Bella's POV
I felt like I was in the right place. I didn't know what I was doing I just knew that Edward was next to me. We sat down on my bed. His hand reached out to touch my face but he hesitated and put it back to his lap. I grabbed his hand furiously and put it there myself. He probably thought that I was too angry at him but I could never stop wanting him to touch me with that cold hard skin. He smiled my favorite crooked smile but it didn't go his eyes. He was ashamed. His musical tone stopped our silence, "I'm sorry." he said. "Edward, don't..." He interrupted me with, "Ssh, don't. I need to say this. First I want to apologize for leaving you. Even worse than that I lied to you something that is the farthest from the truth and killed me to say. You are my life and love and I will always want you for the rest of my existence. I am painfully sorry that I put you through the misery you've been feeling. I feel that and more. I listened to Charlie's thoughts and heard that you've been crying every night and saying my name in your sleep. I apologize that the pain you went through made you try to kill yourself. Don't you ever do that, Bella! I can't believe that you didn't realize that I can't live without you." he was sorrowful that I didn't know that he loved me still. "It didn't seem like you were going to come back. I have always known that I don't deserve you. I am just a stupid, clumsy human girl in love with a fantastic, gorgeous, amazing, vampire!" I said to him brushing my fingertips on his hand. He loved it when I did that. I remembered when we were in the forest and he told me how amazing it felt. "Bella, I am a masochistic vampire with a step-brother who almost killed you, I am holding you back from being a human, putting you in danger, and more. You are a marvelous, remarkable, beautiful, astonishing human whom I would die one million times for. Bella I love you and it doesn't matter what happens or what I say because it will never change. Understand yet?" he said waiting for my answer. He said he loved me but I didn't believe that he loved me more than I loved him. "Nope, but will you just kiss me already?" He laughed a heart-stopping laugh and kissed me soft and passionately. His hands cupped my cheeks and my fingers went through his hair. He leaned back a little to tell me something his face still inches from my face. "So I see you have befriended a stray dog?"
Jacob's POV
OH CRAP! They were kissing now! The jealousy flew angrily up to my face. I took a deep breath when I heard them come downstairs happily holding hands. Is she angry at me? "No Jacob. She forgives me for the horrible thing I did. I apologize for that back there, Jacob. I hope you're not hurt." Ugh. I am getting really tired of the reading minds thing. Does he know that I love her? "Well now I know for sure." he said with a blank flat face. "Will somebody let me in on this brain talk?" Bells said turning my glare into a bright smile to hear her voice. "Nothing Bells." I told her. "Sit down, please." She said sweetly." After a few seconds of silence she looked at Edward with a raised eyebrow and then walked to me. Giving me a hug I have been waiting for all week. Edward became as stiff as a board but I held her tight. I am not going to mention exactly what I thought but it made him angry. "Will you watch your thoughts?!! Bella get off him!" he said angrily. She stood stunned staring at him because of his outburst and then turned to me with an expression I couldn't read. She walked back to the couch. Then I heard Sam and Seth. Jake, we need your help. Something happened. Really bad. Just come over here quick, man. "I gotta go." I said awkwardly. "Something bad happened."
