Moving onto how I got pregnant. It all started at a party…
Let me first start off with how everything went downhill between me and Jase. It all happened to fast that I didn't even know what was happening. During the summer before 9th grade started, Jason was sent to basketball camp. I didn't know how on earth will I survive without seeing my best friend for the whole summer! But before he left we were at our secret spot just hanging out, and he made me a promise.
Flashback.
I was lying down on the grass with my best friend Jason just watching the sunset with him. He was sadly leaving for basketball camp for the whole summer.
"Hey Jase?" I asked hesitantly.
"What's wrong Kel Bell?" I really loved that special nick name he had for me
"Promise me. Promise me that you'll never leave me and you'll always be my best friend."
"of course! I wouldn't even think of doing anything like that. I promise you that no matter what happens I'll always stay by your side. In high school I'm gonna scare off all the boys to!"
"haha Jase. But still. I..I'm afraid that..once we get to high school your going to leave me" whimpering softly.
"Kel look at me." I turned my head slowly but to embarrassed to meet his gaze. He used his finger to lift up my chin and said "Listen, you don't have to worry about anything ok? We've been best friends since 3rd grade! Nothing's ever gonna change that. No one and I mean no one will ever take your place cause you're my best friend. My number one. And I can't even think having anyone replace you." Tears started to form in my eyes.
Before I could even wipe them away, Jase beat me to it.
"Oh Jase" I couldn't even get the words out. "That's the most..sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me. I'm so lucky to have you as a best friend!"
Laughing softly he said "Oh come on Kel, don't get emotional..ur gonna get me the same. I'm a man! Men don't cry"
"Real men cry." I laughed.
"oh well then, yea I just don't wanna get emotional yet"
And that's how it went. Just laying here with my best friend enjoying our last moments till he went to basketball camp.
Yea so there's the 'promise' he made. Some promise. He broke it! But that's not the only thing that hurt me. He changed. He replaced me. He forgot about me. Late night phone calls and texting slowly stopped. We just completely lost in touch. Emails started getting shorter and shorter until one day..they just stopped. I was devastated. But I got over it thinking he was busy at camp.
Then the day I was waiting for came. Jason was coming home from camp. Boy was I in for a big surprise.
Flashback..
Beep! Beep! Oh god what the hell is that annoying sound? Am I dying!? AHH! HELP ME! Oh wait..um my bad its just my alarm. I slammed my hand on the snooze button. But then realization dawned on me and I remember that today is the day Jason comes home from camp. I shot out of bed and quickly took a shower and dressed in some dark washed jeans, white tank top with a yellow cardigan. I finished off with some white flip-flops and the white gold 'K' necklace I got from Jason on my 15th birthday. I blow dried my hair and just left it down, dabbed on some eyeliner and lip gloss and put on my glasses. I grabbed my keys, cell phone and the gift I got for Jase which was a dog tag with a basketball and his name underneath it. I ran out the door yelling out a quick bye to my parents. Then I headed off to Jason's house so I can catch a ride to the airport with his parents.
Finally! We got to the airport 30 minutes later and waited at Jason's gate. I was jumping with excitement, but not literally..now that would be awkward and embarrassing. I was just standing there until a pair of warm hands grabbed my waist and twirled me around. I started to freak out thinking it was some weird guy trying to hit on me.
"AHH HELP ME! I'M BEING KIDNAPPED!"
Then I started to hear laughter..a very familiar laugh. I turned around seeing Jason on the floor laughing his guts out and then I realized it was just him.
"Jason you dummy! What the hell was that? You scared me."
"s..s..ss..ssoor..sorry kels! But that was hilarious" grr..he was still laughing, people think I'm crazy, and my cheeks are probably resembling to a tomato.
"Hmph" I muttered crossing my arms feigning anger.
He got up then opened his arms giving his million dollar smile that just makes me melt. I broke into a smile then ran into his arms. I breathe in his warm scent, but something seemed different for some reason but I let it go.
He put me down and took a look at me..more like checking me out? I let that go to. All I was thinking about is that I finally get to see my best friend.
"Jase I missed you so much! Its so great to see you again" I said enthusiastically.
He gave me a smile. "Well of course you did. Who wouldn't? but I missed you to" wow. He sounded kinda conceited. Since when was he conceited!?
"right yeah. So how was camp" I asked but before he could answer his little brother just had to interrupt us.
"alright alright. Enough of your love fest, as much as I didn't really miss Jase, I'll be nice and would like to greet my brother to" oh god sometimes that kid makes me want to jump off a bridge. This is the second time my cheeks went red and its only morning! But Jase, he was different. Usually if someone would say something like that he would blush. But today, he just smirked and had a weird glint in his eyes. He was checking me out again which kinda made me feel weird and not in a good way. Ok something is completely wrong with him. He never checked me out before, well not that I know of. Anyways after many tears(from Jase's mom) we finally were able to bring him home.
"mmm home sweet home" he sighed closing his eyes. AHH he's so damn cute I just want to kiss him so bad. A hand waving in my face brought me out of my thoughts.
"Ew gross Kels, stop imagining my brother naked" oh god this boy is in for some serious beating. I glared at him "Ok one I'm not imagining naked..hmm but wow what a thought" I mumbled the last part "And two I don't like him in that way so yeah."
"hahaha now that's funny. Real funny. Come on Kels everyone in this world besides Jase knows your in love with him"
"is it that obvious?" oh man this sucks!
"yeah pretty much."
Darn it! Now that's just perfect. Everyone knows I love my best friend besides the idiot himself. Oh snap I almost forgot his gift!
"Hey Jase" uh-oh I'm blushing! Why the hell am I blushing!? Oh right no wonder..I'm nervous
"Hey Kel! Oh man its so great to be home again. As much as I enjoyed seeing the girls from my cabin I really missed it here" woah woah! Hold it right there. Did he just say girls from his cabin!?
"um yea we missed you here to. But girls? I thought it was an all boys camp" ok ok I hope I didn't sound jealous right there.
"Well obviously. Who wouldn't miss me? And yeah that's what I thought too. But it was for girls to! That was just a bonus for me. Basketball and girls! Now that's heaven right there." Ouch now that hurt. And since when did he become so..conceited? I don't have a good feeling about this. Right his gift. Damn I keep forgetting! Curse him and his good looks.
"Oh Jase by the way this is for you" I took the wrapped box out of my pocket and handed it to him. He took it with no hesitation which is weird since he usually refuses gifts from me but ends up taking them. He started tearing it apart and opened it up.
"Wow! Kelsi this is awesome. Thanks" He gave me a hug. But for some reason I felt like he didn't exactly appreciate the gift. I noticed an unfamiliar chain on his neck.
"Uh Jase. What's that around your neck?" I asked pointing to his neck.
He looked down. "Oh this. I got it from this girl. And wow was she hot! I got her number too. I probably scored tons of numbers there and made out with like 10 hot chicks!" Ouch now that hurt even more.
"Oh that's..nice" Psht nice my ass!
"I know right!" Wow I guess he didn't notice my disappoint which he usually does.
"So are you going to call them?" Please say no please god's of love say NO!
"Nah I'm not going to call them. They were just a couple of flings I had. Summer flings Kels." As much as I was overjoyed he said no, that was kind of harsh to those other girls. And summer flings? What the hell! Is he becoming a freaking man whore?!
"Wow..um isn't that a bit harsh?"
"Oh come on kels there's so many other hot girls that are just waiting for me" Yeah! Like me u big dope!
"Uh yeah sure. Man whore" I mumbled the last part thinking he didn't hear me but woah was I wrong.
"Wait ok what did you just call me?" uh-oh..busted!
"Um n..n..nothi..nothing"
"Sure it was nothing. You just called me a man whore! I'm your best friend Kelsi and you have no right to call me that." He never calls me by my real name unless its something serious or he's real pissed. And no right!? I'm about to give him a peace of my mind
"NO RIGHT! What the hell Jase look at you! You ARE a man whore. You, you changed. Since when have you been so conceited? Since when have you had summer flings? Your not the same Jase, my best friend who always knew if I was lying or not, who would NEVER treat a girl like she was trash. Your..your a man whore!" By this time I was crying but I didn't care.
"Well yeah so what? Maybe I like having girls around me like that. At least I know they want me. And I'm NOT conceited so don't you dare call me that you stupid slut!"
Ouch that just really hurt. That was the last straw. I raised my hand and smacked him across the face.
"How dare you! HOW DARE YOU CALL ME A SLUT! If you want to see a real slut..then just go back to your summer flings! You know what just..just don't talk to me EVER! I HATE YOU JASON CROSS! GO TO HELL!" And I ran out of the house crying. I ran all the way to my room and I just lay there in bed crying. And the worst part, what really hurt me the most..he didn't chase after me.
Yeah so there's what happened. What a great way to end summer right? I cried all night and just couldn't stop. I lost Jason. I lost my best friend. I was even thinking of telling him my true feelings for him but that just went down the drain. I just thought he was just going through some sort of phase. But then high school was coming around the corner and I was getting more and more scared. Usually I would go to Jase. But everytime I tried to call or go over to his house, he was never home. Apparently he made some new friends at camp and would hang out with them most of the time. Probably playing basketball, checking out girls. Making out with them. I shuddered at the thought. I just hope that one day..I'll get my best friend back. I pray every night for that. I wonder when my prayers will come true.
Wow I know its been years since I've updated! I'm sooo sorry. But there's just been school getting in the way and my cousin's wedding in Canada. But no worries I'm here to update again. I hope I didn't lose any reviewers. But I promise to update soon. Thanks and please review.