A month and a half passed, she had not left their house, she spent most of her time painting. Ty was so worried about her, they never spoke, she would sleep all day and paint at night. When he would try to get her to see a therapist she would lock her self in her room.
Her mom showed up one day, she brought a nurse from the hospital, she hoped that this would get to Bay. She goes into Bay's room and wakes her up, " hey wake up I need to talk to you." She opens her eyes, " I need to sleep, please mom", Katherine shook her head, "get dressed and come meet me in the living room, I will stay in here until you are ready."
When she had on shorts and a t-shirt they walked out into the living room, "hello Bay", Denise said. Bay tried to turn around but Katherine wouldn't let her, " look we need to talk I had a still born baby too, I am a nurse so I am the person that it should have never happened to."
Bay sat down next to her, " I'm so sorry, how far along were you."
Denise took a deep breath, " I was two weeks from having Landon, I never noticed when he stopped moving, they told me he died two days before I went to the DR. Bay I was so depressed, I did the same thing as you if I could have slept all of the time I would have, that was the worst time in my life. He died the same was that Grace did, the umbilical cord was tied in a knot, so I knew that it was my fault."
Bay hugged Denise, " it wasn't met to be Bay, there is no way that we could have known, it took a lot of therapy for me to realize it. Please stop beating your self up for something that you could not have known, that happened five years ago, I have a three year old daughter and one on the way."
"Don't you worry that it will happen again, how can I go on with out Grace." Denise held her hand," she will always be in your heart, I talked with your mom last week about what happened to you, I told her to make this for you." Denise pulls out a locket, inside is a picture of the three of them, she looked so broken.
"It will fit right next to your heart, I know that your boyfriend needed you to grieve with him, please talk to him and it will be fine. Some days I still cry, I hold my locket and I know that he loved us as much as we loved him, remember that."
They talked for a while, Bay smiled when she left, the hope she had given her. Now she had to tell Ty that they were going to be alright, she had not made love to him since the night before her reunion, actually it was when she got pregnant.
Katherine hugged Bay, " why don't you go take a shower and we can go get a hair cut, our nails done and do a little shopping. You need to leave this house, seven weeks, lets do something for ourselves."
She held on to her locket while she was getting her hair cut, it had grown so much when she was pregnant. when they were done they went to a nail salon. Everyone was there, Regina, Daphne and MB, they hugged her and were having a good time. Finally Bay was laughing, the girls left there moms and went to the mall. Bay had made reservations at a hotel for tonight, Ty just needed to be with her tonight, no distractions.
She texted Ty and told him to meet her at the hotel, the room number and she told him she loved him. He got there an knocked on the door, she opened it and put out her arms, he picked her up into a hug. " I am so sorry, I thought that I was the only one hurting, please know that I love you so much."
He had tears in his eyes, "baby thank you for saying that but I know how bad it was for you, how are we, I know what I said and how I hurt you before we found out about the baby. Do you forgive me?"
She touched his face," I forgive you, please say that we can go on from this, I need you. Can you please kiss me, I need you to make it all go away, I want it to be just like before."
He closed his eyes, " I can't make it go away baby, I can be here for you when ever it gets bad, I think we can make it better than it was before."
They talked for hours, she told him about Denise and showed him the locket, he had the same picture in his wallet. They ordered room service,took a shower together and went to bed. Her alarm on her phone went off, "Ty wake up you have to go to work."
He hugged her, " I was so worried when you sent me that text I told them I had to take a vacation day, I thought you were going to leave me, instead I don't think that I have ever been happier."
She got up and went to the bathroom, she was going to tell him that she would marry him, she washed her face and took off her pj's. When she walked to the bedroom but he had walked out already, she lays across the bed.
He walks in with coffee and nearly drops it, " Bay what the hell, do you remember years ago, I almost dropped it again. I will go to the bathroom and be back in twenty seconds."
When he walks out he lay's in bed, "baby I don't think that you could ever know how much I want you, are you sure that you are ready, I can just hold you."
She crawls on top of him, " please make love to me."
Two hours later they were laying in bed, it was perfect, he felt like they had gotten through something that had made them stronger. "I am not on birth control, I want to try again, how do you feel about that."
"When ever you are ready, I love you so much baby, I just want you to be happy." She sat up in bed, "I want to marry you, is the offer still there, I want to be yours forever."
He stopped breathing, never would he had thought she would say that, he looked at her. He stood up and put her over his shoulder, " a shower then we are going home, I have to put your ring on, get ready because we are going to have sex again once it is on you."
She laughed, "I need to put my hair up please, I love you."
He puts her down in the bathroom and turns the shower on, once it's hot enough she gets in. "Baby what are those marks on your stomach." She looks at him with sorrow on her face, "you know exactly what they are, I was over six months pregnant, I'm sorry that they are ugly."
He gets in the shower and kneels down, "you don't ever have to apologize, baby I need you to know that you will be alright." He kissed her two stretch marks, he was trying to hold in the tears, "know how much I loved Grace, we will get through this, I am sorry that I didn't noticed them earlier. "
She pulled him up into a hug.
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Six months had passed, their wedding was Saturday, they had taken a pregnancy test a week before and it was positive. The Dr told them that since they were going on there honeymoon to stay hydrated, he gave her some old wives tales that would hopefully keep her from getting sick.
They decided not to tell anyone, they were just a little over a month pregnant, they would try to wait until three months to tell everyone. She had a schedule for four months, on his lunch break he would have to go home, he loved having sex but three times a day when she was ovulating was too much.
They would fight like a normal couple, the counselor said that it was perfectly normal to have disagreements. Couples had to get there voices heard, the two horrible ones that they had could have been avoided if they were not worried about making their partner mad.
They held on to each other every night, no sex for a month before the wedding,it was the hardest thing he ever had to do. Seeing her everyday when they would kiss he was hard, two more days. Tomorrow night she was going to her mom's house, he just had to make it one more night, he just had to be strong.
He took left work at noon, he had to get his hair cut. When he got home Bay was in bed crying, he gets into bed and holds her, " baby I love you."
She looks at him, " I miss her so much, I just want to hold her again, I miss feeling her kick."
He kissed her forehead, "since you moved into the house at about one in the morning I would go in your room to talk to our baby, I would tell her how much I loved her, and I would pray that we would be sharing a bed. It can only make us stronger baby, this little boy will make us so happy, you are my world."
"How in the world could you know it is a boy, it is the size of my pinky nail, that makes no since?" He lifted up her shirt and kissed her belly, " you have not gotten sick, I read that a difference in pregnancy could mean that the baby's gender is not the same."
She wiped her tears, " I did not get sick until my second month, I hope that I will have a little Ty Jr running around, I really want to make love to you."
He hugged her, " you said no sex for a month before the wedding, I really want to show you exactly how I feel, two more days before I can make you scream." She shook her head, " please Ty, I need you now."
He laid there with an arm covering his eyes, Bay started rubbing his cock, " I know how bad you want me."
He grabbed her hand, " I will not have sex with you, I will make you cum, with your clothes still on." She shook her head no, he started kissing and rubbing her nipples, thankfully she had a dress on.
He put his hand down to her panties and they were soaking, he puts his mouth down and starts sucking her clit. She came and came again, he looks at her, " I love you so much baby, just wait till our honey moon."
He rolled over," Ty that was so intense, now its my turn."
She sits up and starts unbuckling his belt, he is hoping that he will not cum when she takes his jeans off. He looks at her when his cock springs free, she licked it from the bottom to top, she licks it again and he started cumming. Watching her, she put it in her mouth and continued sucking, " holy fuck Bay."
She lays down beside him and says, " we needed that, I did not want to drag you into the bathroom after you married me." He hugs her, "baby I had to tell them at work that we are pregnant, they all gave me gifts today, nipple clamps and furry handcuffs. Since we have been trying they would make fun of me when you would text me, please don't be mad."
She was laughing, "I want to see what you got, is it in your truck." He was shaking his head, "you will have to wait until we arrive in Jamaica, if I show you now we probably wont leave this room to get married."
It was Saturday morning at six tonight she would be walking down the isle. There wedding would be small, after threatening to elope her mom's calmed down. He would where a suit and she had showed them her dress, it would be in mission hills. They told them that they could make it how ever they wanted to, as long as her and Ty would be married she did not care about the details.
MB would be his best woman, Bay laughed and said that if that was ok with him Emmett would be her man of honor. He looked like he was going to get very angry but Bay straddled him and told him that Daphne would be very upset if she did not ask her. Emmett and his fiance would be invited to the wedding, his parents were also going, he was a very large part of her life.
He went to the cemetery to see Grace, when he walks up Bay was there. She was laying down on the side of the grave, he goes and lays behind her," baby I think that she is so happy that we are finally getting married, she is in heaven with my mom and aunt, they are taking good care of her."
She sits up and looks at him, " I was just telling her about are wedding and that I won't be able to come see her for a while, can you imagine what she would have looked like for our wedding."
"Baby I used to come here every day and cry, if I had been a better you would have not found out in France that you were pregnant. You realize how much I love you, how could I have said those things, I made you doubt my love."
She sat up and looked at him," I never thought that you didn't love me, I could tell you how much it hurt but I never knew how you how you felt about Emmett and Travis. I have to say that now we are not going to let anything happen to us again, together forever right? "
He sat up and kissed her, " forever."
...
Ty's knees nearly gave out on him when Bay was walking down the isle, her dress was a blush silk with almost no back and a draping front. He was thankful that MB was there and she could hold him up, Bay's hair was down with baby's breath in it, absolutely gorgeous.
When her dad walked up to him and shook his hand, "please take care of my baby girl." Ty nodded his head and hug's her dad. John laughed, Ty had become like a son to him, the pain they had gone through almost eight months ago. They were all at the hospital when Grace was born, Ty tried to be so strong for Bay but after they held her they took her away, they gave Bay something to sleep. When they were alone Ty just cried, John held onto him.
After the wedding he held on to her, she had finally made her his, nothing could ever tear them apart. When they had they had there first dance it was to At last be Etta James, they held each other and kissed the entire time, when the dance was over she told him that they would be together forever.
She danced with her dad next and Ty was with Regina, when they were done Emmett walked up and asked her if she would like to have the next dance with him. She looked at Ty and he nodded his head, she danced with Emmett.
Ty went stand by MB, " tell me exactly what he is saying to her." MB looked at the dance floor, she watched them for a while then turned to Ty, " he told her that she is beautiful and that the biggest mistake of his life was letting her go, than he told her how she helped him when his Finance cheated on him."
Ty was trying to keep calm, it didn't matter, an hour ago she became a Mendoza. "I wonder when they talked, she usually tells me when she talks to him."
MB looked at him for a while, " you can't blame her for not telling you, she called me a few day's after he went, she was worried about you finding out and being mad."
"Then why did she just tell me, right now I want to punch him. MB I don't trust him at all, the way he looks at me is like he will take her away from me."
"She loves you Ty, nothing to worry about."
He had a beer in his hand, " when was this, I want to know how long she has been keeping secrets. "
"Really Ty, we talked about it a month ago, I think that you need to let this go. She is so in love with you please don't be mad at her."
He needed to catch his head, last thing he wanted was to was to be mad at her on their wedding day. He was glad that they got married at her parents house, he walked into her garage and sat down on the loveseat and closed his eyes. She would never cheat on him especially when they were trying to get pregnant.
Five minutes later the door opens, he turns and Bay is walking in, she locks the door behind her. "I was looking for you everywhere, I hope that you are not mad." He looks at her, she was his and that was all that mattered, " I needed to be away from everyone, I love you."
She stands in front of him and slips her dress down off of her shoulders, it falls to the ground. " I need you right now, please make love to me quickly."
He just looks at her, no bra but panties that covered her completely," love the panties, you put makeup on your side?"
She nodded her head, the last thing she needed was for her mom's to see her tattoos, he gets up and takes them off of her. He sits back down and looks at her, that was his baby in side of her. She starts un buckling his belt then the button on his pants, he pulls her down so that she is straddling him and kisses her.
He stands up and her legs are wrapped around his waist, he un zipps his pants and lets it spring free, " I love you so much baby" he has her by the ass and slips it very slowly into her, "I want to see you're face when you cum,"
They were forehead to forehead, he was putting it into her so hard, " oh my god baby." She was starting to tighten up, he sat on the loveseat and put his hands on her face and let her ride him until they came together.
