AN: This song is awesome but it does contain 2 uses of offensive language so listen to the radio edit if that offends you, Ok? Just a heads up...

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'I like to think that I'm a pretty good kisser, I like to think I maybe broke a few hearts, but since I met you I'm a victim of disaster, I like to think I got it down to an art'

Heartbreak Down by P!nk

Tony knew he was good with the ladies; he even liked to think he had broken a few hearts in his time. However since he had met Ziva his love life became almost nonexistent, he rarely went on dates anymore and the ones he did go on were disasters. He couldn't focus on any woman except Ziva. He liked to think he'd gotten heartbreak down to an art.

Ziva had hurt him so many times without even meaning to, whenever she mentioned another mans name he felt like someone had hit him in the gut. He took the pain though again and again and again because he needed her in his life. Though the claim he had on her was only of her friend and her partner it was better than nothing at all.

At first all he wanted was to spend the night with her. There was no denying she was hot. But she had beaten him at his own game and it was not okay with him. He usually had girls pining for him but this time it was the other way around and, as Tony quickly realised, it sucked.

Ziva liked being independent. She liked being in control. It didn't matter what it was, but if she could control it, she was happy. She ran her own life. But now she spent her time waiting for a text, call, IM, email, smoke signal or some other form of communication from Tony. She didn't know what had gotten into her but all she could think about was him.

He was like a rush, her own personal drug. Just the sight of him made her weak at the knees. She tried to believe she could live without him, but she knew she was lying to herself. She found it hard to control herself around him. When he winked, smiled or invaded her personal space she struggled to keep herself from blurting out her feelings or kissing him senseless. She wondered what people would think of her, for being so weak as to letting her emotions rule her. And whenever she saw Tony she found it hard to breathe.

He had poisoned her. She couldn't go out with any other guys because all she thought about was how she wished it was Tony. She thought when she got a taste of him, on their undercover mission years ago, she would be able to move on. Instead it just increased her longing for him.

Ziva sat at home on her sofa and thought. She was trying to work out what to do about Tony, and how to get him out of her system. However the more she thought, she realised she didn't want to get him out of her system. When she had been in Somalia, the thing that hurt her the most was thinking Tony hated her. It was too late for her to hide her feelings and act cool. She wanted, no needed him forever. She wouldn't live without him.

'Now I'm sick all in my head, you poisoned me instead, trust me, trust me I think I've got heartbreak down' Heartbreak Down by P!nk

AN: I think the next chapter/song will be them becoming a couple, I've got a brilliant song in mind (it's a classic) and it will probably be a Tiva bathroom scene =]

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