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Clary darted out into the city, her pulse racing. Don't look back, she kept telling herself. So she didn't. Clary ran down the familiar alleyways and skilfully jumped over a low wooden fence. Finally, she came to the street she was looking for. Clary raced up the steps and knocked quickly and loudly at the door. The lights were still on inside the house so Clary knew she had a chance that he would be in. After what felt like forever, somebody opened the door.

"C-C-Clary?" the woman stuttered. Clary gave the woman in front of her a small smile.

"Yes, it's me" she replied. The woman pulled her into a tight embrace and Clary was worried that she might actually start sobbing.

"Oh Clary. Shouldn't you be with your mother? She's missed you so much love" Elaine Lewis told her. Clary felt like groaning. Of course, Simon's mum had no idea that she had been in contact with her mum and Luke.

"I have already seen them, do you mind if I go and see Simon?" Clary asked sweetly. The lady leant against the doorframe as though she needed stability.

"I don't know if that's a good idea Clary. It might be a huge shock to him-" Mrs Lewis started but Clary cleared her throat to stop her.

"We have been in contact. I asked Simon not to tell anyone so don't get upset with him. Can I go up now?" Clary said impatiently. Elaine Lewis looked shocked at Clary's change in tone but nodded and stepped aside to let her in. As soon as she was inside, Clary bolted upstairs and knocked on Simon's door.

"Come in" the voice inside said. Clary opened the door and stood silently at the entrance. Simon was on his computer playing a video game. He was so engrossed he didn't even look up as he spoke.

"Mum if this is about the washing I'll put it on later" Simon said. He sounded tired, mind you it was past eleven.

"No this isn't about the washing. But you really do need to start doing your own washing Simon Lewis" Clary said. Simon at the sound of her voice spun around and stared open mouthed at her. His huge brown eyes were gaping at her like she was some rare animal in a zoo. After some time, Clary began to feel uncomfortable.

"Simon?" Clary said. This made him leap up from his bed and walk slowly towards her.

"Simon you're freaking me out" Clary said nervously. This seemed to snap her best friend out of whatever trance he was in.

"It's really you. Clary. My best friend" Simon said quietly. Clary could see the tears forming in his eyes and she couldn't stand it. She hated upsetting him in anyway. Clary ran towards him and flung her arms tightly around his neck.

"I've missed you so much" Clary cried into his shoulder. She felt him laugh against her, warm and familiar.

"Yeah, video calls and messages just aren't the same" Simon responded. Clary nodded into his shoulder and smelt in the comforting smell of Simon. She closed her eyes, never wanting to leave his embrace. But after some time, Simon pulled away from her gently.

"How are you? How's Evelyn? Wait, why are you back?" Simon asked worriedly, flooding her with questions. Clary sat down on the edge of Simon's bed and Simon followed her. It was like when they had been young and naive. Like when you thought true love existed, Clary thought.

"Eve is fine and I'm alright. Your girlfriend found us after we were kicked out of the apartment" Clary explained. This didn't seem to ease Simon's worry at all.

"You were kicked out? Izzy found you? Why didn't you tell me?". Clary looked at her hands which were knotted in her lap.

"I was embarrassed. You have helped me so much Simon. It's my fault really. My jobs simply couldn't make enough money to afford living there with Eve. So, I was going to stay at my mums but I forgot that she had moved into a much smaller house which two people can barely live in. I just can't take Eve somewhere like that. She deserves better" Clary replied sadly. Simon sighed and put an arm around her.

"You know I'm always here for you and Eve" he reminded her kindly. Clary looked up at him. He looked slightly different, more manly. But he reminded her enough of the old Simon. He was still so kind to her. Clary didn't know if she could ever repay him.

"I know Simon". They sat in silence for some time until Simon suddenly jerked up.

"Does he know you're here?" Simon said, his tone vicious. Clary shook her head.

"Good. But you know you'll have to tell him" Simon told her. Clary sighed and put her head in her hands.

"Clary you have absolutely nothing to be ashamed of. That bastard cheated on you, not the other way around. In fact I don't think Eve should have anything remotely to do with that insult to humanity" Simon seethed.

"He's her father Simon. He has a right to know. But yes, I don't think I want him to be with her. It will all be so confusing to Evelyn. He's probably dating some other girl anyway" Clary said miserably.

"You're wrong. As much as I wish I could say he's gotten over what happened I can't. He's like a ghost Clary. Doesn't matter anyway, serves him damn right. So, when will you see him?" Simon said. Clary shrugged her shoulders.

"I guess I'll unfortunately see him tomorrow when I take Evelyn to see my mum" Clary replied. Simon patted her reassuringly on the back.

"You'll be fine. Just think about Eve not him. Don't waste anymore time on him" Simon offered his help. Clary nodded but inside her stomach was twisting. It's impossible. I've tried blocking him but he sneaks back into my head, Clary thought. Simon was staring at her and she realised he had asked her a question.

"Earth to Clary".

"Sorry I zoned out."

"I figured" Simon said whilst grinning at her. Clary stretched out on the bed and leant her head back against the pillows.

"So, how's your love life going?" Clary asked. Simon rolled his eyes at her.

"Great, Izzy and I are thinking about renting somewhere" Simon told her. A sharp pang went through her. You're happy for them, Clary told herself. But deep down the news from Simon was hurting her. The fact that she could never had that life with Jace anymore. The pain turned quickly to sizzling anger. How did he manage to ruin everything in one night?

"That's fantastic" Clary said whilst smacking on a wide smile to her lips. Simon nodded enthusiastically.

"Yeah, I can't wait."

"It's taken you long enough, you've been dating for five years" Clary said, eyebrows raised. Simon fell down beside her so they were looking at each other.

"Well you leaving didn't help matters. Oh, punching Jace in the face was a bad move for our relationship too looking back" Simon replied. Clary nearly choked.

"You punched Jace?"

"You bet I did, right in the face" Simon looked chuffed. Clary smiled at him.

"Good one. I'm sorry again if I ruined another aspect of your life" she spoke softly as she curled up into him.

"It's fine Clary, I know how much he hurt you. Get some sleep" Simon instructed.

"No, Eve is at the institute. What if she wakes up?" Clary asked him.

"She will be fine. If there's one thing I know about Izzy that is she loves tiny children. I guess

they remind her of Max. Do you want to risk Jace seeing you like some Georgian escape woman? You need to look calm and collected when you see him Clary. Never let him see how much pain he caused you. Don't give him the satisfaction" Simon said. Clary snuggled into her best friends shoulder like she had done when they had been small. Clary quickly fell into a deep sleep, dreaming about a place where she had no troubles with a gold boy that never had shattered her heart.

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"Is Jace in there?" Clary asked. She could hear the loud sigh from the other end of the phone.

"No, he's gone out. He was out all night looking for you" Izzy told her. He was out looking for me?, Clary couldn't help the fact her breath slightly hitched. Stop it, she told herself fiercely.

"I'm coming in" Clary said and hung up the phone. She entered the institute and walked down the halls, glancing at the paintings along the way. One of the paintings stood out more than the others.

The one with the sunset sky with the city line painted beautifully over the top. Clary had often marvelled at the delicate brushwork and the detail of the painting. But something else made her love and hate that painting at the same time.

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"Jace, stop" Clary groaned. He looked at her, his eyes dark with desire.

"Somebody may be in" she told him. He didn't reply, instead he began kissing her neck. Clary couldn't be bothered to fight him anymore. She looped her hands around his neck and pulled him closer. She needed him closer. Like how she needed oxygen to breath. He stumbled and pushed her up against the wall. She wrapped her legs around his waist and kissed him back. His hands were in her hair and hers were framing his face.

"Tell me you won't leave me Clary" Jace said between kisses. Clary responded by kissing him harder. She was about to suggest going upstairs when voices interrupted them. Shit. It was Mayrse. Clary quickly pushed Jace away which resulted in the picture of the sunset skyline from above her crashing down. Remarkably it didn't break.

"That was close" Jace said. He then gave her his crooked signature grin.

"Dinner?" Clary asked him. Jace nodded and took her hand, leading her to the kitchen.

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"Was she alright in the night?" Clary asked Izzy.

"She slept through, in fact she's still asleep now. I didn't want to wake her in case she got upset" Izzy told the red-head. Clary thanked her and ran to her daughters room. She opened the door and peered inside. Evelyn was reading a book on the edge of her small bed. She still looked sleepy so Clary realised she must have just woken up.

"Hey baby girl" Clary said softly whilst coming into the room. Evelyn looked up from her book and smiled at her mother.

"What are we doing today?" Eve asked. Clary was silent for a moment. What to suggest? Where shall I take her?

"Well, lets go to the supermarket to pick up some food and then go and see Granny and Grandpa" Clary suggested. Evelyn literally jumped in joy.

"Yes!" she exclaimed happily. Clary took her daughters hand and led her downstairs.

"Hey Evelyn, how are you?" Izzy asked when they came downstairs. Evelyn stared at Izzy and then hid behind her mother.

"Eve, its fine. Izzy is very nice. Say hi" Clary told her daughter.

"Hi" Eve said quietly. Izzy smiled gently at the young girl.

"Shes not usually this shy, she's probably hungry" Clary said. Clary then told Izzy the days plans.

"But what about Jace?" Izzy demanded. Clary walked towards the door.

"I'll tell him later. Ok?" Clary replied. Izzy narrowed her eyes.

"Fine". Clary thanked Izzy again and went outside.

"Ready for some food Eve?" Clary said as they started walking towards the supermarket.

"You bet" Evelyn replied.

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Jace felt like he had been walking for hours. He glanced tiredly at his watch and realised he had in fact been walking for over three hours. He sat down on the next available bench and put his head in his hands. It was no use. He simply couldn't find her. Jace kicked the ground with frustration and swore under his breath. He was used to it though. Hoping it was her then coming back to the harsh reality that she wasn't coming back. Ever. And it was all over a stupid mistake. Jace rubbed his eyes and stood up. Coffee,he thought. I need caffeine. Jace remembered they had run out of coffee at the institute so he began making his way towards the supermarket.

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"Can I have some chocolate milk?" Evelyn asked.

"Sure". They were walking along the aisles picking out their favourite snacks.

"Mango?".

"Put it into the cart" Clary told her. They moved onto the tea and coffee section. Evelyn skipped off to look at the range of different hot chocolates they had to offer. Clary reached for the berry tea packet.

"Clary?". She dropped the tea onto the floor with a deafening thump. She slowly turned around and was greeted with a pair of golden eyes.

"Long time no see".

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