Love Me

Or

Leave Me

Chapter 4

Lily sat with Cherry and Jessie in potion's that next day. James had lefted before she woke up and that had made her feel used. Not many had ever seen her like this and se wan't about to let them now. She smiled when need be and answered question's. Cherry looked at her friend and saw through it. After the lesson she pulled her away from everyone and they got weird look's. Cherry took them into a class room that was free and made her sit down.

"Right your going to tell me what's going on and your going to tell me now."

Lily looked down at her hand's and then back up at Cherry. She gave a sigh and began to tell her. By the end of it she was in tear's. "I feel really horrible now and used. I think I loved him but now I know he just wanted an easy lay. What am I going to do?"

"Well your going to sort your self out and show that pompus git that he didn't hurt you and that he was as you say an easy lay for you as well. If he want's you let him do the running around. Oh yes and your going to have to let Layna see if he knocked you up or not." Lily nodded and got her wand out. The tear's went away and she looked as good as new. They hugged and made their way to dinner. Walking in they saw that Jessie was sat with Remus and the other boy's. Conny was also sitting with them but Layna was sat away from them. Lily sat down with Layna and wispered something to her. She gave a nod.

"Yeah sure I'll do it after classes ok?" She got a nod in return as she had a mouth full of food. Cherry laughed and began to eat as well.

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Layna did the test on Lily and Lily smile dwhen she saw that she wasn't goign to have a baby. But then that she'd have to have another one after about 3 week's to make sure. Cherry and Jessie sat playing chest and Jessie had lost 5 time's so far. Lily got up and made her way out of the common room to go for a late night walk.

She heard shouting as she came around a corner on the 3th floor and saw James and Conny. James paled when he saw her. Conny turned around and screamed at her. "YOU SLUT." With that she went at Lily. Before she could reacted Conny had puched her and sent her to the floor with a cry. James came running and was trying to pull Conny off her. "LET ME GO NOW! How could you do this to me James!?" She turned to him and he wouldn't look her in the eye. But he did look up when she slaped him.

"I did it because I love her ok. You knew that so don't come that one. And don't tell me you have never slept with anyone else. Sirius and Remus havd courght you. I'm sorry you had to find out this way but I think we're through." He turned back to Lily and saw that she had sat up and had blood running down from were Conny had hit her.

He made his way over to her and kneeled down next to. She looked at him then at Conny who looked ready to kill. When she moved to go at Lily again James pulled her behind him. "Go away Conny. I don't care what you say I'm not going to change my mind. Just leave." She gave a cry and then walked away the other way. He turned around to Lily and she gave him a small smile. He gave her one back before kissing her. She was shcoked at first but then kissed him back. He picked her up and made his way back to the common room so that he could sort her head out. She leaned agaist him and her arm's were around his neck why her head was in the cruck of his neck.

They got back and Layna, Cherry, Jessie, Sirius and Remus came over to see what was going on. James told them and set Lily donw on the sofa before taking his wand out and sorting her head out. Layna was happy for her friend and said she'd have a word with Conny tomorrow. James sat down with Lily and she layed her head down in his lap. His hand stroked her hair why she talked to Cherry and Jessie. Layna had to go help Madom Pomfrey and had lefted about 20 minute's ago.

James listened to them talk but then got into talking about Quidditch with Sirius and Remus. Peter had gone to bed already. Not long later Lily gave a yarn and was told to go to bed. The other's went as well saying they'd meet up in the great hall for breakfast. Lily had a smile on her face when she went to sleep. But not 3 hour's later she woke up in a sweat. She had been dreaming about her perents dieing and it happening right in front of her. She got up and wondered it James would let her sleep with him.

Lily walked up to the boy's dorm's and found James's bed and got in with him. He stired and opened his eye's a bit. When he saw Lily he gave a sleepy smile before pulling her to him and closeing his eye's. He wispered in her ear, "What's wrong?"

"I had a bad dream. Can I sleep here with you?" She asked softly back. He nodded into her neck and tightened his arm's around her and they fell to sleep in each other's arm's.

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"Well, well, well look what we have here Moony. I think our friend got lucky last night. Lily opened her eye's a little and looked at what had woke her up. She gleared then turned back into the warm. "Now that's not nice lils. I'm hurt."

"I'll hurt you more if you don't shut up. I'm still tired."

"Yeah I bet you are. Sneaking in here at night and craling into Pronk's bed doing god know's what can really tire you out." James groaned and mumbled something Lily didn't understand. "Oh come on I didn't mean anything. But it dose look like you got lucky."

James turned to Sirius with Lily still in his arm's with her head turned into his shirtless chest and gleared at him. "No Padfoot that's just your mind putting dirty throught's in your head. Now shut up. It's Saturday for god's sake's. Let us sleep."

Sirius laughed and so did Remus. Peter looked at them with hate but walked out the room to go get his breakfast. Lily turned her head up to James and smiled. She gave him a kiss before sitting up and streching.

"I better go get dress-"

"You mean your not dressed under there?" Sirius asked with a smirk on his face but got a pillow in his face.

"-before the other's wonder were I've got to."

Remus sniggered and out his 2 cent's in. "They probley already know. After all they know what your both like." Sirius laughed from the floor but then gve a groan when Remus suddenly fell on him. James laughed and let Lily go and get dressed.

"Nice arse Lily. Never seen one like it." James said with a smirk. The other's laughed. Lily turned and gave him a smirk that sent chills down his back.

"Well you've seen every girl's arse in this school so I'm not suprised by that." He was gob smacked and Lily blew him a kiss before desending the stairs then up to the girl's dorm's.

Cherry and Jessie had already gone and left her a note telling her they'd see her at breakfast. She was going to get a shower then go down. It was a hogsmead weekend and they were going to find a out-fit for the holloween dance. Lily put on a short skirt and a long sleeved boob-tube. Some dolly shoe's and her hair was out up in a high pony-tail. She made her way down to the great hall and found everyone was already there. She sat next to James and and got food as she was starving. The mail came and Lily got 3 letter's. One from her grandmother, her friend from france she'd met why on holiday there and one from her sister?

Opening that one first she looked though it and gave a smile when she finished it. Cherry looked at it from next to her and was shocked and her drink ended up on Sirius. "Sorry. Is she for real Lils?"

"Must be. I mean she wouldn't lie about this. I'll have to see her at christmas though."

THE LETTER

Lily

I'm wrighting this to let you know that mum and dad have lefted everything to you. I don't know what they were thinking. I mean I am the oldest. You'll have to sort it all out as I've moved out and moved in with Vernon. And we'll be getting married next mouth but don't bother thinking to come I don't want a FREAK there to mess this day up for me. If you have anything that has to be asked contacked someone called Mr Contraly. He's the one that told me about the will. I don't want to hear from you unless your going to do the right thing and give me what's really mine and that mean's the house.

from your ex-sister Petunia.

James looked it over and laughed. "Sorry but is she really this nutty. She sound's like some posh snob."

"You should see Vernon, he's ugly and fat from the look I got last time I was at home. He picked her up and had to turn side way's to get in the door. I had to run up to my room before I started laughing." Lily grinned and folded the letter up and opened the one from her grandmother. She was asking her to come see her for christmas. Lily would ask if she could bring someone with her then ask James if he'd like to go with her. The last one was to just let her know that her friend Karly was fine and doing well at her school. But finding it hard to understand some of the spell's.

After they were finished they made their way out onto the ground's then out the gate's, down to the village.

"Right you boy's can go get you out-fit's why we go get our's. Then we'll all meet at the pub." Cherry said not giving them time to say anything before pulling Jessie and Lily off the other way. Lily gave a cry as Cherry had grabed the back of her top and she nearlly fell over. Cherry laughed as did Jessie but they got a glear in return.

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