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~Just an average girl

She always wore a smile

She was cheerful and happy for a short while

Now she's older, things are getting colder

Life's not what she though, she wishes someone had told her~

Irene laid in bed cring silently. Why, out of everyones life, was did it always have to be hers that was fucked up?

~She told you she was down, you let it slip by

So from then on she kept it on the inside

She told herself she was alright

But she was telling white lies

Can't you tell? Look at her dull eyes

Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night

But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright ~

She flopped over in bed and sighed as the tears continued rolling down her face. Something was telling her that she couldn't continue, and after hours of laying there, she was starting to believe it.

~Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves

'Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see

She knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit it

Didn't think she fit it, everyone seemed to miss it

She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound

Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed~

Standing up she walked over to her joining bathroom and stared down at the blood razor that laied on her sink. Gently graping it inbwtween her figures she let the smooth metal slide across her wrist.

~She had no friends at school, all alone she sat

And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat

But those cuts on her wrist, they were no mistake

But no one cared enough to save her from this self hate~

Through the tears clouding her eyes the girl watched as the blood pooled to the serface of her skin before dripping down int the sink under her arm. She continued with the cut before she lost hold of the now slippy razor and watched it as it fell down the drain.

~Things were going down, never really up

And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut

She knew exactly what she had to do next

Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck~

Shaking she left her bathroom and walked over to her one outfit. the rope belt would be perfect. Grabbing it she tied the rope around her ceiling fan and looked at the dangling end. It was so tantalizing for her as she made a slip knot.

~She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild

"Look at me now, are you proud of your precious child?"

But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame

It was the world that should bow down it's head in shame~

She looked down at her desk, there with blood and ink mixed sat the note she had written. "I'm sorry, mama, papa." She whispered as more tears made their presence known. As she climbed her stool.

~She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon

Just don't think, it'll all be over soon

The chair fell down as she took her final breath

It's all over, all gone, now she's greeting death~

She kicked the stool out from under her after she put her head through the knot. Gasping she fought her body's instinct as she dangled there. Slowly closing her eyes she shed a few more tears. "I'm sorry, Madara." Was her last thought as her body stilled.

~Her Mum walks in, she falls down to the floor

And now nothing can take back what she just saw

The little girl that she raised is just hanging there

Her body's pale and her face is violently bare~

"Irene, come downstairs, there's a young man here to..." Her mother walked in and stopped as she saw the corpse of what was once her daughter. Screaming she alerted the two men downstairs that came storming up the stairs and stopped behind her. Them to, struck at the sight before them.

~She sees the note and unfolds it with care

All she does is stare, "How can this be fair?"

She starts reading as the tears roll down her face

"I'm sorry Mum but this world is just not my place

I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in

I've come to realise this world's full of sin

There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space

I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race

It's a disgrace, I was misplaced

Born in the wrong time, and in the wrong place

It's okay though, 'cause you'll see me soon

You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon

As it shines bright, throughout the night

And remember everyone's facing their own fight

But I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter

You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter

So let the world know, that I died in vein

Because the world around me, is the one to blame

And I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone

'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on

That's what they use to tell me, all those kids at school

So I'm going by the law majority rules

My presence on this earth is not needed any longer

And if anything, I hope this makes you stronger

You're the best friend, that I ever had

Such a shame I had to make you so very sad

But just remember that you meant everything to me

And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key

Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write

And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight

I'm watching over you, from the clouds above

And sending down the purest and whitest dove

To watch over you, and be my helpful eye

So this is it world, goodbye." ~

The males cut the rope and laid the body down on the floor as the woman sat on the floor with a note in her trembling hands. The younger male kept his eyes on the young woman that laied before him as he clinched her hand. "Goodbye, my love." He whispered.