily it is mine. I cut myself and straved myself just to get you to notice me. I stop defending myself so that you can see that I'm not a bully and no matter how bad it got I did not once hurt them after you said that to me. No matter how much my friends pleaded to me to defend myself I didn't because I love you Lily."
Lily said to James "How can you love someone as worthless, cruel, dumb and ugly as me."
James wiped away her tears and held her weakly.
James said to Lily "You are worth more than life to me, your kind to many, your smart and very beautiful. Your eyes shine, Your skin glows and Your scarlet red hair is soft as silk. Plus your not fat nor bone skinny. I love you and everything about you Lily no matter what happens. I can not get mad at you."
Lily said to him "James Potter you could have anyone, someone that is pretty and nicer than me."
James repiled "You are the one that I love and no one is more beautiful than you in my eyes."
Lily's eyes were still watery, but she managed to heal his cuts with magic. Lily cried and cried until she could not cry any longer. James has tears in his eyes and his tears fell sliently as Lily was crying. Then their tears are gone, their eyes were blood shot and they looked at each other.
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