when that hit my ears I dropped the plate I had in my hand and it shattered on the floor and my knees buckled causing me to collapse. Dean jumped out of his seat and rushed to me. I didn't want to believe it. he couldn't be. he promised.

the dam in my eyes broke once I had processed the information and I cried. my eyes were shut tight. I could feel arms wrapping around my waist. I was lifted up into his lap as he held me close waiting for my eyes to dry out. the last thing I remember from that night was crying in Dean's arms.

when I woke up I was in my bed. I was just hoping it was just a bad dream but when I removed my blankets the cuts and stitches were still fresh. and more importantly how did I end up in my bed? I tried to silently make my way into the bathroom. I succeeded and went in and got ready for school. its my last week of senior year so open campus for tests.

I walked out of the bathroom and went into the kitchen to see Dean at the table with an open bottle of beer in his hand. "your drinking at 9:00 in the morning? " I walk up to the table and snatch the bottle from his hand and take a sip then hand it back to him.

"thanks for the beer." he looked at me and smiled. I was putting my shoes on. "where you going? " he turned out of his chair and stood up and walked over to me. "well Winchester I have to finish this last week of school... and more importantly kick Harpers ass for calling the cops making me pretend I was your girlfriend. " he scoffed at my response.

"come on school sucks and im not that bad I mean come on look at me" I rolled my eyes and shook my head. "you may have a point about school and I have to return books anyways but..." I trailed off. he smile faded. "what?" I shook my head.

" nothing... look im gonna be late." I walked to the door and as I opened it I turned back to face Dean. " I um... you sticking around? " he smiled. "you can come with me... Sammy and I could use an extra hand. oh and bobby would love you." I smiled back at him.

"alright I'll be back later. don't destroy the house." he mockingly salutes me and I roll my eyes smile even more and shut the door. I walk to school Harper meeting me at her driveway. she looked back at my driveway.

"your dad get a new car?" I looked at her then back at the impala.

"no its a friends car... he's helping me out with some family problems." she looked at me with her famous give me more details look. I groan.

"yes he's our age. no we are not together. my dad he uh...he died. hunting accident. yes im ok. and we need to talk on the way home its important." we didn't talk the rest of the way. I knew she felt sorry for me but right now I didn't want to hear it and she knew that. school went by pretty quick and I was running out of time to think of a way to tell her that I am a hunter.

ah fuck it I'll just tell her. after my last test for today and after I turned all my books in I found Harper waiting for me. "so are you gonna tell me now? " I look around us. "no not here can you swing by my place for like 10 minutes?..." she looked at me and I sighed.