Bzzzt Bzzzt Bzzzt Bzzzt. Why would my phone be going off? I flipped open my cell, and seen that I had one new text from my mother.

'Check your e-mail honey. I love you so much, love mom'

Checking the clock, I discovered it was only 4:43. I crept out of bed still half asleep and grabbed my new laptop. It only took about a minute to fully load all of my e-mails. Hmm...Let's see here. There were three from Esme, two from Alice, Seven from Dad, one from Rose and one from Mom. I moved the mouse over to the message from my mother. It opened up, and I saw the huge letter that was waiting for me.

'Nessie, honey I love you so much. Edward told me about what happened and I'm sorry you were embarrassed. No, it wasn't right for him to over-react the way he did but he is your father and he loves you. We all do. Esme, Carlisle, Rose, Uncle Emmett, Jasper, and Alice. I know Jacob loves you too, and now I know that you love him back. Your dad informed me of what exactly happened. He said he's sorry and he wants you to come back. I miss you so much and I don't care if you are only gone for one night…that's already too much. I know why you left and I know that things are going to have to change back home, but I can change. Your dad can change. Everyone will change for you sweetie. Just come home and give it a chance. You want more privacy, and independence, and honey that is very understandable. I'm sorry your Dad can always read your mind. And I'm sorry you live with nosy vampires….but these nosy vampires love you and will always be here for you. Like I said before, I know where you are-you're with Jacob. Please be responsible. Don't do anything you will regret. Well I really don't know what else to say baby so I guess I'll say that I love you. No matter what you do, who you are with, or the decisions that you make. I love you all the same. Come home when you're ready and we can talk. Just you and me, or whoever you want to talk with. I love you Renesmee.

P.S. I am always here if you need to talk…remember that.

Love always, Mommy'

"I love you too mommy" I whispered to myself.

I decided it was better if I didn't reply to the letter. I didn't want to give my mom any clue as to when I would come home, because I know that she would talk Dad into something that would just be a lie. I got back into bed and kissed Jacob's forehead. My eyes fluttered and I drifted into sleep yet again.

"Ness, Honey, wake up." Jacob whispered as he gently nudged my shoulder.

"Jake, go awayyyyy" I moaned

"It's really important, please Nessie, wake up."

"Ugh okay I'm up, I'm up." I sat up and rubbed my eyes. Jake was already dressed, and had a toothbrush in his hand. "So what's so important?"

"Your Dad came by. It was only about seven minutes ago, but don't worry he didn't come in the cabin. He just saw us sleeping."

"... WHAT?! Jacob how could you just let him peep in a window and look? How could you do that to me? The whole reason I even left is because I wanted to be with you, without being intruded on, and now it's ruined!"

"Ness, I didn't let him look in the window…I would never do that. I was still sleeping. I only woke up because I could smell him. When I opened my eyes, I had a clear view of him. His eyes staring straight at me. I blinked and he was gone. He seen me have my arms around you...and I didn't have a shirt on so I can only guess what he's thinking."

It took me a minute to fully let this set in. If I knew my father, I automatically could guess what he thought was going on.

"Jake what the hell am I going to do? I can't just go back now. He'll be even more pissed than he was before! I can't believe him! He is the most nosy, scummiest loser of a father! He won't even trust me! You know what he's thinking right?" I asked

"Yea babe and I'm so sorry. This is all my fault. If I would just give you your space and listen to what Edward told me, none of this would be happening right now! I'm so sorry Renesmee" Jacob put his hands over his face and sat very still.

"Jacob Matthew Black, you listen to me. None of this is your fault. Do you understand that? I made my choice and I choose you. My Dad just needs to let me grow up. Listen, I'm not going home just because Daddy thinks I'm not a virgin anymore. I'll go home when he accept that I can make my own decisions when it comes to you. Promise me that you'll let this go?" I murmured as I took his hand in mine

He looked me in the eye and flashed that million dollar smile that melts my heart. "I promise."

"So what do we do? I mean I really cant go back just yet…Is it okay if we stay here a bit longer?" I asked, showing my puppy face.

"You know I cant resist t the face" He chuckled "But yea we can stay as long as you want Ness"

"Kay thanks" I said, as I kissed his cheek.

The rest of the day went smoothly. Jake kept me busy by taking drives on the lake, and watching the baby sea turtles crawl their way into the water for the first time. They hatched out of their eggs, and unraveled from the sand. Birds watched from above, only wanting to spy on their prey. I made Jake scare the birds away, so that the turtles could make it safely to the ocean. To put it into one sentence, the day was perfect.

As night fell, Jake and I put on our bathing suits and headed for the water. I absolutely adored night swimming. The water wasn't too cold….but who knows, im not exactly the normal temperature.

"I love you" I murmured

Jacob waded through the water, and wrapped his arms around my bare waist. His grip was warm, and sent tingles through my body. He bent down and rested his chin on my shoulder, while rubbing the sides of my back.

"I love you more" he opposed. Slowly, he lifted his lips to my neck and began kissing me lightly. First on my neck, then down to my shoulders, and finally back up to my cheek. He made this cycle about four times before he turned me around and looked me in the eye. Without saying anything, I could tell that he had something on his mind.

"Jacob whats wrong?" I asked. How could something be wrong? Everything was going perfect. Just me and Jake all alone for once.

"Nothings wrong." He chuckled "I just feel like…well, I feel like a pig to tell you the truth."

"Jake, youre not a pig..." I protested. "What would even make you consider that?"

He took in a deep breath and I could see the ends of his mouth curl into a slight smile. "Ness, I..I uhm…want you."

A small giggle escaped my lips. "Jake that's no reason to think of yourself as a pig. I'm already yours." I smiled and leaned closer into his chest, lightly resting my head on his shoulder.

"I don't think you get it. Nessie, I want you. And the way you look right now in that bikini is just making me crazy. See? Now you understand why I'm a pig." He muttered

"Jake, I still don't think youre a pig. Youre just a guy….A very cute, and loving guy." I whispered. "You don't think I want you?"

"Youre only fifteen."

"Well, yeah I guess but my mind is like….god I don't know, over 20. Jake you honestly have no idea how irresistable you are."

"Wow….this is really hard."

"What is?" I asked

"Not….acting….on my thoughts."

Jacob wanted me. He wanted me just as bad as I wanted him, and maybe even more. My dad already thought we went the whole way…so why not just go ahead and fulfill his thoughts?

"Go ahead…act on your thoughts." I half smiled.

"Ness…no. I cant. Your so small. I'm close to seven foot, and you're a dainty five foot four. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I hurt you."

"Uhm..HELLO? I'm half vampire. My skin is harder than diamonds, Jake. You cant hurt me." I giggled

"It's still not safe…"

"Well im not a really safe person. Dad already thinks we did…so why not?"

"No Nessie…I cant..I'm sorry..but I cant."

Even though I wasn't planning on losing my virginity for another couple months or more, it still hurt to be told no. "oh…..okay."

"Ness" He moaned. "Honey I love you. You know that. But I just cant. Not yet, anyways."

"Its fine. Don't worry about it..we have plenty of time. Eternity" I laughed "I'm really tired Jake, so can we just go to bed?"

Jacob picked me up in his arms and carried me inside. He set me on the bed and turned out the lights, while walking out of the room. "Wait..arent you going to sleep?" I asked.

"Yeah, but I don't really know if me sleeping in the same bed as you is the best idea. It's only because of your dad Ness. You know I love you right?" His voice sounded pained.

"Sure…I know" I felt a tear run down my cheek. My father was ruining everything. Even while I was away from him, his actions stung.

So suddenly I didn't even know it happened, I was in Jake's arms and he was wiping the tear from my face. "Good night Ness, I love you"

And with that, my perfect day came to a close. I was in a place where I always wanted to be. With Jake, in his arms.