This story is made by me and my friend Eve Valentine. :)
Today is Saturday. I didn't want to get up. I lied on my back. I turned my head to the window to see what the weather is like. That was a bad choice. I saw a photo of Austin and me on my nightstand. I remembered those times we always used to spend together. I went back to that moment when we were dancing in our secret place and I was cleaning his wounds. It was my fault. He died because of me. I had to know what really happened. I reminded myself there are cameras all over the house. I decided to go to Austin's house. I just needed to go there. I don't know why, but I did.
After 30 minutes I finally got up. I was wondering if his dad was home. So I was observing the house. I didn't see anybody, so I crawled through the window.
When I walked into Austin's room I saw his stuff. Bed wasn't made. His guitar was lying on it. I saw a notebook and a pen next to it. I took his notebook and I started to read it. (1)
Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long
Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy
Yeah when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I
I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I
I look at you
When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone
Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I
I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I
I look at you
I think it wasn't finished, but it was still beautiful. He started writing a song for me. Tears were flowing down my cheeks. At that moment I just wanted him to be here and hug me.
I came to his wardrobe. I took one of his favorite shirts. It still smelled like him. His room looked as he just went and he will come back soon. But I know it's not possible.
I went to the room where Austin's father kept the camera records. I was looking for the recording from the day of Austin's death. I was so scared. His father could come any time. I couldn't find the recording from that day. He had to take it. And what I am going to do now? I must find it… I heard that someone is walking upstairs. It must be Austin's dad. "Oh...My…God…I'm in trouble" I thought. I hid myself under the desk. I was terrified. Austin's father came to the room. But he just left his bag and went away. I look around the room. I saw opened bag and the recording from the day of Austin's death. I wanted to take it, but before I moved, Austin's dad opened the door. OH..NO…
"Good Morning Ally. Do you want something from this bag?" he said.
"I..Just.." What was I supposed to say?
"Oh come on..We both know that you want this video, don't you?" he asked. "You can forget about it.." he added.
"Why did you do this?'' I finally said
"He hadn't respected me. He'd never listened to me. It was a coward. He was hanging out only with you…a girl. He wasn't a real man" he said.
"And what's wrong with it?" I asked.
"Ugh...You'd never understand" he replied.
"You're right. I will never understand how could you kill your only son. You are a monster. And I am going to prove to everyone that it wasn't an accident." I said.
"And you think that anyone will believe you? I wish you good luck" he laughed.
"I promise to you that you will pay!" I yelled, but he hit me and I lost contact with reality.
(30 MINUTES LATER)
I woke up in my room. My parents were sitting next to my bed. They looked worried, but they were angry too. I've already knew that I was in trouble.
"Ally, do you want to tell us something?" my mom asked.
"No..I don't think so" I replied.
"So what was you doing in Mr. Moon's house?" my dad said.
"I was looking for some evidence" I replied.
"WHAT? What for?" he said. He was really angry.
"HE KILLED AUSTIN!" I yelled.
"Ally stop saying that!" he screamed at me.
"NO! Why don't you believe me? I am your daughter. And Austin's dad hit me!" I yelled.
"Yeah, right! Don't lie, Ally!" he replied.
"You think I am lying? So how did I get this?" I showed my eye.
"You've passed out and you hit the desk" my dad said.
"Yeah right. You know I don't want to talk with you." I was furious "Can you leave me alone?" I asked.
"That's a good idea. You have time to think about your latest actions" my dad said and my parents left my room.
I sat on the windowsill. I was thinking about Austin's incomplete song. I took my songbook and I started to write the ending.
You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that
Cover me, all I need
Every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful
Yeah, yeah
I didn't write too much. Thinking about Austin was too painful. It hurt too much. So I closed my songbook. Suddenly Austin appeared next to me.
"Why did you went to my house? I told you my dad is dangerous" he whispered.
"Because I had to find some evidence" I said.
"But you didn't have to expose yourself" he almost yelled.
"I just wanted to help you! Why are you mad?" I asked.
"Because he could do something much worse" his body was shaking and radiating with anger.
"Like what? Kill me? I'm not scared of death since…you're not here" I almost yelled. " I am just trying to help you. Isn't that what you want? You came to me and asked for help. You do not want this… no longer?" I added.
"Because I don't want to see you hurt, Ok? You are too important to me! I would rather walk around the globe for centuries than endanger you" he said.
"Austin...I know…I'm sorry. But I want you to find peace so much" I replied.
"It's ok, but promise me that you'll never do this again" he said.
"I promise"
And then he disappeared. I took Austin's notebook and in mine I wrote those words again…
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I
I look at you, I look at you
Yeah, yeah oh, oh
You appear just like a dream to me
And I had the ending of Austin's song.
(1) When I look at you by Miley Cyrus