*CHRIS*
I drove quickly back to my apartment. It wasn't late, but I needed a rest. Darren was giving me mixed signals. If he wasn't gay then why would he practically say that were going on a date. I mean, I want that, but it isn't what he wants.
I didn't sleep much. Too busy thinking about Darren. What we would be like together, as a couple. A real couple – not Klaine. I've decided we would be great. Great forever. However too soon the morning came.
When I reached the studio Amber and Lea are waiting for me. 'I wonder what they want' I thought.
"Hey Chris" They both chimed. They wanted something. I could tell.
"Ummm... Hi girls." I'm Curious now. They never waited for .
They walked with me silently to my trailer, followed me inside and closed the door.
"Uhh... girls, this is my trailer" I stated
"We know" They chimed again "We wanted to ask you something" Lea continued
"Go ahead" I signalled with my hands to keep going.
"Well yesterday..." Oh god. They didn't did they? "...we followed you..."
"YOU DIDNT!" I screamed
"...Yeah we did. We thought you had something to hide. We weren't expecting it to be Darren" They looked hurt "Why didn't you tell us?" Amber finished
"I don't follow. What?" I really didn't understand – I wasn't hiding Darren.
"You're dating Darren" Amber stated in a serious tone. She must have thought this to be true.
I had too options here, tell them that they are stupid, or play along. 'Playing along sounds like fun' I thought. No one would need to know. Plus it would be like a fantasy for me.
"Oh god, how the hell. Well of course, you followed me. You're so smart. I'm so dum. I should have known you would figure it out. Just please don't tell Darren or anyone else. I hope I can trust you" I smirked in my head as I saw their faces. They believed this! What Darren doesn't know won't hurt him.
"Ok Chris. We promise" Amber and Lea chanted. I think they meant it. I hope they meant it.
"Now that you know my biggest secret I must go. See you later." I walked out the door and who to bump into but Darren.
"Oh Chris. Hi. How are you? I did really enjoy myself last night..." Darren started. I heard Amber and Lea behind me giggling. I couldn't help but blush. This was the most embarrassed I've been in my life. I really shouldn't have told Amber and Lea that I'm dating Darren.
"...Hey ladies. I hope you're alright too. I've got to go sorry. I'm really busy today." And with that he left.
"Subtle girls" I tried to look angry.
"Sorry Chris. We just can't believe it!" Lea answered
"Fine I'll let you off. I don't think he noticed." I walked off to the set I was needed at. Still thinking about Darren's beautiful face.
*DARREN*
Chris had forgiven me. That was a good thing. The bad thing was that I really don't know where I'm going with this. It's so confusing. Maybe I need to catch him off guard. That's a good plan darren.
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*CHRIS*
I didn't see Amber, Lea or Darren until after lunch when I met up with all of them at once. Well actually I walked into the cafeteria and Amber and Lea were sitting together so I joined them. Darren joined us a while later.
"Sorry for the rushed talk earlier guys" Darren said as he was sitting down next to me, sliding his tray onto the table.
"That's ok Darren" I spoke casually
I couldn't help but notice Amber and Lea both looking from me to Darren. I had to make this look believable.
"So Darren, I can't wait till Friday" I started
"What's happening on Friday?" Amber asked wonderingly
"Oh nothing..." Darren sounded as if he knew what was going on "...we're just going to have some dinner"
"Ohhh" Lea and Amber sounded convinced. 'Another Date' they gave each other a look.
"Yeah it's going to be great" I made myself do a totally in love sigh. Ok, I didn't make myself, it was already there. Darren looked up at me- big goofy smile and all. I melted.
"Anyway, Chris we really need to get going. We have to film 'Teenage Dream'. Which will be easy for you seeing that you just have to stand there and look in love with me" he winked which brought me back to life.
Amber and Lea giggled again. They are so bad at hiding their emotions. They were so happy for me. They know that I want a boyfriend more than anything. Darren's just perfect. Too bad he isn't actually my boyfriend. I frowned. Darren picked up on this. He reached for my hand lying on the table and squeezed it. Lea and Amber still smiling happily.
"Come on then" I sighed picking Darren's hand up. To my surprise he didn't let go. We walked hand in hand to the Dalton set. Ryan was waiting for us there.
"Hey boys. Getting to know each other I see" Raising his eyebrows looking at our interlocked hands.
"Hmm... yeah actually were going to have dinner at mine next Friday" Darren said, our hands still together.
"Gosh imagine the fans faces if you actually were an item!" Ryan and Darren laughed at Ryan's 'joke'. I however, was quite hurt. It's not funny being a couple. It's cute, sweet and romantic.
"Haha" I mocked. "Come on Blaine don't you have to sing to me or something?"
"Oh yes Kurt. I love you" Just out of the blue he kissed me. This time he didn't pull away. I was lost. This is what I wanted, I wanted him.
In what seemed like forever, he pulled away – I certainly wasn't going to anytime soon. Darren just stared at me, like I'd just slapped him in the face. We heard an awkward cough and turned to face Ryan.
"Umm... guys, do that in your free time. We have a scene to film"
Ok that was embarrassing. And confusing.
*DARREN*
What have I done. I have just made everything ten times worst in my head. Damn it Darren. Now I couldn't stop staring at Chris. It was like I wanted him. No, I do want him.
*Chris*
That scene was... interesting to say the least. Darren just stared at me the whole time. He was meant to, but, it looked like he wanted to. As if he actually loved me. I couldn't stop myself smiling the whole time he was singing. He has such a good voice. I love it. I love him.
Stop it Chris! I have to make myself forget this! It will never happen!
We finished filming after Ryan decided five takes was enough to work with. I had to talk to Darren about that kiss. That was so unbelievable. It was wonderful. No words.
"Darren wait up" He was literally running off the set. I started jogging to catch up with him.
"Chris, I don't think I can talk to you" Darren was stuttering. He was really this nervous just to talk to me now? Wow.
"Darren look. Don't feel like this. I know you didn't mean anything by that kiss" What was I saying? "You were just getting into character" Again what am I saying? "I understand"
"Chris, how did you find out that you were gay?" He sounded embarrassed to ask this question
"That's easy, I found boys attractive instead of girls" I shrugged "simple"
"Ok thanks. I'll see you later. I have work to do" He carried on practically running down to his trailer.
Ok that was weird. So he's confused. He's on the fence. He thought he was straight, but he might be gay? Great for me, not so good for him. He must be so confused. I would go to his trailer but that probably wouldn't be a good idea. In the end I decided to go back to my trailer and think things out.
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I had been in my trailer for about half an hour when I heard a knock. Ryan was standing there.
"Hi Ryan. I don't mean to be rude but what are you doing here? Don't you have scenes to shoot?"
Ignoring what I had said, Ryan started speaking "This is kind of embarrassing but I need to talk to you about Darren"
"Oh" that was all I could manage.
"Yeah do you know what's wrong with him? You've gotten pretty close I noticed" It isn't my place to tell Ryan about Darren I decided.
"Nothing as far as I know" I spoke casually.
"He kissed you. That was not a Klaine kiss Colfer. That was real" I'm so glad I'm not the only one that noticed that! Ryan obviously had guessed at what no one knew but me.
"Yes. Your answer is yes" I let out a sigh as I spoke.
"You're together?"
"No" I whispered
"Oh someone's got a crush? So you're telling me that Darren might be gay?" He asked
I carefully thought out my response "No and yes possibly"
"Right I'll take your word for you not having a crush" He winked and started walking out the door
"Wait Ryan. You can't tell Darren that you know. He doesn't want anyone knowing!" I yelled out the door.
"I'll keep your boyfriends little secret. I promise"
"He's not my boyfriend!" Not yet.