Pairing: Johanna Author: Pineapple girl 1997
Prompt: Not so weak
Sometimes I look in the mirror, and I don't even know if it's me, seeing my dull chucks of brown hair and equally dull eyes complete with a fragile appearance, people are probably starting to think of me as an easy target. In fact I'm obnoxious, uncaring, a bitch, too harsh, just to name a few names I've been labelled. But as I stare at my reflection, I start to think where did it all go wrong? You could start with Snow, and the hunger games, being reaped. Yep he ruined my life a lot, killed the people closest to me, and tried to force me into prostitution. He was a sickening man. But I've always been mean before all of that, like I really care. But when did I start not caring? Maybe it's just naturally part of my personality, maybe the fact that I could see how unfair the capitol was and how no one spoke out about it, from a young age has an effect. Perhaps the whacko who I have to talk to sometimes about 'my feelings' is right, well just a bit. There's something in my past that has an effect on all this. He also seems to think I should get some more friends, the last time that happened they died. Having friends just makes you more hurt in the end and less likely to survive. The people I almost consider friends I don't see too often anyway, as they live in district 12. But Peeta is the only one who I will talk to about the torture of the Capitol, because he's the only one who understands. And Katniss, well me and her would be on the same level if she didn't have wonder boy. So, as much as I won't admit It, I actually look forward to their visits. It was at one particular visit when I asked Katniss about my appearance.
"I know I look disgustingly ugly, but how would you judge my personality by my appearance"
"Well…"
"Be honest"
"If anyone judges you by appearance then they're in for a shock, because you're not so weak."
I roll my eyes, but I can't hide the smile on my face.