A/N: Hey guy I'm back this chapter is going to have some Josh in it! I hope you like it!
BPOV:
As Jake and I walked toward the stage, I had this weird feeling. You know the one where you know something big is going to happen that could change our lives forever? I just pushed that thought away. Jake and I have been best friends, almost like brother and sister, since the Cullen's left. He was my sun, my crutch, my air, my safe harbor. Without him I don't know where I'd be. Alive and well, thin and sickly looking, or just dead not the living dead the six feet under. No one knows nor is willing to take that chance. When I came to him two days after he left and consoled me, we became more than friends we became family. It's funny now that I think about it I always thought I would be an only child and yet I gained Jake and Josh all in two months time.
Flashback (2 months after Edward left):
The night after Charlie told me about Josh, I was in my room thinking. In two days my life change so much and in such a short amount of time. Tomorrow I would meet my little brother and for the first time in two months I felt genuinely happy without Jake, my safe harbor. I fell asleep that night wondering about Josh. The next morning I woke up to sun. Maybe that was a good sign. The of the start new beginning. I got out of bed and grabbed my bag of toiletries and went to the bathroom. I took a shower using my favorite strawberry shampoo then shaved, washed my body, and got out. I wrapped my towel around my body and went to my closet. I picked out my new dark blue jean mini shirt and black leggings. I picked out a light pink camisole, a blue over shirt that showed the top of my camisole, and black flats to go with the skirt.
Charlie already left for work but would meet Josh later at home. I looked at the clock and realized that if I didn't leave now I would be late picking him up from the airport. When I got there, I parked and went over to baggage claim, when I talked to him last night and made arrangements, we agreed to meet there. I walked around to the south end and saw a tall, muscular and slightly tan guy with brown curly hair sort of like Charlie has.
"Are you Josh?" I asked nervously.
"Yes. Are you Bella?"
"Ya. It's weird meeting you. I never thought I would have a brother. You know I don't even remember Renée pregnant." After that last part slipped out of my mouth I blushed slightly.
"Ya, I know what you mean. I always knew I was adopted but I never thought I'd have a sister."
"It's crazy isn't it? I come home from school two days ago a find out I have a little brother. So me how did you find us? "
"Yes, I know what you mean my adoptive mother and I was searching for Renée or Charlie for about four years, all we had to go on was names and old locations. The day I come home from leave, my mother told me that not only had she found my birth parents but that I have an older sister."
"Leave? Leave from what?" I asked sounding truly puzzled.
"Oh I guess Renée didn't tell you. The army. I have a month leave from the army. Then I have to go back to Fort Jackson, South Carolina. That's where I'm stationed for training.
"Oh" we talked about our childhoods, his experience in the army, basically our whole life up until now. The only thing we had in common as far as looks is our hair, and his had a slight more curl. He has bright blue eyes. (A/N: sorry to do this to you but I can't remember if Charlie and Renée had the same color eyes so just go with it!)
End of flashback
Jake has been there through all of my hard times and still sticks with me. I've changed in more ways than one, not only have my hair and balanced changed, my personality has also. There was a week when Jake left before I had Josh. That week I was so sad and depressed I wanted anything to help forget, so I chose marijuana, or weed. It helped me forget and it made me feel so light and I just felt the weight just lift off my shoulders. I felt weightless, like nothing or no one could stop me. I've never wanted to let go of that feeling. Jake finally learned as did Josh that I wasn't going to stop, nor did I have any intension to.
As I stepped out on stage the crowd started to cheer and I felt an adrenaline rush. I was no longer silly, clumsy, Bella. I was Isabella, strong, powerful, graceful, everything Bella isn't. I never missed being Bella.
"How are you doing tonight Manhattan?" I asked trying to pump up the crowd. All I got in reply was screaming and cheering. For my first song I started with Ring the Alarm ( by Beyonce) then moved onto Tainted Love (Pussycat Dolls)
Tainted Love:
Sometimes I feel I've got to runaway
I've got to get away from this pain
you drive into the heart of me
The love we shared
Seams to go nowhere
And I've lost my life
For I toss and turn
I can't sleep at night
Once I ran to you
Now I run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a girl could give you
You take my tears and now that's not nearly all
Tainted love
After that I did How Many Lies, How Many Times ( Pussycat Dolls), that's when I saw them standing in the crowd. I looked at each of them, Alice with Jasper, Emmett with Rosalie, and Edward with the girl he left me for I presume. I stared at each of their faces then at Edward, he had no remorse, not a drop of guilt on his face. I looked at them all again for a brief second then sang my next song: I Don't Need a Man(Pussycat Dolls).
APOV(at the concert):
I was so excited. I finally get my Bella- Barbie back. I can't wait to see her again. As we took our seats Jasper had to forcibly calm me down, I was gripping the arm rest so tightly in anticipation it nearly broke. Rose wasn't happy she was here; she was only here for Emmett, as was Mia for Edward. It took A LOT of persuasion to even get him to come.
EMPOV:
I can't wait to see my little human again. I've missed her so much. Alice being, well Alice, is so hype I think I saw Jasper getting Alice-fide. That's what I called anyone getting sucked into that evil pixies ways. As we sat down the lights started to dim and we saw Bella walk out on stage.
"How are you doing tonight Manhattan?" Bella screamed to the crowd. All she got for her answer was screaming and cheering. She started singing the song Alice and I heard her sing on T.V, Ring the Alarm, wow Bella can do all those dance moves and not trip, amazing I didn't know she had it in her. Then she sang a song called Tainted Love, wow I hope that wasn't about Edward, I will kill him for hurting my little sister like that.
Tainted Love:
Sometimes I feel I've got to runaway
I've got to get away from this pain
you drive into the heart of me
The love we shared
Seams to go nowhere
And I've lost my life
For I toss and turn
I can't sleep at night
Once I ran to you
Now I run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a girl could give you
You take my tears and now that's not nearly all
Tainted love
Then she finally saw us she look at each one of us then back at Edward then looked at us each once more an began singing a song called I Don't Need a Man (Pussycat Dolls).
I see you lookin at me like I got something that's for you
And the way that you stare
Don't you dare cause I'm not about to
Just give it all up to you
Cause there are something I won't do
And I'm not afraid to tell you I don't want to ever leave you confused
The more you try
The less I buy
And I don't have to thank it through
You know if I'm into you
I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off bein free
And I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doin my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger to make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around
You know I got my own life
I bought everything that's in it
So if you want to be with me
It ain't all about the bling you bringin
I want a love that's for real
And without that I'm no deal
Baby I don't need a hand if it only wants to grab one thing
The more you try
The less I buy
And I don't have to think it through
You know if I'm feelin you
I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off bein free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doin my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger to make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
I don't need a
I don't need a man
I don't need a man to get me through
I'm doin fine cause I feel brand new
I don't
I don't need a man
I don't
I don't need a man to make it through
Cause I'm doin fine I feel brand new
I don't need a man
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
"Alice I think we need to talk to her something isn't right about her."
"I know Emmett, let's go after the show." I nodded my reply and watched the rest of Bella's concert.
A/N: Hey guys that was my longest yet! The next chapter will have the confrontation in it. One more thing I have 307 hits and only 11 reviews so please review. I will take anything even flames.
